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Results out!!

2012-01-10T20:58:00.003+08:00

Results finally out..

and I"M OFFICIALLY GRADUATED!!!

wuhooo...

however, I'm disappointed with my result and also myself..

Called him just now..

told him that my results out..

never thought I'll break down..

I never dared to break down in front of him

Guess I was really disappointed with myself ba..

After maintaining for so long,

I ended up dropped..

though my result wasn't good but at least I thought of maintaining instead of dropping

Sigh.. guess it's time to stop all this le

Really shouldn't be dragging and continue like this le..

song for today... hmmm

this one ba...

that day at Ice pub an uncle asked me to sing this with him..
haha

v(^_^)v

~luv & hugs~muakss

*¦Têññêê a.k.a.*¦¢µ±!e_Gîr£¦* a.k.a §ümlvlèr ¦*

别说对不起

2012-01-07T23:18:00.004+08:00

一个星期就这样过去了

我们也有各自的生活吧。。

听你说你的计划被肯定，

我也替你觉得很开心

要好好的努力哦

我相信你一定可以的

我也会一直支持你和祝福你

你总说，

怕跟我太好

怕我会失望

怕会伤害到我

可是，

你其实也不知不觉中的对我很好啊

或许是我自以为是吧

你根本不是酱的意思

可是，

对我而言，

你真的对我很好

我真的怕，我会变得越来越贪心

你一直说

我对你很好

一直对我说谢谢

让后又一直对我说对不起

其实，

你没有对不起我什么啊

而我想要的也不是你的对不起

所以，

别再说对不起了，好吗？

听到你无缘无故的对我道歉

其实，我的心里是不好受的

我的要求并不过分啊。。
我不渴望你会喜欢我。。
对我来说。。
你开心，你的笑容。。
才是最重要的。。
只要看到你开心。。
就够了。。
真的。。。

只想默默地在你背后支持你
看到你开心
偷偷的喜欢着你。。
就够了。。

v(^_^)v

~luv & hugs~muakss

*¦Têññêê a.k.a.*¦¢µ±!e_Gîr£¦* a.k.a §ümlvlèr ¦*

Welcoming 2012

2012-01-05T20:53:00.008+08:00

This year's New Year Eve wasn't in Penang Island as well..

Was supposed to be in Sungai Petani as they were working there

but last minute changed of plan..

So it's celebrating instead of working

We stayed in Penang..

thought of going back to Penang Island..

but afraid that we might caught in a massive jam,

we decided to go to Autocity instead

Sorry mom for not accompanying you to Jessie's wedding dinner

I do feel guilty actually..

I followed my relatives to mainland and asked them to drop me at Pacific

while on the way to mainland,

my cousin sis keep on brain washing me..

saying that it's still early for me to regret..

I can still change my mind to follow them to dinner instead of celebration

but sorry dude..

I've made up my mind..

here are some of the pictures taken that day..

and also throughout the journey in Penang la..

my first time having Haagen Dazz...

with you all again...

Fondue... Costs about RM 69 if not mistaken..

but it was really tasty.. yum yum..

after Haagen, we walked around and stopped at Tao Lounge

and there's where we had our countdown

Me with he cocktail named Tao..

the waiter said it's suitable for girls..

but I don't really like it..

Maybe because the pineapple tastes were too strong

We were anxious about 12am for the countdown but without realizing time passed and we suddenly heard sounds of fireworks..

The singers at Tao made it overtime i guess..

so no countdown there and the song "final Countdown' was played late.. haha

The fireworks were superb...

It was extreme large and our view was nice..

There you go.. my very first picture in 2012..

that glass next to us was AK 47..

I guess I prefer tht compared to mine..wakakka

The couple for the day.. Sky and Xiao Ke

my first self-shot picture in 2012

Cheersss~~

Dudu with Grey's hat..

looks cute isn't it?

Me and Tian...

<3 this pic.. nice..

Dinner at TAO

Edward a.k.a Ah Bird performing on stage..

it's an annual competition called Teen Idol

Cascy performing Jess Lee's 煎熬.. nice..

but then they said it wasn't her best piece

New Year's Day..

Grey and Edward playing the Drum at Avenue's arcade

He look pro isn't it?

Before heading home, me and Ke

v(^_^)v~luv & hugs~muakss*¦Têññêê a.k.a.*¦¢µ±!e_Gîr£¦* a.k.a §ümlvlèr ¦*

Different Xmas 2011

2011-12-27T00:28:00.007+08:00

Finally,

a different Xmas this year...

and also a memorable one..

at least for me..

This is the first time for me to celebrate Christmas out-of-Penang

It's been busy week then...

Finished exam on the 19th

then back to Penang on 21st

back to Ipoh again on 23rd..

Travelling here and there..

24th night,

Christmas Eve,

went to Taiping's Station 1 and celebrated it there..

Sky and Grey were working on that day..

so me and Ke decided to follow and tagged along

a different environment to celebrate Christmas..

Glad tht you like the gift..

and the card..

and Thanks for the memories we've shared..

v(^_^)v

~luv & hugs~muakss

*¦Têññêê a.k.a.*¦¢µ±!e_Gîr£¦* a.k.a §ümlvlèr ¦*

lost??

2011-12-27T00:16:00.003+08:00

2011 is coming to an end

will it be a good ending?

or a bad one?

Mine will be just normal I suppose?

unless my wish is granted..

Not that wish but just a lil wish for 31st Dec is good enough for me

SIgh..

I'm actually having mixed feelings right now

I thank you for the times and memories we've shared

but at the same time,

I kinda..

don't know what word can describe that feeling..

hate? dislike?

not until that extend I suppose..

again..

couldn't put the blame on you..

coz I was at fault too...

人就是犯贱。。

I'm having mixed feelings because

I knew i have to move on and shouldn't cling on to you any longer

but at the same time,

I misses you..

hopes to see you

and be with you

What should I do?

Christmas has just passed..

How did you people celebrated it?

Mine was just normal..

went to support my friend at work

but somehow it is special..

at least to me,

I felt so

v(^_^)v

~luv & hugs~muakss

*¦Têññêê a.k.a.*¦¢µ±!e_Gîr£¦* a.k.a §ümlvlèr ¦*

傻傻的我

2011-12-13T22:31:00.002+08:00

最近的我，到底怎么啦吗？

心情反反复复的。。

时好时坏。。

爱哭的我。。

就快要把我的眼泪都哭干了吧

时间过得真快

还有不到一个星期的时间就要离开了

很快就没的和你一起喝酒，看你表演了

有时候，真的很想对你讲

“可不可以不要对我那么好啊，这样下去，

我怕我会变得越来越贪心，越来越喜欢你”

我真的很怕

因为我好像开始觉得

我越来越喜欢你了

越来越不舍得离开

越来越不舍得放手

人，本来就是贪心的

以前的我，什么都没想过

只是单纯的喜欢你，想带在你身边，

默默地看着你，支持你。。

从没有任何期待和希望。。

也从没想过要和你在一起

可是现在的我，

却想要更多

我开始会期待、和希望，

你也和我一样的爱我

老实说。。

当你抱着我睡的那一刻

我是真的觉得很温暖，有一种被保护的感觉

这是我第一次觉得有被保护的安全感

谢谢你。。

让我享受我从没享受过的安全感

Countdown: 2 days

2011-12-10T13:36:00.002+08:00

还有两天。。

跟你拼了。。

Hopefully we can win this battle...

All the best guys...

let's fight this battle together..

then we can enjoy to the max before we start a new journey of life..

v(^_^)v

~luv & hugs~muakss

*¦Têññêê a.k.a.*¦¢µ±!e_Gîr£¦* a.k.a §ümlvlèr ¦*

Final week

2011-12-10T03:24:00.003+08:00

Finally back in Kampar le..

1 more week to go before I officially say Goodbye to Kampar *fingers crossed*

sigh..

It still feels like Y1S1 was just few weeks or few months back..

but eventually,

it's already in the final sem and final week..

2 more papers to go before I officially said goodbye to a student's life..

Gonna miss so so many things here..

The crazy times with friends..

The yum cha session

The sitting at the-middle- of the road times..

so so many things...

Besides worrying about exam,

I'm also worrying about my current house here..

10th of the month is a Sat..

Hopefully the damn owner will not come on that day and kacau la..

Please let me study for my exam peacefully...

To all my dear friends in UNI...

I'm gonna miss each and everyone of you so so much..

wish you guys all the best in future..

no matter where we are and what we will be..

Wish all of us SUCCESS in everything we do...

Dedicate this song below to all of you

who have brighten and brings joys throughout the 3 years here...

v(^_^)v~
luv & hugs~muakss

*¦Têññêê a.k.a.*¦¢µ±!e_Gîr£¦* a.k.a §ümlvlèr ¦*

Why...

2011-12-07T03:07:00.003+08:00

It's already 3.07am now..

but I still couldn't sleep

don't feel good ever since he told me where he's going

Why do I have such feelings?
Why do I care so much?

Why am I still waiting for it?

I'm just no one to care

and I don't have the rights to care

but the fact is that..

I do really care about it

I never knew I do..

till now...

I finally realize..

does mean a lot to me

and at this moment..

Really hope to say...

v(^_^)v

~luv & hugs~muakss

*¦Têññêê a.k.a.*¦¢µ±!e_Gîr£¦* a.k.a §ümlvlèr ¦*

The end of Week 7..

2011-12-04T22:09:00.004+08:00

Back In Penang today...

Finally came back for study week..

Will be back in Kampar next week.. hmmmm

Cannot play le.. have to study hard..

as exam is just round the corner..

Am really scared and worried about this exam actually

hopefully I can passed the exams safe...haha

had fun the last 2 days before I came back to Penang..

Followed Sky and Grey to Teluk Intan again

It seems like I'm their part time Manager d..wakaka

I know I'm SS.. haha

but following them for wedding functions and events like this indeed let me learnt something..

Singers for the day.. Grey and Sky Ghostz

Simply <3 this photo.. Thanks to Grey for the shot

This is cute... I mean the character of the shirt...

The view from De Sky Bar

Kimiro and Yibin joined the next day

The last set for the day.. Grey joined them

Singing 我是一只小小鸟。。 It was great..

but sorry for the blurred pictures..Cacat camera

Tho this photo blurred a bit.. but still like it..

Taken some new photos yesterday..

marking the end of semester in Uni...

Life has been great this 3 years in Kampar..

Have seen and experienced things that I've not being exposed to before

Ups and Downs

Friends, studies..

Everything..

I'm sure gonna miss every bit of it here..

Time flies..

never thought that my student life is coming to an end..

ARRGHhhh..

no more cheap movie tickets

no more cheap rates for singing K at Red Box..

NOOOOOOOooooo

v(^_^)v

~luv & hugs~muakss

*¦Têññêê a.k.a.*¦¢µ±!e_Gîr£¦* a.k.a §ümlvlèr ¦*

原来我。。怕安静

2011-12-03T14:57:00.002+08:00

本来还好好的。。。

但是。。眼泪。。突然失控了。。

而最好笑的是。。

连我自己也搞不懂。。

做么会突然间这样

最近好像有点emo...

而这首歌。。超适合我现在的心情

v(^_^)v

~luv & hugs~muakss

*¦Têññêê a.k.a.*¦¢µ±!e_Gîr£¦* a.k.a §ümlvlèr ¦*

Cameron Trip 2011

2011-12-01T01:30:00.012+08:00

I've always wanted to go to Cameron once before I grad..

My coursemates went last week and asked if I wanna tag along

but too bad I've already had appointment with friends..

So end up rejected them..

It's already the 7th week now..

Which is officially the last week of my Uni LIfe...

Getting more and more emo lately,.

Emo about lots of stuff

and for the first time,.

I feel reluctant to leave Kampar...

feel that.. I'm so gonna miss everything here....

Talked about Cameron...

I've finally made my way up there..

Thanks to Sky, Xiao Ke, and Grey..

haha.. My mission finally accomplished..

Go Cameron before grad.. and STRAWBERRRIESSS!!

HOwever, wasted that we did't get to pluck Strawberries on our own...

and I'll be back again Cameron.. wait for me...

Cold raining weather in Cameron...

Playing guitar and relaxing while caught in jam..

Having Steamboat during such weathers... GREAT!!!WARM!!

Simple love this shot..

Grey has been trying so hard to snap a pic of terrifying me without me noticing..haha

The butterflies are huge here in Cameron

Oh yeah..

I've finally been to Overtime!!

Never been to any OT before.. my first time..

This is Ipoh's OT.. not bad also..

The beer from OT.. Starker..

Not bad.. quite nice and ot bitter..

had a cup of cocktail too..

Mixture of cocktail and beer..

I got a bit TIpsy..

and the feeling's great...

v(^_^)v

~luv & hugs~muakss

*¦Têññêê a.k.a.*¦¢µ±!e_Gîr£¦* a.k.a §ümlvlèr ¦*

De sky bar

2011-12-01T00:39:00.004+08:00

My second time being to Teluk Intan ever since my first trip in Primary school

Came here to support my friends who were singing at a lounge in a hotel..

De Sky Bar

Sky was definitely excited and happy about it as the bar has the same name as his..

Enjoyed every moment there...

but guess tonight will be the last night for me to join them and support them le..

Really feeling so reluctant to leave.. aihhh

v(^_^)v~luv & hugs~muakss*¦Têññêê a.k.a.*¦¢µ±!e_Gîr£¦* a.k.a §ümlvlèr ¦*

One FM Trip

2011-11-29T20:12:00.005+08:00

went to One Fm study trip organized by my juniors in Mass Comm Society..

Finally the radio station trip has been organized after planned for so long...

Kind of nice experience as we get to see how Radio DJ work live..hehe...

the best surprise was we get to meet Ella Koon and take photo with her..

She's so so prettty...

Me and Miao Miao..

Me and Suki

Me and Wayne Wayne.. suprise that he still remembers me..

Mei, me, Small V and Big V (both are called Vincent)

Me with the 2 Vs

v(^_^)v
~luv & hugs~muakss
*¦Têññêê a.k.a.*¦¢µ±!e_Gîr£¦* a.k.a §ümlvlèr ¦*

One FM Live Show and Be Charmed Concert

2011-11-29T20:10:00.001+08:00

It's been so so long since I last updated my blog...

The last update I was still working as an intern at Cat Studio

but now.. I'm already at the last week of my degree life..

Time flies so fast...

Still remember the first day I came to Kampar..

just like a blink of an eye..

3 years has passed...

now back to the future.. hehe

I've cut my hair short.. yea.. short..

but not very very short though..hahah

This picture was taken in June if not mistaken..

for my family photo shooting..

That's the length of my hair then...

and here.. in October..

I've cut my hair..
FINALLY!!!!!!!!~~

Have finally sold my dearie lil red( my lovely car)..

so no transport this coming sem in Kampar...

and it's extremely inconvenient..

Planned to ask my sis to fetch me back to Kampar

but I've got free ticket to Be Charmed Concert at Genting...

So decided to take a bus to KL then only back to Kampar by KTM..

Here you are the photos that I've taken during the Live Show

Me with Max and Jack ~ One FM DJ

Kah Jun performing.. it's been so long since I last met him..

winking at my cam.. ;)

This pose was actually a candid shot while he was looking at my cam.. hehe

Thai Yip Zai.. SAwade KAhhh

Self Shot with Jack..

and finally photo with Jun

Stella CHung

Another pic before he leave.. Im Fat.. T__T

Me and Cheng Yee.. it's been so long since we last catch up..

and my dear god sis.. Ashlyn

This was during the rehearsal.. hehe

and now.. @ Genting Be Charmed Concert

I have a very nice view from my place but it's not so nice for my cacat camera..

This was one of the best shot I got for the whole night

and it is still damn blur and not nice.. wakaka...

Guess this was better as I manage to go further down to take photo

The last day in KL..

meeting with part of 38 gang...

miss you guys..

v(^_^)v
~luv & hugs~muakss
*¦Têññêê a.k.a.*¦¢µ±!e_Gîr£¦* a.k.a §ümlvlèr ¦*

NTV 7 园游会

2011-08-15T15:15:00.012+08:00

Went to NTV 7 Yuan Carnival yesterday and I enjoyed it!!

It was a big and great event..

and hopefully in the near future,

I can organize or be involve in such a great event...

*finger crossed*

I at first thought of going there for a while only as my main intention is to meet Victor as it's been so so long..

but end up i stayed there till 6pm..haha

One of it's floor plan at the side of the hall,

Me and Victor... Long long time no see

One FM DJ Jack.. So leng zai in real

The peoples inside the hall

and the food carnival right outside of the hall at its field

One FM DJ Nicholas

Nicholas with local artistes Leslie Chai and ... (I don't know the girl's name./hahA)

Another local artiste, known as Ah Di in the drama aired on NTV 7

William playing games with fans

OneFM DJ Wayne preparing for the LIVE Show

The crew and director

Interviewing the audience

Me and Wayne with Alex

Solo shot with Wayne Wayne.. He's so cute..

Me and Nicholas... was lucky to meet him when he just came out from back stage.hahah.. no one pass by so we just self shot..

4 DJs on stage... Suki, Max, Jack and Wayne

Me representing OneFM DJ Max playing 'paper, scissors, stone' with an aunty that represents Jack

Jack and Wayne.. they are so good and warm.. both keep on asking am I alright after choking from the wasabi sushi..

Me and Jack <3

Me and Wayne Wayne <3

Me and Xiao ... forgot her name.. she's from One FM 一号奇兵。。

Me and DJ Woody.. He's the first one I met on scene..a very nice guy too... I remember 2 girls walking pass their booth and he got shock.. then I asked for his permission to by-pass the booth and he nodded his head... after that when I went back to the same spot, they started to block the way and don't let people pass by..

I prefer this shot actually.. hahah

and these 3 photos below are courtesy of NTV 7..

was taken while playing games on stage

We're chosen by Max and we had to be punished together with him..

Eating Sushi sponsored by Sushi King.. Full of WASABI!!!

Had fun yesterday...

I never thought I would get choked by the Sushi..

I've always thought that I could finish it as eating sushi and wasabi wasn't really a big big problem to me.. hahaha...

but having 1 whole sushi in my mouth... is really.. speechless..

I had never eaten 1 whole sushi at a time.. haha.. this was my first attempt and I failed..

Was kinda pai seh la.. but then.. I enjoyed it.. It was fun.. haha....

Now everyday,

pray that I can be involve in such great event in the future...

Till then...

Oh yeah.. here's the video posted by Max... haha... the embarrassed moment of mine.. haha

do enjoy!!

v(^_^)v

~luv & hugs~muakss

*¦Têññêê a.k.a.*¦¢µ±!e_Gîr£¦* a.k.a §ümlvlèr ¦*

ASQ 2011 FInal & Party Night out

2011-08-15T14:05:00.010+08:00

It's been long since I last updated...

Well, I think I missed out about the ASQ 2011 Final right?

It was my first time being to a concert - that's how I describe it la..

instead of competition, I prefer it to be called concert.. haha

It was great.. totally awesome..

R&B interviewing Geraldine's nephew

My Astro Chart show on air

Me and Fan Tuan

Me and Dane

Me and R&B

Me and Sam

Me and Joe

Me, My sis and Jie Ying

Jun, Mico and me

The Leong family with Licus

My sis, me and Danny Boy

Kim Kim

I watched the repeat at home a week after that

and that the feeling was so different

everyone was so high on scene that makes the different..

After the competition ended, we went down to the stage and took some photos

Took with some artistes and the finalist...

They were all so friendly...

and yeah,

Celysce is back in Penang that week,

so after the concert ended,

We went to MOIS..

My first time clubbing in Penang!!

It wasn't that bad la..

Maybe because I went with a bunch of Siao ppl..

v(^_^)v

~luv & hugs~muakss

*¦Têññêê a.k.a.*¦¢µ±!e_Gîr£¦* a.k.a §ümlvlèr ¦*

Week 9 @ The Cat

2011-07-25T11:42:00.005+08:00

Time flies..

It is already week 9 of my internship in The Cat ..

Things are getting tougher now..

and I've learnt a lot.. I'm enjoying every bit seconds I am here in The Cat..

Things were going fine and I'm glad that I've met a lot of long lost friends of mine

Year 3 Sem 2 of my Uni life is gonna end very very soon.

I left only 7 weeks in Kampar and that's the end of my students life and of course all the benefits I can enjoy as a student.. haha..

I am truly gonna missed being a student..

Oh yea,

I promised to upload some of the photos I have here during my intern..

will upload it here today... but just a few photo la..

Here you are the photos I've got for my intern..

Went to watched Astro Star Quest 2011 Final Live at PISA last 2 weeks

I guess it was my first time watching a competition LIVE and I sat kinda near la..

but too bad, though it is nice for my view but it doesn't work for my cacat camera..

I've uploaded up in Facebook after a week, and will update about it more details here k?

Well,

song for today is 如果有如果 by 阿福..

I came across this song on radio and I fell in love with it.. totally..

guess this gonna be the song of the week la..

and here's the lyrics

这世界如果有如果

zhe shi jie ru guo you ru guo

如果一切重头如果你再说你爱我

ru guo yi qie zhong tou ru guo ni zai shuo ni ai wo

习惯阿熟悉的温柔

xi guan a shu xi de wen rou

turn around turn around turn around

怎么还是一个我

zen me huan shi yi ge wo

雨滴滴答答的坠落还有什么说不出口

yu di di da da de zhui luo huan you shi me shuo bu chu kou

泪不停不停的滑落习惯没有你的角落

lei bu ting bu ting de hua luo xi guan mei you ni de jiao luo

I want to sing a song for you

sing for my soul

没有你的天空没有云朵

mei you ni de tian kong mei you yun duo

you are my everything and I really love you

在泪干了以后想听你说爱我

zai lei gan liao yi hou xiang ting ni shuo ai wo

想太多如果有如果

xiang tai duo ru guo you ru guo

如果永远爱我如果最后能到最后

ru guo yong yuan ai wo ru guo zui hou neng dao zui hou

一个人该习惯什么

yi ge ren gai xi guan shi me

turn around turn around turn around

习惯晚安自己说

xi guan wan an zi ji shuo

雨滴滴答答的坠落还有什么说不出口

yu di di da da de zhui luo huan you shi me shuo bu chu kou

泪不停不停的滑落习惯没有你的角落

lei bu ting bu ting de hua luo xi guan mei you ni de jiao luo

I want to sing a song for u

sing for my soul

没有你的天空没有云朵

mei you ni de tian kong mei you yun duo

you are my everything and I really love you

在泪干了以后却还记得

zai lei gan liao yi hou que hai ji de

还记得青苹的酸甜酸到心里没有感觉

hai ji de qing ping de suan tian suan dao xin li mei you gan jue

梦太美回忆太心碎再多给我一点点的勇气

meng tai mei hui yi tai xin sui zai duo gei wo yi dian dian de yong qi

I want to sing a song for u

sing for my soul

没有你的天空没有云朵

mei you ni de tian kong mei you yun duo

you are my everything and I really love you

在泪干了以后想听你说 love you

zai lei gan liao yi hou xiang ting ni shuo love you

(口白)

( kou bai )

这世界

zhe shi jie

如果有如果

ru guo you ru guo

如果一切重头

ru guo yi qie zhong tou

如果你还在

ru guo ni huan zai

请说你爱我

qing shuo ni ai wo

v(^_^)v

~luv & hugs~muakss

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What a Day!!

2011-06-07T22:13:00.003+08:00

It's my 2nd week of intern..

I'm enjoying my job here..

and also enjoy working with my team..

they are very very good..

but.. SIGH..

what a day it is today...

I fell sick and Reuben asked me to go home and rest..

Jeremy also did the same thing..

and I thought of going back after I've got enough rest coz I was too weak to drive..

So, Jeremy, Nick and I went for lunch at around 2 something...

and back half an hour like that..

then i realize

MY CAR IS GONE!!~!! IT WAS STOLEN~~!!!

I was like.. WTF???!!!

seriously very worried, scared, and sad..

plus im sick today..

and so.. my sickness has gone from bad to worse...

sighhh

thanks to Nick who fetched me to police station and all

and after 3 hours, by the time we're back at the studio,

MY CAR IS BACK!!!

it was parked exactly at the same place where I parked..

and it was LOCKED!! tht's the thing that none of us could understood..

It's very obvious that the car has been driven away and all..

but how did he manage to open my door and start my engine without my keys?

I've got my keys with me...

and when I tried to start the engine,

It still look the same...

This actually worries me...

went back to make a police report again..

and now..finally back at home..

v(^_^)v

~luv & hugs~muakss

*¦Têññêê a.k.a.*¦¢µ±!e_Gîr£¦* a.k.a §ümlvlèr ¦*

First day of INTERN...

2011-05-26T17:07:00.002+08:00

Having insomnia these few days..

slept for less than 5 hours a day and it should be a pathetic thing when you don't get to sleep during your sem breaks..

Was worrying about my results and it's finally out now..

Thank God that I'm safe....

I passed the killer subject..

but don't know why,

I'm still kinda disappointed...

I should have felt relieved and happy but yet,

it seems like there are something in me...

and ya..

It's my first day working at The CAT studio

things were still OK..

I was just given a simple task which is to write the Company Profile..

a simple but yet hard task..

I've got stuck while writing halfway..

Thanks to my colleague Nick that helped me to end it.

Things were cool here..

I see them discussing about the works,

compressing the music works,

students learning drum next room, (seeing LIVE)

and also violins and piano ( only listened to it.. )..

My first experience in a recording studio..

and it was GREAT!~!!!~!!

v(^_^)v

~luv & hugs~muakss

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Memoirs ~

2011-05-23T00:19:00.000+08:00

It's been 2 weeks now since I'm back in Penang
1 more week and I'll need to start my intern..
time flies..

It's a Sunday today..
thus, time to be a good girl
Stay at home, help mom and all..

while I'm clearing my drawer,

I found this cut-out newspaper..

and showed it to my mom..

haha.. it was from The Star,

regarding our First Aid Competition 2004..

Mei was there, Celysce was there..

hhaha..

very nice memory...

another one is this..

A Xmas present from someone in 2006

Treasured it a lot..

and it still do look nice right?

hehe..

a very nice cup..

thanks ya.. heheh

Sometimes,

doing some clean ups might be a good thing..

I found a lot of things that I don't even remember I owned them..

and a lot of funny things that I wrote down in my diary...

Well,

that's secret..heheh...

but anyhow,

after all this,

just realize...

I'm OLD~~~!!!! hahahah

v(^_^)v
~luv & hugs~muakss
*¦Têññêê a.k.a.*¦¢µ±!e_Gîr£¦* a.k.a §ümlvlèr ¦*

♥ VOLUNTEERS WORK FOR CHANGE ♥

2011-05-07T03:05:00.001+08:00

♥ VOLUNTEERS WORK FOR CHANGE ♥

is the slogan for our core paper,

PR Campaign and Planning

Our theme for this year is VOLUNTEERISM

We are the first batch who's campaign cost a 100% coursework marks

Thus, each and everyone of us,

work the hell out of us to get things right

There 91 students in my batch of PR students,

adding to some of the seniors who took this subject this year

We were divided into 3 groups as you can see from the picture below,

Pink, Yellow and Green.

Pink = Healthcare

Yellow = education

Green = Environment

our batch of students were the first in history

that came up with a 'mega project' that is extremely tough for us students to handle.

we even managed to hold a Press Conference for our campaigns.

and it was my very first Press Conference ever..

The mascots from three grps

and I'm in the Yellow group..

we were very lost in the first place coz we do not know what kind of campaigns should we organize..

just before the day of out proposal presentation,

Our campaign director, Keong,

came up with this plan..

it was queried by our advisors at first and we got only 3/10 for our proposal,

but then our hard work was worth as we succeeded in our 'mission impossible'

We organized a 1000 participants' Volunteerism Run (VRun)

and with the support of Dato Lee Chee Leong,

our run was a success..

It was very tiring and hectic,

and of course arguments and all

but then, at the end, we all worked it out..

I was being selected as one of the co-emcee on that day

It was my first experience as an MC..

I've always wanted to try and gain experience but then,

it was a total chaos..

I was really disappointed with myself on that day..

guess I would prefer to be in the backstage more..haha

well, thanks to 2 beloved Volunteers who came all the way from KL to perform in our carnival

Julio and Miau MIau..

Without their supports, our carnival would not have succeeded...

their performances were great...

thanks Ju, for coming to perform for us..

was really glad that you came...

will see u again in my next event alright??hehe

and Miau Miau..

a very nice and friendly girl..

thanks a lot for the talk show..

even my advisor who don't know chinese laughed and enjoyed your performance..

Pictures of the preparations and also publicities in campus

these are the goodies bags for the participants

Me in the mascot

and the outreach mega event..

Do support us in Facebook k?

join and like our page at

http://www.facebook.com/pages/Public-Relations-Volunteerism-EducationCampaign-2011/148151275243953

v(^_^)v

~luv & hugs~muakss

*¦Têññêê a.k.a.*¦¢µ±!e_Gîr£¦* a.k.a §ümlvlèr ¦*

The not-so-great ending of Year 3 Sem 1

2011-05-07T02:41:00.003+08:00

Time flies..

It's the end of my year 3 sem 1 in Kampar and will be leaving back to Penang for my internship for 3.5 months

It should be a very exciting journey but then it all ended with frowns

My last paper was on Wednesday,

It was UAMG3004 Media Ethics

all of us were studying very hard for it coz if we don't pass this sem,

we won't be able to graduate next year.

It was finally the day,

but then, a very saddening day..

it was the first time in my life,

where I open up the question paper,

and I don't know what the questions are asking about

It was totally out of common sense

and wasn't really about what we have studied

after all the readings and revisions,

even practices of tutorial questions and past year papers,

it was totally different kind of thing.

what makes things worst is that the next day,

some one leaked out a message saying that failing rate are as to what we had during our Comm Theory paper

of course the 'source' is by the lecturer it self..

but no matter what, *cross fingers*

I hope I'm not the one..

you can say that I'm selfish,

but at this kind of situation,

I believe,

everyone would think the same as well..

after exam,

another thing that I'm sad of..

is that..

I suddenly felt that there are gaps in between us..

I started to feel like,

I couldn't join into the conversation..

felt like I couldn't understand about the conversations

What has actually happen?

Did I think too much?

I actually felt that we are drifting apart..

or was it about the misunderstand?

I felt that there are some misunderstands among us,

as I can felt the ways and talkings, and actions, are different..

and I heard gossips too..

Why are these things all so sudden?

I thought that things have all been settled down after all that we've been through

but why do I suddenly felt so?

I do appreciate us a lot,

I never felt this way before..

and for the first time ever in my life,

tears filled my eyes when I face such situations

Was really happy with what we've shared, and experienced

but, why is it now that i felt I'm the superfluous one?

What wrong have I done?

I've always wanted to confront you,

to clarify things among us

to make things clear so that there will be no misunderstands among us

but,

I'm just too afraid to do so..

I'm afraid of asking

and I'm afraid of the answer as well...

I don't know how should I start to talk to you about this..

but deeply inside,

I really felt the pain and hurt..

coz you are the ones that I treasures the most here..

Guess,

this was the first time that I appreciate our loves so much..

I'm too afraid to loose you..

and I don't want to loose you as well..

hope that it was me who think too much..

I believe,

things will be fine..

sooonnn...

<3 you guys always..

Video for today, a very old song...
Don't Speak from No Doubt..

You and me
We used to be together
Everyday together always
I really feel
That I'm losing my best friend
I can't believe
This could be the end
It looks as though you're letting go
And if it's real
Well I don't want to know

Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me cause it hurts

Our memories
Well, they can be inviting
But some are altogether
Mighty frightening
As we die, both you and I
With my head in my hands
I sit and cry

Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts (no, no, no)
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me cause it hurts

It's all ending
I gotta stop pretending who we are...
You and me I can see us dying...are we?

Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts (no, no, no)
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me cause it hurts
Don't tell me cause it hurts!
I know what you're saying
So please stop explaining

Don't speak,
don't speak,
don't speak,
oh I know what you're thinking
And I don't need your reasons
I know you're good,
I know you're good,
I know you're real good
Oh, la la la la la la La la la la la la
Don't, Don't, uh-huh Hush, hush darlin'
Hush, hush darlin' Hush, hush
don't tell me tell me cause it hurts
Hush, hush darlin' Hush, hush darlin'
Hush, hush don't tell me tell me cause it hurts

v(^_^)v

~luv & hugs~muakss

*¦Têññêê a.k.a.*¦¢µ±!e_Gîr£¦* a.k.a §ümlvlèr ¦*

My splendid 2011 Birthday

2011-05-07T02:00:00.000+08:00

Another had passed..

and I'm one year older again..

but this year's birthday was splendid and different from the previous years..

at least no more celebrating in mamak?

haha...

Well, this year was a bit special..

My friends and family celebrated my birthday on a vacation to Genting

thanks to Genting who offered me the free room or else we wouldn't have this plan at all

It was 4 days after our massive event and it was really tired..

but then we thought that we deserve some rest and relax..

so?? wnd HIAO Trip..

a 3D2N trip...

1st night in Genting

2nd night in KL

well, i drove down to 1U on the 14th and we took the bus up hill..

it was very cold there and damn nice..

it rained for awhile but luckily wasn't continuous and we managed to catch some rides outdoor

Celebration in Kampar...

Birthday Eve.. hhaha...

cake-giving ceremony?? haha.. tommy's birthday is just 2 days after mine...

oh yeah.. not forgetting my lovely birthday present by them (those in pictures) and also my classmates..

After makan, then westlake...

Breakfast in KL

Self shot in cable car

Look at the mists

Personally love this shot a lot

and this too...

While waiting for corkscrew

Sad.. I was only this TALL

in cable car, on the way down...

Dinner at Millennium Square KL

Bruch at somewhere nearby Wei's house...

First time try Dry Bah Kut Teh

v(^_^)v

~luv & hugs~muakss

*¦Têññêê a.k.a.*¦¢µ±!e_Gîr£¦* a.k.a §ümlvlèr ¦*

Homemade steamboat

2011-03-13T00:24:00.012+08:00

When we were back to campus after CNY,

lots of us are still in the CNY mood..

I've always wanted to hold house parties like bbq or steamboat...

and finally I've made it...

Thought of having BBQ and Steamboat at the same time but then many of them are having sorethroats and not feeling well..

so I end up only prepared for steamboat and it's enough to kill me as we've tight schedule on that day..

We had class from 8-11 then 2-5 then only I started to prepare for my steamboat..

The soup, the dishes.. OMG..

Luckily their class ended early and they came back to helped me out..

Lucky to have this great bunch of friends...

Party then started at around 8pm...

People starts to eat and eat and eat....

It was tiring.. but it was FUN!!

Suddenly felt that I'm my mummy's girl..

Just like her..

Like to organize things, but will only busy and busy and do not eat much..wakakk

Here are all the pictures that we had..

Love it so much..

I had a great night...

All sorts of balls for steamboat~

then dumpling and sausages

A proper view of the stuff prepared

Steamboat No.1(induction cooker~but they were cooking instant noodle before steamboat)

Steambot No.2 (ricecooker)

Not forgetting the guys who prepared the drinks

summore wanna curi makan the ice...

Look at them...

Jom MAKKKANNNNNNN

and all the group pictures we took...

and then solo with my guests...

Me and Kien

Me and Cheng Hong a.k.a Dai Lou

Me and Jayson a.k.a Jay Chou

Me and naughty housemate CS

Me and lovely BFF Sin Mei

Me and Hiao Gang founder Evin

Sin Wei, Evin and I (SHE???)

Me and Mei

2 lengluis~ Bluemoon and Ally

here comes Tze Jinq

and Pei Woon

Time for me to SS~~

and suddenly a ghost appear

Dai Lou's Solo..

Mei's solo

We girls posing again..

WHoaaa.. Me and Kampar's Jay Chou..wakka

My Beloved guitar left by my dad

THanks guys...

knowing you people have really brighten up my life.

and you people have enlighten me a lot..

Love you guys.,

There you go..
Lee Hom's 伯牙绝弦

Lyrics:

Chorus
知人知面知己知彼又知心
zhi ren zhi mian zhi ji zhi bi you zhi xin
古人说这就是所谓知音
gu ren shuo zhe jiu shi suo wei zhi yin
相知相惜相亲相爱也相忆
xiang zhi xiang xi xiang qin xiang ai ye xiang yi
朋友你会不会常把我想起
peng you ni hui bu hui chang ba wo xiang qi
何年何月何日何时再相聚
he nian he yue he ri he shi zai xiang ju
何时能把酒言欢畅回忆
he shi neng ba jiu yan huan chang hui yi
很多很多很深很深的回忆
hen duo hen duo hen shen hen shen de hui yi
很多歌我只想要为你唱起
hen duo ge wo zhi xiang yao wei ni chang qi

春秋时期远近知名伯牙琴艺
chun qiu shi qi yuan jin zhi ming bo ya qin yi
沈鱼也出水马儿仰秣聆听
shen yu ye chu shui ma er yang mo ling ting
聆听寂寞的声音
ling ting ji mo de sheng yin
举世知名不如一个知音
ju shi zhi ming bu ru yi ge zhi yin
直到子期
zhi dao zi qi
闻琴解开伯牙心境
wen qin jie kai bo ya xin jing
高山流水风景似有灵悉
gao shan liu shui feng jing si you ling xi
高山青流水静如镜
gao shan qing liu shui jing ru jing
无言却胜过有言的天地
wu yan que sheng guo you yan de tian di
听宫商角徵羽
ting gong shang jiao zheng yu
那歌词未写上的是那份
na ge ci wei xie shang de shi na fen
弦外的延长音
xian wai de yan chang yin
斟一杯酒一抱拳一句关心
zhen yi bei jiu yi bao quan yi ju guan xin
在千年之后
zai qian nian zhi hou
再延续不变的旋律
zai yan xu bu bian de xuan luu

当春雪融夏景
dang chun xue rong xia jing
秋风为我捎封信
qiu feng wei wo shao feng xin
冬冬锣隆冬墙
dong dong luo long dong qiang
冬冬锣隆隆冬墙墙
dong dong luo long long dong qiang qiang
又是思念的四季
you shi si nian de si ji

Repeat Chorus

某年某月某天伯牙再访子期
mou nian mou yue mou tian bo ya zai fang zi qi
风景依旧绿子期却已归西
feng jing yi jiu luu zi qi que yi gui xi
触景触琴即伤情
chu jing chu qin ji shang qin
伯牙绝弦
g bo ya jue xian
只因再无知音
zhi yin zai wu zhi yin
千年过去当我再度拨弄琴韵
qian nian guo qu dang wo zai du bo nong qin yun
更多冷箭更多冷言冷语
geng duo leng jian geng duo leng yan leng yu
请你听请轻轻倾听
qing ni ting qing qing qing qing ting
唱给我永远不离弃的知音
chang gei wo yong yuan bu li qi de zhi yin

听宫商角徵羽
ting gong shang jiao zheng yu
那歌词未写上的是
na ge ci wei xie shang de shi
oh oh oh
斟一杯酒一抱拳一句关心
zhen yi bei jiu yi bao quan yi ju guan xin
在千年之后再延续不变的旋律
zai qian nian zhi hou zai yan xu bu bian de xuanluu
当春雪融夏景
dang chun xue rong xia jing
秋风为我捎封信
qiu feng wei wo shao feng xin
冬冬锣隆冬墙
dong dong luo long dong qiang
冬冬锣隆隆冬墙墙
dong dong luo long long dong qiang qiang
又是思念的四季
you shi si nian de si ji

v(^_^)v

~luv & hugs~muakss

*¦Têññêê a.k.a.*¦¢µ±!e_Gîr£¦* a.k.a §ümlvlèr ¦*

Never Say Never

2011-03-12T22:06:00.003+08:00

There's something that inspires me to write this up

How many of us thinks that we're unlucky, things shouldn't have gone the way like this?

We should live a better life...

The world is unfair,

I don't deserve this and all sorts of complaints and excuses?

Have you ever think that..

you're actually very lucky and fortunate compared to others out there?

you're wasting your time and efforts with all the complaints and excuses?

there are still a lot of people out there that needs more concern than you are?

something that even a 3 year old kid could cope and bear with and you can't?

I really admire this kid..

Used to be a very lucky one..

charming and loving...

then have to face the truth about the parents that nearly divorce..

all that she wanted was just to be in a whole family..

nothing else..

and then things got better...

and now something came up again..

and they need to move...

How many of us here..

could take such stresses and pressures in live?

you think she didn't know what is happening around her?

then you're totally wrong...

She knows more than you think you do..

so.. NEVER SAY NEVER~~!!!

coz there's no turning back when your heart's under attack....

here you are Justin Bieber's Never say never where I think it's best to suit today's post..

See I never thought that I could walk through fire.
I never thought that I could take the burn.
I never had the strength to take it higher,
Until I reached the point of no return.

And there's just no turning back,
When your hearts under attack,
Gonna give everything I have,
It's my destiny.

I will never say never! (I will fight)
I will fight till forever! (make it right)
Whenever you knock me down,
I will not stay on the ground.
Pick it up,
Pick it up,
Pick it up,
Pick it up up up,
And never say never.

I never thought I could feel this power.
I never thought that I could feel this free.
I'm strong enough to climb the highest tower.
And I'm fast enough to run across the sea.

And there's just no turning back,
When your hearts under attack,
Gonna give everything I have,
Cause this is my destiny.

I will never say never! (I will fight)
I will fight till forever! (make it right)
Whenever you knock me down,
I will not stay on the ground.
Pick it up,
Pick it up,
Pick it up,
Pick it up, up, up,
And never say never.

Here we go!
Guess who?
JSmith and Jb!
I gotcha lil bro.

I can handle him.
Hold up, aight?
I can handle him.

Now he's bigger than me,
Taller than me.
And he's older than me,
And stronger than me.
And his arms a little bit longer than me.
But he ain't on a JB song with me!

I be trying a chill
They be trying to side with the thrill.
No pun intended, was raised by the power of Will.

Like Luke with the force, when push comes to shove.
Like Cobe with the 4th, ice water with blood.

I gotta be the best, and yes
We're the flyest.
Like David and Goliath,
I conquered the giant.
So now I got the world in my hand,
I was born from two stars
So the moon's where I land.

I will never say never! (I will fight)
I will fight till forever! (make it right)
Whenever you knock me down,
I will not stay on the ground.
Pick it up,
Pick it up,
Pick it up,
Pick it up, up, up,
And never say never.

I will never say never! (I will fight)
I will fight till forever! (make it right)
Whenever you knock me down,
I will not stay on the ground.
Pick it up,
Pick it up,
Pick it up,
Pick it up, up, up,
And never say never.

v(^_^)v

~luv & hugs~muakss

*¦Têññêê a.k.a.*¦¢µ±!e_Gîr£¦* a.k.a §ümlvlèr ¦*

imsomnia

2011-02-22T04:15:00.000+08:00

It's currently 3am now...

I'm having a morning class at 8am tomorrow and I'm still awake at such hours

I tried to close my eyes and rest but I just couldn't do so

It seems that I'm thinking a lot...

Seems like a lot of things are bothering me..

but, what is it that really bothers me?

I don't know..

Things are getting busier and tougher now

It's officially week 6 now

Everyone is so busy with their assignments and tasks

2 more weeks before the deadline of Intern submission to the authorities

2 more weeks to our Media Ethics deadline

3 more weeks to the actual event of our PR campaign that cost us 100% coursework

4 more weeks to reach our the Methodologies section of our FYP

5 more weeks to our Comm Law deadline

6/7 more weeks to our Final exam

Time are passing by so fast..

without realizing,

It is already the 3rd year here in Kampar

What have I done in these 2+ years?

Frankly speaking,

I did learn a lot and I'm thankful to meet all the precious people here in my UNI

Without you people,

life isn't like how it is right now

After all the things that happens throughout the years,

I believe we have now all settle down with our very own group of friends

and I am for sure gonna miss you guys..

Miss Hiao Gang..

How did this name Hiao Gang came up?

all thanks to our founder

Evin

My first impression towards this girl wasn't that good actually

and we weren't that close at first..

well, having such a long time here,

I believe things do happens that are out of our expectations

She joined in our group last year

If I'm not mistaken,

it should be Y2S2 where we're taking AV copywriting paper

She was suddenly left alone without any group in our tutorial and joins ours

From there,

we start to work together, joke together, 'chui sui' together, and HIAO together

The opening speech of hers whenever she sees you will be "Hiao"

That's how this name came up...

She was totally different from how she was

and we are now really good friends

Next will be our President of HIAO

Sin Wei..

I wasn't very close with her before when I was in Y1S2

I don't even know her existence until the 2nd sem when I was in the same assignment group with her

It was English for Mass Comm's paper

Sin Wei, Yama, Apple and I were in the same group

It was a great group to work with

but I wasn't hardworking enough to score an A or even A- for this paper, which I totally feel ashamed of and guilty

We only got closer when we were both taking French in Y1S3

We were very quiet at first in class

but as time passes by,

we started to talk a lot in class..

We lived very near to each other but we never carpool

She then left me alone to class and flew to Tokyo for vacation with her family

We started to understand each other more... exchange secrets, gossips

and then planned the next sem's timetable together..

That time it was only 2 of us in a group

and we were always worried of who would our group mates for our assignments

haha...

I still remember how silly I was when I forgot about one of our group mates for our assignment

We both can talk whole day and laugh non stop for no reason

and yeah..

She's a super naive girl where you would always wanted to trick her and kacau her...

Thank you so much girl for always being there for me

especially during that period of time...

I'm sure you knew which period of time I'm talking just now

Hmmm...

Tze Jinq,

I guess we knew each other in Y1S1 as she's Woon's roomate

but we weren't in a gang that time

I couldn't remember the exact time when we got close...

but if not mistaken should be Y2S1??

She's a very quiet girl if you don't know her

and people used to say she's fierce when she don't talk and smile

but if you get to know her..

She's totally a different kind of person..

believe me.. ;p

Sorry to say that she's the shortest one among us..

and pity her that she's always being teased by Wei and Vin, and sometimes Woon..

Me?

haha.. I seldom tease her about heights as I'm not tall myself..

talked about teasing,

we used to tease Wei and Vin,

saying that 90s born peeps always 讲话得罪人.. haha.

many silly and funny things happen

Finally,

Pei Woon

I knew her the longest I suppose...

We knew each other in Y1S1

Were in the same group for Intro to PR paper..

but we separated in S2 when we choose our own timetable

and then meet again in Y2S1 where we coincidentally registered for the same timetable..

or did we actually planned it??

There's too much to say..

but girl..

don't keep everything to yourself..

you'll burst someday...

no matter what happens,

we will always be there to support you..

Hope that you will know what I mean...

I understand that it is not easy..

but it takes time..

if I can do it, why you can't?

I believe you can also

as the saying goes;

"If you think you can, you can"

jiayou ba...

You'll realize one day that it is not worth what you're going trough right now..

It's time to wake up and move on

The girls of HIAO

and of course...

not forget Sin Mei

my best bud...

my 老婆

my ex room mate, and current house mate

someone that I see and meet everyday in Kampar,

and also someone that I always hang out with even when we're back to Penang

Literally,

We've known each other for around 15 years...

when we were in Standard 2 but I have no idea at all seeing her..

The only memory I've had was when we were in the same class in Standard 6

but to be precise,

We only got closer when we're in Form 5..

again,

without realizing,

it's been 6 years now..

Thanks lao po for everything..

you're really a great friend and I thank GOD that I met you guys in my life

WAIT!!~!

another 老婆 of mine...

Lin Hui

Someone who can share experience and teach me with my studies

someone who's great to bully

Someone who's great to share stories..

I forgot when we knew each other..

but just like Mei,

we only got closer when we were in Form 5

and then Shining Friends we formed

Thank you Lao Po..

not forgetting the members of Shining Friends..

Lay Mei

and

Chuin Pei,

you guys always shine where ever you are

Hope that we can have a full attendance gathering someday..

It's so hard to find a complete photo of us...

1 last final one..

Celysce...

my darling in Aussie

a friend that I've known for 16 years~~

If I'm not wrong, people used to call us twins when were in Form 4.

Not because we look alike,

but we were always together no matter we go..

Competitions, duties...

Friends would always tease

whenever you see her, you'll see me,

and whenever you see me, you'll see her too...

yeah..

we do have a lot of secrets too...

We've known each other since standard 1

and we got thru the ups and downs together...

she's change so much...

getting prettier and prettier...

she's a great fan of Shane of Westlife..

and guess what?

Her boyfriend's name is Shane...

haha.. .Coincident??? haha....

We were really like sisters...

Even my mom treat her as daughter as well..

then I will tease her.. "Faster call mummy la"

hahah...

I don't know why I suddenly had this post here..

I was lying on my bed,

couldn't sleep and suddenly had the feeling of updating my blog

and here it is...

all just pop up in my mind when I started to type...

The song that I think it suits the best..

Though it's not graduation yet..

but I hope that our friendship will last till the very end..

Friends Forever!!~

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon
And there was me and you
And then we got real blue
Stay at home talking on the telephone
We'd get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at ourselves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels

[1] - As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come Whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever

So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Will Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels

[Repeat 1]

La, la, la, la:
Yeah, yeah, yeah
La, la, la, la:
We will still be friends forever

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

[Repeat 1 (3x)]

Lyrics: http://www.lyrics007.com/Vitamin%20C%20Lyrics/Graduation%20(Friends%20Forever)%20Lyrics.html

v(^_^)v

~luv & hugs~muakss

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Week 5 of New Sem

2011-02-20T00:13:00.004+08:00

It is currently week 5 of my Y3S1..
things are getting tougher and tougher..
and more and more busy with our FYPs and Campaign

Well,
a friend of mine suddenly text me and asked me about my blog
said that it's been so long I haven't updated it..

hmm,

It's true..

I'm getting more and more lazy to update blog

as Im getting lazier and lazier to upload photos..

what photos I have that I have not updated here??

ALOT!~!!!!

lots till i don't even remember what have not been updated..haha

I'm currently back in Penang now..

came back for interview for my intern..

and yeah..

went to CHap Goh Meh's function held in Esplanade on Thurs..

with Mei and Jinq

Went to throw Mandarin Oranges with them..haha

It was just for fun..

Well,

Chinese believes that when they throw mandarin oranges on the 15th of Lunar New Year,

It'll be picked up by someone and somehow get to find their loved ones..

or something like that..haha

well,

in a way,

I might hope to find my Mr, Right,

but on the other side of me,

The oranges I bought is for charity purposes..

but it was fun..

hehe...

v(^_^)v
~luv & hugs~muakss
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2011-02-07T12:14:00.004+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR~!!!!

It's been 2 months since I last updated my blog here..

Time Flies..

New sem has already started...

Last Sem result was a bit disapponting.. but somehow..

at least it remains..

It should be a very happy festive season now where we get to wear new clothes,

receive ang pau's..

but don't know why,

I do not have the New Year mood this year..

PTPTN still haven't bank in for us yet...

so basically we're surviving by eating grass...hahha

I'm really very broke this cny..

thus, I only bought a pair of shirt..

Thanks to my da jie and I finally get a new pair of heels.

Yeah.. and I did Manicure too...

manicure that I only do it 1 year once...hahah

I;m currently back in Kampar..

Lots of things to fan...

my intern,

my project,

and my campaign..

I'll be going for my intern next sem

Should I stay in PG?

or shall I explore more in KL?

dilemma..

v(^_^)v

~luv & hugs~muakss

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I'm sorry

2010-12-17T12:29:00.004+08:00

As day by day passes by...

I'm getting more and more emo..

more and more worry...

I'm worry about my future...

worry about my result..

and I felt very disappointed in myself...

but.. Who knows how I felt deep inside??

all they can see is I'm playful.. not serious in studies..

but..

can they see when I'm working hard on it??

when I'm struggling??

sigh...

I'm actually very sad right now..

when I think about my result..

When I think about the papers I'm about to take..

and then I start to get frustrated with UTAR..

Why don't they allow us to choose our own minor?

Why must they set everything for us??

Why till my batch only start to have presentations for Intern report + NOT COUNTED in CGPA?

Why FYP also not counted in CGPA anymore??

That's our only hope..

to buck up and get a better grade..

but why UTAR changes its policy just like that and ruined our dream??

I start to hate myself..

hate myself for being such a person..

hate myself for not being smart enough..

hate myself that I've always wanted to show that I can do it..

but everytime I FAILED...

My mom gonna be very sad and disappointed..

.the same goes to my dad..

my sis...

I'm so sorry...

v(^_^)v

~luv & hugs~muakss

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Reminisces...

2010-12-16T23:02:00.002+08:00

I tried to upload photos about Chinese Cultural Society where we met Pin Guan..

but then the connection seems to have some problem and I cannot do so...

How's everyone?

It seems very long since I last blogged...

What should I blog about??

hmmm..

Well..

I'm actually having my finals now..

Tomorrow 2.30pm.. my 2nd paper..

but nothing I could study about..

don't know what I can study..

coz it's all based on your creativity...

hmmm...

Was thinking about the past...

was talking with a friend of mine which I called him fei zai...

haha...

a good friend of mine in Uni...

heard great news from him..

Congrats...

and through the conversations...

It brings me back to the past...

Nostalgia.. Reminisces...

and I actually think of YOU....

guess you should know who you are...

Yeah.. It's YOU.. no one else...

don't hesitate yourself..

It's really you...

haha...

Think back about the past..

I was really silly and childish..

where I actually pissed at something which I shouldn't pissed of...

Something that is actually good for you..

Why was I so pissed at that time??

As you've always knew...

you are someone very important...to me..

no matter if it's just a normal friend, or someone whom I once fall for...

There's already a place for you in my heart...

a true great friend of mine..

I actually misses you..

haha...

It's been so long since we last chatted..

How's things going on there??

Is everything fine??

Will you be back for the hols??

maybe we could meet up and tea perhaps?? haha..

Christmas is just round the corner...

May you have a great christmas this year...

as for the unhappy memories that you've got for it..

Hope that it will not affect you anymore...

Hmmm...

Song for today is by Claire Kuo... 总算我们也爱过

从没想过会再度与你相逢
cong mei xiang guo hui zai du yu ni xiang feng
这段时间我们改变了什么
zhe duan shi jian wo men gai bian le shen me
为何从来不觉得你离开过
wei he cong lai bu jue de ni li kai guo
原来我的爱还没坠落
yuan lai de wo ai hai mei duo luo
如果当时有什么还没有说
ru guo dang shi you shen me hai mei you shuo
其实我也早已明白了所有
qi shi wo ye zao yi ming bai le suo you
已错过的永远美丽而执着
yi cuo guo de yong yuan mei li er zhi zuo

总算我们也狠狠爱过
zhong suan wo men ye hen hen ai guo
纸飞机给了我们勇气去作梦
zhi fei ji gei le wo men yong qi qu zuo meng
就算没有一起到最后
jiu suan mei you yi qi dao zui hou
纸飞机带着我们共同作的梦
zhi fei ji dai zhe wo men gong dong zuo de meng
乘着白云飞到永恒那个山峰
chen zhe bai yun fei dao yong heng na ge shan feng
如果当时有什么还没有说
ru guo dang shi you shen me hai mei you shuo
其实我也早已明白了所有
qi shi wo ye zao yi ming bai le suo you
已错过的永远美丽而执着
yi cuo guo de yong yuan mei li er zhi zuo

总算我们也狠狠爱过
zong suan wo men ye hen hen ai guo
纸飞机给了我们勇气去作梦
zhi fei ji gei le wo men yong qi qu zuo meng
就算没有一起到最后
jiu suan mei you yi qi dao zui hou
纸飞机带着我们共同作的梦
zhi fei ji dai zhe wo men gong dong zuo de meng
乘着白云飞到永恒那个山峰
ceng zhe bai yun fei dao yong heng nage shan feng
纸飞机给了我们勇气去作梦
zhi fei ji gei le wo men yong qi qu zuo meng
就算没有一起到最后
jiu suan mei you yi qi dao zui hou
纸飞机带着我们共同作的梦
zhi fei ji dai zhe wo men gong tong zuo de meng
乘着白云飞到永恒那个山峰
ceng zhe bai yun fei dao yong heng na ge shan feng

Lyrics Source:http://chinese.globallyrics.com/archives/766

v(^_^)v

~luv & hugs~muakss

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~Raymond Lam Fung @ QB~

2010-11-30T21:27:00.008+08:00

These pictures below were taken during Lam Fung's Ali Cafe promo tour.. heeh...

get to go up on stage and get his signature...

He's really good looking in real...

but a lil bit too thin at the face..

He loses weight again... hmmm

but Anyhow...had great times...

Next post will be about Pin Guan.... Stay tune...

And sorry for the late late late updates....

and so song for the day will be from him as well....

我们很好

v(^_^)v

~luv & hugs~muakss

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My Artwork

2010-11-19T23:07:00.003+08:00

This short sem is really really hectic and tiring...
lots of assignments...
lots of things need to be done..

but today.. I actually felt empty..
Do not knw what to do..

I haven't have enough sleep again...
Was busy with my reports on Wednesday as I need to hand in 3 assignments on Thursday..
Didn't sleep again for the whole day..then straight to class...
was really exhausted...

The last record I had was 36 or 38 hours not sleeping at all??
haha..this time was 32 hours..
and guess what??
I slept at 7pm last night once I reach home...
till this morning...

I've slept for 12 hours.. and then woke up...then continue to 16 hours...
that causes me headache for the whole day..
hmmmm... my life;s really upside down..haha..

Now most of my assignments is done..
Left 2 more projects...
1 is MMTools, that requires us to use the dream weaver...
2, Creative strategy's part 2 assignment that requires us to come up with the media scheduling and print ads....

but today... Im very very veyr lazy to do anything... just wanna rest...
but yet, I feel so bored and empty..hahaha...

ANyway,
these are the artworks of mine..
credits to CS and Mabel that helps me...
not forgotting Jon and Ugen too...
thanks alot for helping me to edit the wordings and all...haha
oh yeah.. and cheng hong too..
that helps me with my AI...

1st assignment..
need to design a christmas card...

2nd Assignment..
Design an Isotonic print ad....

That's all for today's post..
will be back again to post about my previous happenings...

v(^_^)v
~luv & hugs~muakss
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Everybody (Parody)

2010-10-30T05:15:00.006+08:00

I know it's quite sometime since my last update..
I wanted to post about my cruise trip during my last sem break
but I was too busy to do so..

Well,
I have uploaded the pics and currently saved in draft..
will upload and blog about it once I'm free to do so...

Hmmm.
my motive for today...
is to promote this..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w5hROwyCmmA

It's not a virus..

It's a link to YouTube where I have uploaded my assignment on it..

We were suppose to re-create a parody of the MV/trailer
suggested by our lecturer.. and so here is mine..

Pls kindly click to the link or the video below,
as marks is given based on the views on YouTube..

Thank You so much for the views..

Thank you so much

v(^_^)v
~luv & hugs~muakss
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Penang Trip with HIAO

2010-10-26T21:40:00.014+08:00

The next day we went to War Museum right after we get down from the cruise...
At first they were excited..
but later they regretted...hahaha...
but it's alright.. we did enjoy...

Hmmm... right after that we went to check in at Berjaya Hotel...
the room was ok.. but then not like what we saw in the website..hehehe..
but it was way better than the cruise...

We were so tired that all fell asleep and were reluctant to go out..hahaa..
we were actually lazy and didn't feel like going to Tropical Spice Garden which is our next destination..
but we ended up with our usual plan as well..heheh...

so here are the pictures taken in Tropical spice garden...

We were actually sitting on a chair that is tied up to the tree.. *suddenly forget what's that called* hahaha..
anyway.. the main point is.. that chair is written can only carries maximum 3 persons only but 5 of us sat there..haha...

SS time again

Erm.. like this pic..but sad coz very fat...

the museum

so know the answer??

here you are.....
hmmm.. i never knew that bamboo is a grass

Opposite of Tropical Spice Garden...

Personally love this shot

Next destination were Hard Rock Hotel and the beach...
Was my first time there.. very nice...hehe..
and had some hilarious memories...
about Wei n Vin..hahhaa

Batu Ferringhi beach.. sunset..

the picture represents all

All bought bikini but tak show..hahaha

Love this shot...aha...thanks to Vincent

SS again before leaving

Night time..
we had our dinner at Gurney Drive..
legs were not ours anymore that night..
was really damn tired and exhausted...
and we still need to walk to Gurney for our dinner..
although it wasn't far...but with our condition and tiredness we felt that night,
it was really some distance for us..hahhaa

pictures below were taken at Coffee Island at 3am...
everyone was so tired..

Sandwich

Spaghetti

We then went to Sleeping Buddha temple first the next day...
only took a fwe photos here... mostly were taken by Vincent

Then off we go to Queensbay Mall...
Makan again...
Makan here at T-Bowl..
here is the 'chair' that I sit on...haha

Having decido-phobia?

This is cute.. they actually use a toothbrush manage the menu

the table

Grp photos...hehehe

The foods were placed on a toilet bowl

bath tub

and when I'm about to go home...
my mom told me that my sis were in QB as well...
WHY??

Coz of HIM!!!
OMG>>> RON....
it was so so near... that her's standing right in front of me...
really a gentlemen...

That's the end for our 3days 2nights trip..
TIRED, but had FUN..
Great outing with Hiao Gang...

<3 you guys..

v(^_^)v
~luv & hugs~muakss
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Starcruise- Pisces

2010-10-26T20:03:00.014+08:00

Ok Ok.. I know I've been neglecting my blog again..hehe..
and it's been more than a month now after my cruise trip..
Short sem is so so so busy that I could hardly breathe..
Every week there's assignment to be handed in..
ARGHHhhhhh.....

So, back to the topic...hehe...
Hiao Gang~Evin, Sin Wei, Pei Woon, Jinq and I planned to go for a trip and we ended up with cruise trip decision.

Here are some of the pictures taken on that day

So this is our cards to deck and also our 'credit card' on board.. what ever expenses we had on board will be paid when we check out.. this card will be yours as souvenir...haha

While waiting for the gate to be opened..

yea... saw that orange boat there? I bet you should know what boat it is right?
haha... and Woon said she wanted to sail on that board...
All of us were shocked and laughed out loud...haha..
Then we told her that we do not even wanna think of sailing on it... coz if we do, it means our cruise is sinking.. OH NO!!!

Yeah.. .so this is our room....
A room meant for 4 person..

when all of us were in the room and stand in 1 straight line, we can't even move..haha

there's a place specially for you to play mahjong..
bet you can see it right?
Hmmm.. but there's no one there...
wonder where to get the mahjong from....

the view of Penang from cruise

SS time...

the 5 girls of Hiao Gang

The Complete Hiao Gang

Pisces... hmmm... wonder where's my Aries??

supper time..wuhooo

foods ordered from a restaurant in cruise.. not bad and not too expensive tho..

the sun rise... was kind of disappointed actually.. coz didn't get to see the sun rise..
it was really cloudy that day...

so this is the breakfast the next day...
their breakfast actually taste better than the dinner..haha

a grp photo before we say goodbye to Pisces...

next target~ Superstar Virgo

v(^_^)v
~luv & hugs~muakss
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2010-10-04T18:38:00.002+08:00

Everything is over now...
I actually felt relieve...heehe
Time to let go le..
will not hold on and burden you...
Guess this will be the best for both of us...

Heard that you are sick...
Saw your status...
seems suffering... just hope that you will be fine la..
get well soon ya..and take care...

Well..
though it's over..
but ...
I never wished or never wanted our friendship to stop just like that...
hahha...time will tell..
everything will be fine..
Just takes time..hehehe...

Hmmm
what song shall I recommend??/
oh yea.. suddenly like a song from Lolipop...
Sang by Wang Zi from the group...
called 对不起(I'm sorry)

多久了沒有你的消息上一封簡訊是星期幾
duo jiu le mei you ni de xiao xi shang yi feng jian xun shi xing qi ji
又錯過了與你的約定對不起真的不是故意
you cuo guo le yu ni de yue ding dui bu qi zhen de bu shi gu yi
有時候沒辦法陪著你你總是對我說沒關係
you shi hou mei ban fa pei zhe ni ni zhong shi dui wo shuo mei guan xi
放不下我對妳的任性對不起不該讓你傷心
fang bu xia wo dui ni de ren xing dui bu qi bu gai rang ni shang xin

* 有時候你會讓讓我儘管我大男人發作
you shi hou ni hui rang rang wo jin guan wo da nan ren fa zuo
有時候你會裝作不懂默默地留一些空間給我
you shi hou ni hui zhuang zuo bu dong mo mo di liu yi xie kong jian gei
wo
這些事情其實我一直都藏在心裡
zhe xie shi qing qi shi wo yi zhi dou zang zai xin li

請你原諒我不懂逗你開心請你原諒我不懂聽你的心
qing ni yuan liang wo bu dong dou ni kai xin qing ni yuan liang wo bu dong
ting ni de xin
回想這過去我學著讓你更安心
hui xiang zhe gou chu wo xue zhe rang ni geng an xin
別賭氣別任性別放棄說聲對不起
bie du qi bie ren xing bie fang qi shuo sheng dui bu qi

Repeat *

請你相信我我會更加珍惜請你相信我我會呵護著你
qing ni xiang xin wo wo hui geng jia zhen xi qing ni xiang xin wo wo hui he hu zhe ni
小小的愛情卻是我最大的幸運
xiao xiao de ai qing que shi wo zui da de xing yun
疼愛的想念的都是妳
teng ai de xiang nian de dou shi ni
請你相信一個這樣的我
qing ni xiang xin yi ge zhe yang de wo

請原諒我對不起對不起
qing yuan liang wo dui bu qi dui bu qi

v(^_^)v
~luv & hugs~muakss
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Happy Birthday Mummy.....

2010-09-27T23:32:00.000+08:00

Finally everything's over and I'm back in Penang now...
It's my mom birthday.. and so we went for dinner...
Here are some of the pictures we took that day..
But I just realize that we didn't take family photo..haha...

Happy Birthday to you mom...

v(^_^)v
~luv & hugs~muakss
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The day you went away..

2010-09-24T18:03:00.000+08:00

It's 24th of Sept again..
You've left us for 4 years already..
omg.. time flies so fast...

Was kinda emo the whole day...
Have been like that for the past 4 years...
Everytime when it's near your birthday, my birthday, father's day, and Sept, the day you left
I will also emo..haha..
I can still remember what happen that day...

I was so useles...
I've learnt so much of first aid... helped many ppl..
but then I just couldn't help you.. my beloved dad...

seeing you left right in front of my eyes..
Just don't feel good at all...
those memories are still so fresh in my mind..

But daddy,
I will stay strong... don't worry
I will not let you down..
I know have always disappoint you
but... One day..
I will fulfill your dream and wish..

I know that you are always there with me
I know you have always been beside me...no matter where I am... :)
I love you...

here's a video for you.. for Father's Day.. but no matter what occasion it is..
It brings the same meaning...
That is to let you know
I LOVE YOU... that this love, will never change...

Well..
I went to Ipoh McD to study again..
haha..but I've did the most stupid thing I've ever had..haha
I actually FORGOT TO BRING MY NOTES and end up I can only read from my laptop
I then told my friends and we keep on laugh and laugh...
Hopefully the tips did help us ba...hmmm...
hopefully I can get back on track after this..
If not it'll be too late..
I have not much time left d...

While we were studying...
He came to disturb again..
naughty huh?haha..but then.. haha...
He drew something on my notes...
But then.. till now, I have no idea what he drew..
asked him and he said only he himself knew what is it.
Just let it be ba..haha...

v(^_^)v
~luv & hugs~muakss
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DIY

2010-09-10T17:06:00.000+08:00

Hmm...
Went for dinner with him and gang to celebrate his dinner at East Ocean..
We had that Peking Duck and omg..
Was so so so full after that...
you will know how big the portion is for the mee when you see the photos..haaha

Well...
planned to go watch movie after dinner..
but then hmmm... so last minute..sure sold out le the tickets..ehhehe...
but went to play pool with Stella jie and Sam..
haha..my first time playing..haha..
and we lose so badly to Sam..hehe

Oh yea..
so this is a card that I made myself..
learnt it from a DIY book since I was in high school..
Thanks to my classmate who lend me the book if not I wouldn't know how to DIY till now..haha

v(^_^)v
~luv & hugs~muakss
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Disappointed

2010-09-10T03:10:00.002+08:00

I'm back in Kampar today...
Many ppl asked why do I choose to come back today...
I don't know..
I've always used to come back few days earlier to prepare for my exam..
but this time, it's way too early..

Or maybe because today's his birthday eve?
Hmmm...
I actually really planned to come back and celebrate his birthday for him..
This is his 21st birthday,
I thought wanted to make it a memorable one for him..
and to surprise him..
but..
I was the one who got surprised...

guess I was too late ba..
His sis helped to plan for this..
but who knows, out of a sudden,
someone else suddenly ask him out...

His sis's friend..
thought that she left him alone at home,
therefore asked him out...

When I was walking to his house,
He was actually on the way walking to her house...
end up I just passed the cake to him, without lighting the candle and the cake is still nice packed in the box...
passed him his present,
Bye, and went home..
可能，我跟他。。
就真的没缘分吧。。。
.
funny huh??
wanted to surprise him but end up I myself got surprise...
hmmm..
what kind of feeling should I have now??
I also don't know...

Well...Whatever..
Just hope that he'll be happy and that's enough for me..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!!

v(^_^)v
~luv & hugs~muakss
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2010-08-30T17:04:00.002+08:00

Blogging at Old Town Bayan Baru now...
sigh.. UTAR system really teruk la..
till now still can't register for UAMA2013 Creative Strategy for Advertising..
they said 5pm can..but then till now also cannot..
if still can't then have to wait till tomorrow d...
haihh.. how la??

My previous post,
I said I don't know what song..
but I suddenly found out a song..
a very very long song..
but a very very nice song...
titled 很爱很爱你..

I listened to the song...
and found out that the lyrics suits me a lot..
haha..

Yesterday called him to talked for sometime..
was actually quite happy..haha
but anyhow, I'm trying very hard not to care and think d..
so... Wish me luck..
Hope i can do it la..hehe...

想為你做件事讓你更快樂的事
Xiang wei ni zuo jian shi Rang ni geng kuai le de shi
好在你的心中埋下我的名字
Hao zai ni de xin zhong mai xia wo de ming zi
求時間趁著你不注意的時候
Qiu shi jian Zhen zhe ni Bu zhu yi de shi hou
悄悄地把這種子釀成果實
Qiao qiao di Ba zhe zhong zi niang cheng guo shi

我想她的確是更適合你的女子
Wo xiang ta di que shi Geng shi he ni de nv zi
我太不夠溫柔優雅成熟懂事
Wo tai bu gou wen rou you ya cheng shou dong shi
如果我退回到好朋友的位置
Ru guo wo Tui hui dao Hao peng you de wei zhi
你也就不再需要為難成這樣子
Ni ye jiu Bu zai xu yao wei nan cheng zhe yang zi

很愛很愛你所以願意
Hen ai hen ai ni Suo yi yuan yi She de rang ni
捨得讓你往更多幸福的地方飛去
Wang geng duo xing fu de di fang fei qu
很愛很愛你只有讓你
Hen ai hen ai ni Zhi you rang ni
擁有愛情我才安心
Yong you ai qing Wo cai an xin

看著她走向你那幅畫面多美麗
Kan zhe ta zou xiang ni Na fu hua mian duo mei li
如果我會哭泣也是因為歡喜
Ru guo wo hui ku qi ye shi yin wei huan xi
地球上兩個人能相遇不容易
Di qiu shang Liang ge ren Neng xiang yu bu rong yi
作不成你的情人我仍感激
Zuo bu cheng ni de qing ren wo reng gan ji

很愛很愛你所以願意不牽絆你
Hen ai hen ai ni Suo yi yuan yi Bu qian ban ni
往更多幸福的地方飛去
Wang geng duo xing fu de di fang fei qu
很愛很愛你只有讓你
Hen ai hen ai ni Zhi you rang ni
擁有愛情我才安心
Yong you ai qing Wo cai an xin

很愛很愛你所以願意不牽絆你
Hen ai hen ai ni Suo yi yuan yi Bu qian ban ni
飛向幸福的地方去
Fei xiang xing fu de di fang qu
很愛很愛你只有讓你
Hen ai hen ai ni Zhi you rang ni
擁有愛情我才安心
Yong you ai qing Wo cai an xin

v(^_^)v
~luv & hugs~muakss
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继续或放弃？

2010-08-29T16:48:00.003+08:00

我想。。
真的是时候该放弃了。。
不该再去想那些有的没的了。。
想了。。
也不会成真啊。。

这样下去。。
难受的，辛苦的。。
都是我一个人。。
他。。
永远都不会知道。。

那天。。
我发现了些事。。
心里。。
真的觉得好痛好痛。。。
好难过哦。。

眼泪。。
又再次失控了。。
为什么。。
我要为了一个不会珍惜我的人
而伤心难过呢？

值得吗？
但。。
当你喜欢上一个人的时候。。
什么都会觉得值得。。
不管是多傻的事。。
都不会管。。不会理。。

可是。。
这次。。
我的心。。真的觉得很痛。。很累了。。
我。。
该继续下去吗？
还是是时候放弃呢？
我该坚持下去吗？

他。。
会有一天。。
会看到我的坚持吗？

这世界上。。
是否有奇迹呢？
奇迹会发生在我的身上吗？

虽然知道没有可能。。
可是。。
有时候。。还是会期待着奇迹的出现。。
是不是很傻呢？
我也觉得是。。
可是。。。

我不要想。。也不敢想。。
可是。。
每一天晚上。。
我。。
都会看见你。。
好希望。。
着美梦可以成真。。
可是。。我知道。。是不可能的。。
也许。。
我应珍惜这种得温柔吧。。

一种，
我想要，而你却给不到我的温柔。。
也许，
你会讲我
自欺欺人
可是。。
这可能是唯一一种我可以安慰自己的方法吧

我的要求并不过分啊。。
我不渴望他会喜欢我。。
对我来说。。
他开心，他的笑容。。
才是最重要的。。
只要看到他开心。。
就够了。。
真的。。。

只想默默地在你背后支持你
看到你开心
偷偷的喜欢着你。。
就够了。。

我的心好乱。。不知道什么歌才适合现在的我。。
所以就选了这首歌。。
我还爱她-JJ

v(^_^)v
~luv & hugs~muakss
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都是你

2010-08-28T01:27:00.003+08:00

我真的好想你。。
脑海里想的。。
都是你。。

我该怎么做再不会再想你？
你的生日快到了
真的很想跟你庆祝

shui gaibian le wo de shijie
谁改变了我的世界
meiyou fangxiang meiyou riye
没有方向没有日夜
wo kan zhe tian zhe yi ke zai xiang ni
我看着天这一刻在想你
shi-fou hui dui wo yiyang sinian
是否会对我一样思念

ni ceng shuo women you yi ge meng
你曾说我们有一个梦
dengdao natian women lai shixian
等到那天我们来实现
wo wang zhe tian zai xinzhong momo nian
我望着天在心中默默念
xia yi miao ni chuxian zai yanqian
下一秒你出现在眼前
------------

-----REFF-----
xiangnian de xin zhuangman de dou shi ni
想念的心装满的都是你
wo de gangqin tanzou de dou shi ni
我的钢琴弹奏的都是你
wo de riji xieman de dou shi ni de ming
我的日记写满的都是你的名
cai faxian you ling yi ge liming
才发现又另一个黎明
--------------

Repeat ##
Repeat Reff
Repeat Reff

wo de riji xieman de dou shi ni de ming
我的日记写满的都是你的名
cai faxian you shi yi ge liming
才发现又是一个黎明
zhe shi wo dui ni ai de leiji
这是我对你爱的累积

我真的好想你。。
脑海里想的。。
都是你。。

v(^_^)v
~luv & hugs~muakss
*¦Têññêê a.k.a.*¦¢µ±!e_Gîr£¦* a.k.a §ümlvlèr ¦*

Missing you..想见你

2010-08-25T13:16:00.004+08:00

It's been a week now..
I'm actually missing last Saturday..
14 August 2010..
a special day to remember...
Tho it sometimes think back..
It hurts a lot..
but then it has a lot of sweet memories as well

I'm missing the day...
Missing everything about you..
Missing how we used to be..
Missing those sweet memories..
Missing how the way you cared for me that night...

It is just like what we saw in the movie..
just that the ending was not the same..hahaa..
tho I was very down and emo previously..
but then I'm better d..

I apologize to my friends who have been worrying about me
I knw you guys cared a lot for me..
Thanks so much..
Love you guys.. <3<3
Tomorrow will be going back to hometown le..
Will not get to see you for sometime d..
OMG.. I'm missing you..haha
I should wake up le..
Cannot continue like that le..haihh
好想你。。但你。。会想我吗？
一切都已经不像以前那样了。。
这。。算不算是一种遗憾呢？
有时候。。我会想。。
到底我这么做是对的吗？
如果这些事没发生过的话。。
我们。。还会不会像以前那样呢？
好想知道你在想什么哦。。
也很想问你个问题。。
你。。有没有那么一点点的喜欢过我呢？
为什么总会做一些说一些会让我胡思乱想的事呢？
有时候真的很矛盾很想见你。却又怕。。
见到你的时候又不敢看你。
喜欢你，好想你，想见你。。
但却又不敢告诉你。。
我。。该怎么做呢？
该怎么做才不会再想你呢？

Song for today only 想见你 by 光良品冠

pi juan de bei bao ta bu wen wo shi fou ji liao
wu nai de shou biao gu dan de zou guo mei yi miao
yang guang jing qiao qiao jie shang you ren yong bao wo ting de dao
mei you ren zhi dao kou dai li wo cang zhe ni de wei dao

xiang jian ni
mei you ni
cheng shi zai xuan ye mei yi yi
re nao de quan dou shi ni huan ying
xiang jian ni
xin tai ji
kuang ben yong ji de ren qun li
duo xi wang xia yi miao jiu jian dao ni

tian sui ran hen gao si nian xiang yun long zhao wo hen di chao
wo suo you chen mo ru guo ni kan de dao gei wo yong bao
wei feng qing qing piao ji mo zai xiao sheng li mo mo xuan nao
zhi you wo zhi dao bu xu yao zai xun zhao shui de yi kao

xiang jian ni
mei you ni
mei tian sheng huo zhi sheng hu xi
bi shang yan huang dong de quan dou shi ni
xiang jian ni
wo de xin
qi shi cong lai bu ceng li qu
zhe yi sheng zhi xiang he ni yi qi

xiang jian ni
mei you ni
mei tian sheng huo zhi sheng hu xi
bi shang yan huang dong de quan dou shi ni
xiang jian ni
wo de xin
qi shi cong lai bu ceng li qu
quan shi jie zui zhong yao de jiu shi ni

v(^_^)v
~luv & hugs~muakss*¦
Têññêê a.k.a.*¦¢µ±!e_Gîr£¦* a.k.a §ümlvlèr ¦*

2010-08-17T02:20:00.003+08:00

thank you so much..
I've finally got an answer...
I know you sure feel that I'm annoying that I keep on asking and forcing for the answer..
Thank you so much for the answer..

Though truth hurts..
but I know it's something that I should overcome..
The fact and truth that I need to face...

谢谢你。。曾经让我爱过你

song for today is GoodbYe My Love by S.H.E

v(^_^)v
~luv & hugs~muakss
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