I'm sorry

As day by day passes by...

I'm getting more and more emo..

more and more worry...

I'm worry about my future...

worry about my result..

and I felt very disappointed in myself...

but.. Who knows how I felt deep inside??

all they can see is I'm playful.. not serious in studies..

but..

can they see when I'm working hard on it??

when I'm struggling??

sigh...

I'm actually very sad right now..

when I think about my result..

When I think about the papers I'm about to take..

and then I start to get frustrated with UTAR..

Why don't they allow us to choose our own minor?

Why must they set everything for us??

Why till my batch only start to have presentations for Intern report + NOT COUNTED in CGPA?

Why FYP also not counted in CGPA anymore??

That's our only hope..

to buck up and get a better grade..

but why UTAR changes its policy just like that and ruined our dream??

I start to hate myself..

hate myself for being such a person..

hate myself for not being smart enough..

hate myself that I've always wanted to show that I can do it..

but everytime I FAILED...

My mom gonna be very sad and disappointed..

.the same goes to my dad..

my sis...

I'm so sorry...

v(^_^)v

~luv & hugs~muakss

*¦Têññêê a.k.a.*¦¢µ±!e_Gîr£¦* a.k.a §ümlvlèr ¦*

Reminisces...

I tried to upload photos about Chinese Cultural Society where we met Pin Guan..

but then the connection seems to have some problem and I cannot do so...

How's everyone?

It seems very long since I last blogged...

What should I blog about??

hmmm..

Well..

I'm actually having my finals now..

Tomorrow 2.30pm.. my 2nd paper..

but nothing I could study about..

don't know what I can study..

coz it's all based on your creativity...

hmmm...

Was thinking about the past...

was talking with a friend of mine which I called him fei zai...

haha...

a good friend of mine in Uni...

heard great news from him..

Congrats...

and through the conversations...

It brings me back to the past...

Nostalgia.. Reminisces...

and I actually think of YOU....

guess you should know who you are...

Yeah.. It's YOU.. no one else...

don't hesitate yourself..

It's really you...

haha...

Think back about the past..

I was really silly and childish..

where I actually pissed at something which I shouldn't pissed of...

Something that is actually good for you..

Why was I so pissed at that time??

As you've always knew...

you are someone very important...to me..

no matter if it's just a normal friend, or someone whom I once fall for...

There's already a place for you in my heart...

a true great friend of mine..

I actually misses you..

haha...

It's been so long since we last chatted..

How's things going on there??

Is everything fine??

Will you be back for the hols??

maybe we could meet up and tea perhaps?? haha..

Christmas is just round the corner...

May you have a great christmas this year...

as for the unhappy memories that you've got for it..

Hope that it will not affect you anymore...

Hmmm...

Song for today is by Claire Kuo... 总算我们也爱过

从没想过 会再度与你相逢
cong mei xiang guo hui zai du yu ni xiang feng
这段时间 我们改变了什么
zhe duan shi jian wo men gai bian le shen me
为何从来 不觉得你离开过
wei he cong lai bu jue de ni li kai guo
原来我的 爱还没坠落
yuan lai de wo ai hai mei duo luo
如果当时 有什么还没有说
ru guo dang shi you shen me hai mei you shuo
其实我也 早已明白了所有
qi shi wo ye zao yi ming bai le suo you
已错过的 永远美丽而执着
yi cuo guo de yong yuan mei li er zhi zuo


总算我们 也狠狠爱过
zhong suan wo men ye hen hen ai guo
纸飞机 给了我们勇气去作梦
zhi fei ji gei le wo men yong qi qu zuo meng
就算没有一起到最后
jiu suan mei you yi qi dao zui hou
纸飞机 带着我们共同作的梦
zhi fei ji dai zhe wo men gong dong zuo de meng
乘着白云 飞到永恒那个山峰
chen zhe bai yun fei dao yong heng na ge shan feng
如果当时 有什么还没有说
ru guo dang shi you shen me hai mei you shuo
其实我也 早已明白了所有
qi shi wo ye zao yi ming bai le suo you
已错过的 永远美丽而执着
yi cuo guo de yong yuan mei li er zhi zuo

总算我们 也狠狠爱过
zong suan wo men ye hen hen ai guo
纸飞机 给了我们勇气去作梦
zhi fei ji gei le wo men yong qi qu zuo meng
就算没有一起到最后
jiu suan mei you yi qi dao zui hou
纸飞机 带着我们共同作的梦
zhi fei ji dai zhe wo men gong dong zuo de meng
乘着白云 飞到永恒那个山峰
ceng zhe bai yun fei dao yong heng nage shan feng
纸飞机 给了我们勇气去作梦
zhi fei ji gei le wo men yong qi qu zuo meng
就算没有一起到最后
jiu suan mei you yi qi dao zui hou
纸飞机 带着我们共同作的梦
zhi fei ji dai zhe wo men gong tong zuo de meng
乘着白云 飞到永恒那个山峰
ceng zhe bai yun fei dao yong heng na ge shan feng

Lyrics Source:http://chinese.globallyrics.com/archives/766

v(^_^)v

~luv & hugs~muakss

*¦Têññêê a.k.a.*¦¢µ±!e_Gîr£¦* a.k.a §ümlvlèr ¦*

~Raymond Lam Fung @ QB~

These pictures below were taken during Lam Fung's Ali Cafe promo tour.. heeh...

get to go up on stage and get his signature...

He's really good looking in real...

but a lil bit too thin at the face..

He loses weight again... hmmm

but Anyhow...had great times...

Next post will be about Pin Guan.... Stay tune...

And sorry for the late late late updates....

and so song for the day will be from him as well....

我们很好

v(^_^)v

~luv & hugs~muakss

*¦Têññêê a.k.a.*¦¢µ±!e_Gîr£¦* a.k.a §ümlvlèr ¦*

My Artwork

This short sem is really really hectic and tiring...
lots of assignments...
lots of things need to be done..

but today.. I actually felt empty..
Do not knw what to do..

I haven't have enough sleep again...
Was busy with my reports on Wednesday as I need to hand in 3 assignments on Thursday..
Didn't sleep again for the whole day..then straight to class...
was really exhausted...

The last record I had was 36 or 38 hours not sleeping at all??
haha..this time was 32 hours..
and guess what??
I slept at 7pm last night once I reach home...
till this morning...

I've slept for 12 hours.. and then woke up...then continue to 16 hours...
that causes me headache for the whole day..
hmmmm... my life;s really upside down..haha..

Now most of my assignments is done..
Left 2 more projects...
1 is MMTools, that requires us to use the dream weaver...
2, Creative strategy's part 2 assignment that requires us to come up with the media scheduling and print ads....

but today... Im very very veyr lazy to do anything... just wanna rest...
but yet, I feel so bored and empty..hahaha...

ANyway,
these are the artworks of mine..
credits to CS and Mabel that helps me...
not forgotting Jon and Ugen too...
thanks alot for helping me to edit the wordings and all...haha
oh yeah.. and cheng hong too..
that helps me with my AI...

1st assignment..
need to design a christmas card...



2nd Assignment..
Design an Isotonic print ad....


That's all for today's post..
will be back again to post about my previous happenings...

v(^_^)v
~luv & hugs~muakss
*¦Têññêê a.k.a.*¦¢µ±!e_Gîr£¦* a.k.a §ümlvlèr ¦*

Everybody (Parody)

I know it's quite sometime since my last update..
I wanted to post about my cruise trip during my last sem break
but I was too busy to do so..

Well,
I have uploaded the pics and currently saved in draft..
will upload and blog about it once I'm free to do so...

Hmmm.
my motive for today...
is to promote this..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w5hROwyCmmA

It's not a virus..

It's a link to YouTube where I have uploaded my assignment on it..

We were suppose to re-create a parody of the MV/trailer
suggested by our lecturer.. and so here is mine..

Pls kindly click to the link or the video below,
as marks is given based on the views on YouTube..

Thank You so much for the views..




Thank you so much

v(^_^)v
~luv & hugs~muakss
*¦Têññêê a.k.a.*¦¢µ±!e_Gîr£¦* a.k.a §ümlvlèr ¦*

Penang Trip with HIAO

The next day we went to War Museum right after we get down from the cruise...
At first they were excited..
but later they regretted...hahaha...
but it's alright.. we did enjoy...

Hmmm... right after that we went to check in at Berjaya Hotel...
the room was ok.. but then not like what we saw in the website..hehehe..
but it was way better than the cruise...


We were so tired that all fell asleep and were reluctant to go out..hahaa..
we were actually lazy and didn't feel like going to Tropical Spice Garden which is our next destination..
but we ended up with our usual plan as well..heheh...

so here are the pictures taken in Tropical spice garden...



We were actually sitting on a chair that is tied up to the tree.. *suddenly forget what's that called* hahaha..
anyway.. the main point is.. that chair is written can only carries maximum 3 persons only but 5 of us sat there..haha...


SS time again


Erm.. like this pic..but sad coz very fat...









the museum




so know the answer??


here you are.....
hmmm.. i never knew that bamboo is a grass










Opposite of Tropical Spice Garden...


Personally love this shot


Next destination were Hard Rock Hotel and the beach...
Was my first time there.. very nice...hehe..
and had some hilarious memories...
about Wei n Vin..hahhaa



Batu Ferringhi beach.. sunset..




the picture represents all


All bought bikini but tak show..hahaha





Love this shot...aha...thanks to Vincent


SS again before leaving






Night time..
we had our dinner at Gurney Drive..
legs were not ours anymore that night..
was really damn tired and exhausted...
and we still need to walk to Gurney for our dinner..
although it wasn't far...but with our condition and tiredness we felt that night,
it was really some distance for us..hahhaa

pictures below were taken at Coffee Island at 3am...
everyone was so tired..




Sandwich


Spaghetti


We then went to Sleeping Buddha temple first the next day...
only took a fwe photos here... mostly were taken by Vincent



Then off we go to Queensbay Mall...
Makan again...
Makan here at T-Bowl..
here is the 'chair' that I sit on...haha


Having decido-phobia?




This is cute.. they actually use a toothbrush manage the menu


the table


Grp photos...hehehe


The foods were placed on a toilet bowl


bath tub



and when I'm about to go home...
my mom told me that my sis were in QB as well...
WHY??

Coz of HIM!!!
OMG>>> RON....
it was so so near... that her's standing right in front of me...
really a gentlemen...








That's the end for our 3days 2nights trip..
TIRED, but had FUN..
Great outing with Hiao Gang...

<3 you guys..

v(^_^)v
~luv & hugs~muakss
*¦Têññêê a.k.a.*¦¢µ±!e_Gîr£¦* a.k.a §ümlvlèr ¦*