My moods very running out of my control lately
Swings of mood has get from bad to worse
And I admit I was kinda upset and emo for the past week
Or shall i say the last post...
I guess even the blind can see it huh?
Swings of mood has get from bad to worse
And I admit I was kinda upset and emo for the past week
Or shall i say the last post...
I guess even the blind can see it huh?
Well had a long weekend last week..
Family went down to kl and I decided to go to Kampar since I dont need to work this Sunday
Family went down to kl and I decided to go to Kampar since I dont need to work this Sunday
He had 2 days break thus headed baxk to hometown in Taiping..
I really dunno how should I react or shall I be eager to meet him on that day or not since I was so emo over the weak..
I really dunno how should I react or shall I be eager to meet him on that day or not since I was so emo over the weak..
Things weren't as bad as I thought...
Just us...
While waiting for his mom to be back for dinner..
We were resting and he hugged me to sleep.
Was resting on his chest till I realized my cheeck was wet..
Then i woke up and realized I fell asleep and tears dropped..
He wasnt awakened by that..
Thank god.. and I guess he never knew about what happened...
Just us...
While waiting for his mom to be back for dinner..
We were resting and he hugged me to sleep.
Was resting on his chest till I realized my cheeck was wet..
Then i woke up and realized I fell asleep and tears dropped..
He wasnt awakened by that..
Thank god.. and I guess he never knew about what happened...
Went to Kampar on Friday..
As usual.. stayed at his shop to 'help' him out.. lol...
As long as I didnt disturb him.. guess thats the best help from me towards him.. hehe
As usual.. stayed at his shop to 'help' him out.. lol...
As long as I didnt disturb him.. guess thats the best help from me towards him.. hehe
It's been a month since long distance..
After this trip and we can only meet again in Oct which is 2 months later..
After this trip and we can only meet again in Oct which is 2 months later..
I'm gonna miss you so badly...
Will you feel the same way too?
Will you feel the same way too?
I'm sorry bii for always troubling you..
Not that i wanted to control nor to checl on you..
I admit..
I was just..
Not that i wanted to control nor to checl on you..
I admit..
I was just..
Insecure..
Not that I dont trust you..just that...
The word CONFIDENT never ever exist in my dictionary..
The word CONFIDENT never ever exist in my dictionary..
And I know I just need to learn to feel safe.. I love you bii..
