Blogging at Old Town Bayan Baru now...
sigh.. UTAR system really teruk la..
till now still can't register for UAMA2013 Creative Strategy for Advertising..
they said 5pm can..but then till now also cannot..
if still can't then have to wait till tomorrow d...
haihh.. how la??

My previous post,
I said I don't know what song..
but I suddenly found out a song..
a very very long song..
but a very very nice song...
titled 很爱很爱你..

I listened to the song...
and found out that the lyrics suits me a lot..
haha..

Yesterday called him to talked for sometime..
was actually quite happy..haha
but anyhow, I'm trying very hard not to care and think d..
so... Wish me luck..
Hope i can do it la..hehe...



想為你做件事 讓你更快樂的事
Xiang wei ni zuo jian shi Rang ni geng kuai le de shi
好在你的心中埋下我的名字
Hao zai ni de xin zhong mai xia wo de ming zi
求時間 趁著你 不注意的時候
Qiu shi jian Zhen zhe ni Bu zhu yi de shi hou
悄悄地 把這種子釀成果實
Qiao qiao di Ba zhe zhong zi niang cheng guo shi

我想她的確是 更適合你的女子
Wo xiang ta di que shi Geng shi he ni de nv zi
我太不夠溫柔優雅成熟懂事
Wo tai bu gou wen rou you ya cheng shou dong shi
如果我 退回到 好朋友的位置
Ru guo wo Tui hui dao Hao peng you de wei zhi
你也就 不再需要為難成這樣子
Ni ye jiu Bu zai xu yao wei nan cheng zhe yang zi

很愛很愛你 所以願意
Hen ai hen ai ni Suo yi yuan yi She de rang ni
捨得讓你 往更多幸福的地方飛去
Wang geng duo xing fu de di fang fei qu
很愛很愛你 只有讓你
Hen ai hen ai ni Zhi you rang ni
擁有愛情 我才安心
Yong you ai qing Wo cai an xin

看著她走向你 那幅畫面多美麗
Kan zhe ta zou xiang ni Na fu hua mian duo mei li
如果我會哭泣也是因為歡喜
Ru guo wo hui ku qi ye shi yin wei huan xi
地球上 兩個人 能相遇不容易
Di qiu shang Liang ge ren Neng xiang yu bu rong yi
作不成你的情人我仍感激
Zuo bu cheng ni de qing ren wo reng gan ji


很愛很愛你 所以願意 不牽絆你
Hen ai hen ai ni Suo yi yuan yi Bu qian ban ni
往更多幸福的地方飛去
Wang geng duo xing fu de di fang fei qu
很愛很愛你 只有讓你
Hen ai hen ai ni Zhi you rang ni
擁有愛情 我才安心
Yong you ai qing Wo cai an xin

很愛很愛你 所以願意 不牽絆你
Hen ai hen ai ni Suo yi yuan yi Bu qian ban ni
飛向幸福的地方去
Fei xiang xing fu de di fang qu
很愛很愛你 只有讓你
Hen ai hen ai ni Zhi you rang ni
擁有愛情 我才安心
Yong you ai qing Wo cai an xin

v(^_^)v
~luv & hugs~muakss
*¦Têññêê a.k.a.*¦¢µ±!e_Gîr£¦* a.k.a §ümlvlèr ¦*

继续或放弃？

我想。。
真的是时候该放弃了。。
不该再去想那些有的没的了。。
想了。。
也不会成真啊。。

这样下去。。
难受的，辛苦的。。
都是我一个人。。
他。。
永远都不会知道。。

那天。。
我发现了些事。。
心里。。
真的觉得好痛好痛。。。
好难过哦。。

眼泪。。
又再次失控了。。
为什么。。
我要为了一个不会珍惜我的人
而伤心难过呢？

值得吗？
但。。
当你喜欢上一个人的时候。。
什么都会觉得值得。。
不管是多傻的事。。
都不会管。。不会理。。

可是。。
这次。。
我的心。。真的觉得很痛。。很累了。。
我。。
该继续下去吗？
还是是时候放弃呢？
我该坚持下去吗？

他。。
会有一天。。
会看到我的坚持吗？

这世界上。。
是否有奇迹呢？
奇迹会发生在我的身上吗？

虽然知道没有可能。。
可是。。
有时候。。还是会期待着奇迹的出现。。
是不是很傻呢？
我也觉得是。。
可是。。。

我不要想。。也不敢想。。
可是。。
每一天晚上。。
我。。
都会看见你。。
好希望。。
着美梦可以成真。。
可是。。我知道。。是不可能的。。
也许。。
我应珍惜这种得温柔吧。。

一种，
我想要，而你却给不到我的温柔。。
也许，
你会讲我
自欺欺人
可是。。
这可能是唯一一种我可以安慰自己的方法吧

我的要求并不过分啊。。
我不渴望他会喜欢我。。
对我来说。。
他开心，他的笑容。。
才是最重要的。。
只要看到他开心。。
就够了。。
真的。。。

只想默默地在你背后支持你
看到你开心
偷偷的喜欢着你。。
就够了。。

我的心好乱。。不知道什么歌才适合现在的我。。
所以就选了这首歌。。
我还爱她-JJ


v(^_^)v
~luv & hugs~muakss
*¦Têññêê a.k.a.*¦¢µ±!e_Gîr£¦* a.k.a §ümlvlèr ¦*

都是你

我真的好想你。。
脑海里想的。。
都是你。。

我该怎么做再不会再想你？
你的生日快到了
真的很想跟你庆祝



shui gaibian le wo de shijie
谁改变了我的世界
meiyou fangxiang meiyou riye
没有方向没有日夜
wo kan zhe tian zhe yi ke zai xiang ni
我看着天这一刻在想你
shi-fou hui dui wo yiyang sinian
是否会对我一样思念

ni ceng shuo women you yi ge meng
你曾说我们有一个梦
dengdao natian women lai shixian
等到那天我们来实现
wo wang zhe tian zai xinzhong momo nian
我望着天在心中默默念
xia yi miao ni chuxian zai yanqian
下一秒你出现在眼前
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-----REFF-----
xiangnian de xin zhuangman de dou shi ni
想念的心装满的都是你
wo de gangqin tanzou de dou shi ni
我的钢琴弹奏的都是你
wo de riji xieman de dou shi ni de ming
我的日记写满的都是你的名
cai faxian you ling yi ge liming
才发现又另一个黎明
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Repeat Reff
Repeat Reff

wo de riji xieman de dou shi ni de ming
我的日记写满的都是你的名
cai faxian you shi yi ge liming
才发现又是一个黎明
zhe shi wo dui ni ai de leiji
这是我对你爱的累积

我真的好想你。。
脑海里想的。。
都是你。。

v(^_^)v
~luv & hugs~muakss
*¦Têññêê a.k.a.*¦¢µ±!e_Gîr£¦* a.k.a §ümlvlèr ¦*

Missing you..想见你

It's been a week now..
I'm actually missing last Saturday..
14 August 2010..
a special day to remember...
Tho it sometimes think back..
It hurts a lot..
but then it has a lot of sweet memories as well

I'm missing the day...
Missing everything about you..
Missing how we used to be..
Missing those sweet memories..
Missing how the way you cared for me that night...

It is just like what we saw in the movie..
just that the ending was not the same..hahaa..
tho I was very down and emo previously..
but then I'm better d..

I apologize to my friends who have been worrying about me
I knw you guys cared a lot for me..
Thanks so much..
Love you guys.. <3<3
Tomorrow will be going back to hometown le..
Will not get to see you for sometime d..
OMG.. I'm missing you..haha
I should wake up le..
Cannot continue like that le..haihh
好想你。。但你。。会想我吗？
一切都已经不像以前那样了。。
这。。算不算是一种遗憾呢？
有时候。。我会想。。
到底我这么做是对的吗？
如果这些事没发生过的话。。
我们。。还会不会像以前那样呢？
好想知道你在想什么哦。。
也很想问你个问题。。
你。。有没有那么一点点的喜欢过我呢？
为什么总会做一些说一些会让我胡思乱想的事呢？
有时候真的很矛盾 很想见你。却又怕。。
见到你的时候又不敢看你。
喜欢你，好想你， 想见你。。
但却又不敢告诉你。。
我。。该怎么做呢？
该怎么做才不会再想你呢？

Song for today only 想见你 by 光良品冠

pi juan de bei bao ta bu wen wo shi fou ji liao
wu nai de shou biao gu dan de zou guo mei yi miao
yang guang jing qiao qiao jie shang you ren yong bao wo ting de dao
mei you ren zhi dao kou dai li wo cang zhe ni de wei dao

xiang jian ni
mei you ni
cheng shi zai xuan ye mei yi yi
re nao de quan dou shi ni huan ying
xiang jian ni
xin tai ji
kuang ben yong ji de ren qun li
duo xi wang xia yi miao jiu jian dao ni

tian sui ran hen gao si nian xiang yun long zhao wo hen di chao
wo suo you chen mo ru guo ni kan de dao gei wo yong bao
wei feng qing qing piao ji mo zai xiao sheng li mo mo xuan nao
zhi you wo zhi dao bu xu yao zai xun zhao shui de yi kao

xiang jian ni
mei you ni
mei tian sheng huo zhi sheng hu xi
bi shang yan huang dong de quan dou shi ni
xiang jian ni
wo de xin
qi shi cong lai bu ceng li qu
zhe yi sheng zhi xiang he ni yi qi

xiang jian ni
mei you ni
mei tian sheng huo zhi sheng hu xi
bi shang yan huang dong de quan dou shi ni
xiang jian ni
wo de xin
qi shi cong lai bu ceng li qu
quan shi jie zui zhong yao de jiu shi ni

v(^_^)v
~luv & hugs~muakss*¦
Têññêê a.k.a.*¦¢µ±!e_Gîr£¦* a.k.a §ümlvlèr ¦*

thank you so much..
I've finally got an answer...
I know you sure feel that I'm annoying that I keep on asking and forcing for the answer..
Thank you so much for the answer..

Though truth hurts..
but I know it's something that I should overcome..
The fact and truth that I need to face...

谢谢你。。曾经让我爱过你

song for today is GoodbYe My Love by S.H.E


v(^_^)v
~luv & hugs~muakss
*¦Têññêê a.k.a.*¦¢µ±!e_Gîr£¦* a.k.a §ümlvlèr ¦*

I have been having sleepless nights lately..
Why is it so?

I have no idea... sigh..
I dun hope that it will affect me that much..

But then when I sleep at night..
When I close my eyes..
I keep on seeing the scene of what happen that day..

aih...
I hope that I could just forget everything.. .EVERYTHING...

v(^_^)v
~luv & hugs~muakss
*¦Têññêê a.k.a.*¦¢µ±!e_Gîr£¦* a.k.a §ümlvlèr ¦*

WHY?

It's been another week that I neglected my blog again..
Was very busy last week..
RUshing for assignments..
1 day 3 presentations can really kill me..
4 days sleep less than 10 hours..
What a hectic week..

but it's ok now...everything's done..
just left 1 presentation on week 13...
can rest for a while and then start for my finals preparations d..

My friends keep on telling me that they felt that there is something wrong with me..
is that true?
Maybe?
Even he told me that...can he really feel it?

I finally confessed...
think back also funny...
I actually accidentally confessed through MSN...
but, he acted nothing..

I once confront him again about the issue,
then he asked me what msg..
you really didn't know about it?
or were you just acting as if you never knew?

为什么我要那么傻？
为什么要一次又一次的为你担心和伤心？

after that day, you didn't reply my sms or msn anymore...
I thought you were angry...
I msged you and apologize..
you told me you were busy with assignments...
I have nothing to say..

Till yesterday night...
I duno what should I say..
Maybe i should tell you Thank You and SOrry..

I finally did what I wanted to..
told you everything face to face...
It was the first time i drank so much...
I drank a bucket...
Pei Fern drank almost a bucket...

She's sad too...
same problem..
she's more drunk than I am...K.O.
but I;m still conscious and know what im doing..

I finally told you everything...
but why do you still remain silent?
All the things that you've said and done..
were you just trying to comfort me?
just to make me feel better?

you know you still treat me so good..
It's even harder for me to let go?
you know..sometimes i hope the time will stop last night...

you really makes me love you and hates you at the same time..
I hate the phrase you told me..
I just want an answer.. just a YES or NO..

Just tell me you don't love me and that's it..
Evrything's clear...Everything's settle...

Is It really so hard to do so??
why must you remain silent and tell me the phrase that I hate to hear?
I really what I should do..
Im not putting hope on you..
but why are you doing things that will give me false hope/?

Last night you were all wet coz of the rain..
I really hate myself for it..
I emo, but you have to face the consequences with me..
accompany me sit under the rain..

You must take good care of yourself..
cannot sick...
I really felt very guilty...

Song for today is 我以为 by Victor Wong..



All the lyrics, pin yin and translations are in the clip..so I didn't paste one here..hope you enjoy...


v(^_^)v
~luv & hugs~muakss
*¦Têññêê a.k.a.*¦¢µ±!e_Gîr£¦* a.k.a §ümlvlèr ¦*