我亲爱的S.O.T

我亲爱的S.O.T
谢谢你们给了我一个难忘的farewell party
我曾经埋怨，为什么这么迟才认识你们
但同时，我很感恩，很觉得很庆幸 上天让我认识了你们
在这短短的几个月内。。我们经常的聚在一起
甚至为我们搞了一个我人生中最grand 的 party
还一直弄我哭到鬼酱。。
Words could not describe how lucky and glad I am to be able to meet you guys...

To be part of the SOT member.. 
From originally 4 of us.. To now.. 20 plus of us..
To be there with me during my hardest time of life.. 

Helping me to walk out from the dark and to see bright sunshine again..
I used to think I may have done so much bad things in my previous life to have my karma... 

But now i felt that I must have done so many good things previously that God has decided to sent you all Angels to me.. .
好好保重啊各位..一定要记得我。
一月的party记得video call 我哦。

 也一定要记得我们的约定。。等你们明年4月过来澳门找我。。。

My First Weekend without you guys.. Thank you for spending time to video call with me and still intro me new friends even I'm not there already. Really Miss you guys so so much..

11/11 Special Day

亲爱的，这一天终于来了
我却要离开你们了。。
今天是个特别的日子。。1111，我们终于认识一个月啦。。
很感谢你这段时间的陪伴。
载我去吃lunch，然后我又在载你去bank
虽然只认识了短短的一个月
但感觉上好像认识了很久。。
好像真正的家人。。
我们每天无时无刻的都在聊。。
没日没夜的。。讲到凌晨5，6点
谢谢你给了我那么多美好的回忆
我会很想你们的。。等你们来澳门找我哦
我不在过后，要好好的保重哦。。
有什么事，记得要打给我哦。。
我也会好好的照顾我自己的。。

下个星期起，没有人载你去bank咯
会不习惯吗？

黑与白

黑与白，对与错， 开心与不开心，都只是一线之差
所有的人，事，物， 都有两面。。
自己的生活愉快，都掌握在自己的手里。。
只有我们自己才能决定我们的去路

v(^_^)v
~luv & hugs~muakss
*¦Têññêê a.k.a.*¦¢µ±!e_Gîr£¦* a.k.a §ümlvlèr ¦*

曾经某人对我承诺，说会带我上我最爱的摩天轮
但承诺，跟行动，是两回事。。
一次又一次的期待，一次又一次的失望， 一次又一次的原谅。。
到最后， 靠自己的努力，再次勇敢地踏上这个地方。。
最自己说，不用谁的承诺，我也能自己踏上我最爱的摩天轮

v(^_^)v
~luv & hugs~muakss
*¦Têññêê a.k.a.*¦¢µ±!e_Gîr£¦* a.k.a §ümlvlèr ¦*

Day 4

It's like become my habit already..
to open up your page, and see if you're awake..
it has become my daily routine.

0830 open ur page telling you to wake up
0900 open again telling you not to fall back asleep and I have reached office
1300 remember to eat lunch
1730 i'm abou to finish work .. you wanna da baO?
1900 I'm home baby
2230 Welcome home baby

All these has become my habit and routine..
The only way I can communicate with you now..

But it breaks my heart again today..
when i finally got the courage to say I Miss You
and your reply was - 'just need some time'
my hope and heart crashed..
and then you asked to change FB status..
it crashes once again.. Coz once you change, my family will know it..
can we dont change yet?

v(^_^)v
~luv & hugs~muakss
*¦Têññêê a.k.a.*¦¢µ±!e_Gîr£¦* a.k.a §ümlvlèr ¦*

I Missed you
I have not seen you since Fri..
I have not heard your voice since... oh.. yesterday.. lol

I'm Sorry Baby
Can We start all over again?
I missed you.. and I can't live without you.. Will things get better after you cool down?
Can we patch things back?

It's our 4.5 anni this Sat.. I have originally planned a surprise for you..
but how come end up I got the 'surprise' from you instead?

What has happened baby?
Please talk to me
we can work things out..
Why you always wanted to keep to yourself?
Let me Share with you.. pleasee..


v(^_^)v
~luv & hugs~muakss
*¦Têññêê a.k.a.*¦¢µ±!e_Gîr£¦* a.k.a §ümlvlèr ¦*0

Full Stop

- The End -


v(^_^)v
~luv & hugs~muakss
*¦Têññêê a.k.a.*¦¢µ±!e_Gîr£¦* a.k.a §ümlvlèr ¦*

真的结束了吗

我们的故事
真的这样就完了吗？
我真的很放不下

明明就一起度过了这么多。。

为什么到最后还是这样？

是我做错了什么了吗？
我真的好爱好爱你
我们还可以从新来过吗？

对不起
我知错了
昨天的我， 真的太冲动了
谢谢你， 对我的不离不弃
还一直很努力的跟我讲道理
我太任性了。。我知道昨天的你才是你自己
原谅我好吗
给我一个机会学习怎样做一个好的女朋友好吗？
我爱你宝贝
我希望我们还能一辈子的走下去。。

v(^_^)v
~luv & hugs~muakss
*¦Têññêê a.k.a.*¦¢µ±!e_Gîr£¦* a.k.a §ümlvlèr ¦*

Lonely and Bad PH

Today damn emo..
It was my PH and so happens its his off day..
but.. he went out with his colleagues and I'm at home..
Where in the beginning he told me that he will bring me out together

Everytime when we both together, he would tell me dunno go where
TOday he go out with them, he went to Penang Hill - which previously have told him many times that I want to go since there is a love lock attraction there..
but we have never been.  Yet today, he went with someone else..

If I'm at work and could not join, it's fine..
but it's my off day and yet, all he said was I don;t know them and may not have the same topic with them and may felt left out.. and others others all no bring partner along

Suddenly felt I really got no friends now..
Wanted to find someone to yumcha also don't have...

Finally meeting Mei for dinner.
Then he said he is otw home.. I went to his place to wait for him
He looks not happy too.. then complaint tired and headache..
we then moved somethings to his home then later he said he is going out with them to drink again.

I then got mad again.
You came back and said tired but yet you go out to drink again.
Again said wanna bring me alone but end up said next time as I'm coughing.


v(^_^)v
~luv & hugs~muakss
*¦Têññêê a.k.a.*¦¢µ±!e_Gîr£¦* a.k.a §ümlvlèr ¦*

Wedding Dinner at Sitiawan

都忘了这是我们参加的第几个婚礼。。
我第一次来Sitiawan
 我们去拜拜。。。

然后你许愿，但愿我们可以快点钻多点钱，就可以结婚了
其实我在心里面，默默地笑了。。。

v(^_^)v
~luv & hugs~muakss
*¦Têññêê a.k.a.*¦¢µ±!e_Gîr£¦* a.k.a §ümlvlèr ¦*

Heartbreak

原来这6个字，是这么容易说出口。。

我们。。还能继续周下去吗？
突然觉得，未来的路很模糊

v(^_^)v
~luv & hugs~muakss
*¦Têññêê a.k.a.*¦¢µ±!e_Gîr£¦* a.k.a §ümlvlèr ¦*

~ 2017 my day ~

Happy Birthday to ME!!!

You must be tired.. to prepare all these..
Thank you for pampering me..
You were so busy preparing for my birthday till you yourself also did not eat..
You are skinny enough K?

谢谢你宝贝， 为我准备的一切。。
有些话，不必说出口。。
因为你都知道了。。
我爱你宝贝。。 希望我们能一起度过更多的节日。。

v(^_^)v
~luv & hugs~muakss
*¦Têññêê a.k.a.*¦¢µ±!e_Gîr£¦* a.k.a §ümlvlèr ¦*

5th Vday

Happy Valentine's Day Bii..

It's not about the value but the effort and sincerity..
520..

v(^_^)v
~luv & hugs~muaks
 *¦Têññêê a.k.a.*¦¢µ±!e_Gîr£¦* a.k.a §ümlvlèr ¦*

Merry Christmas & Happy 4th Anni

Happy 4th Anni Baby!

How time flies.. it's our 4th time celebrating Xmas together!
we've been thru so many ups and downs together..
Happiness, Quarreling, Break Ups.. and yet, we are still holding each other's hand, holding on to everything together..

Thank you baby for never giving up on me. and Thank you for the surprise.
I actually thought that we will just pass the days like just any other day..

v(^_^)v
~luv & hugs~muakss
*¦Têññêê a.k.a.*¦¢µ±!e_Gîr£¦* a.k.a §ümlvlèr ¦*

Happy Birthday

Happy Birthday Bii..

How time flies.. it's our 4th time celebrating your birthday together..
After so long, finally we can get to travel to Langkawi together.

Have been looking forward for our holiday trip together. Altho it's not our solo trip but still enjoyed it. As I have you by my side.

Happy Birthday Bii. May we celebrate many more of our birthdays together..

v(^_^)v
~luv & hugs~muakss
*¦Têññêê a.k.a.*¦¢µ±!e_Gîr£¦* a.k.a §ümlvlèr ¦*

Heartbreak VDay

It's our 3rd VDay together..
But it seems that it's one of my worse vday ever...
2 yrs 2 months.. And it's the end of AGTN story..

我想这算是我真正的第一次失恋了
好痛好痛
痛得我不懂该怎么形容了
这都只是一场恶梦而已
都不是真的。。
我的童话故事。。就这么结束了吗？
说好的幸福呢？
都忘了吗？

Is it coming to an end?

What has happened to us?
How come it feels like we're drifting apart?
Why are you asking me these kind of questions again?
Everytime i ask and you will say nth
You will nvr let me know whats your true feelings inside..
These kind of questions just makes me think even more..
What happen to you? Wht happen to us?

别问我为什么这么的爱你
因为连我自己都找不到答案
我唯一知道的就是我爱你。。
很爱很爱你
我是个很难才会爱上一个人的女生
一档爱上了就会奋不顾身的去爱
我就是这么的天真，这么的笨
我真想一直爱你下去
因为我真的很想以后嫁的人就会是你
虽然我们都不懂以后会是怎样
但至少我们可以珍惜现在
我爱的人就是你
如果我不爱你
那，我还可以爱谁呢？

我们的故事

宝贝
谢谢你这么的爱我
谢谢你对我的包容和体量
这件事让我看到和感到
你有多么的爱我，，
多么的担心我
对不起。。
我又让你担心
让你生气了
你虽然很生气，
但你还是会很担心
担心我现在到底怎么样了
虽然，当我要开刀时
我真的很希望你回来
陪着我熬过这害怕的时间
可惜你不能够回来陪我
其实，我真的很失望
但我能理解。。
我知道那时候你的心其实已经回来了
刚才你对我说了一些话
‘当你要放弃你自己的时候是请你告诉我。 因为当我还没放弃你的时候，你不准放弃你自己’
我真的很感动。。
感动到哭了
这是第二次你对我说了一些会让我感动到哭的话
这一刻提醒我 。。
其实你也和我爱你一样的爱我
我真的很笨。
但你还是全心全意地爱我
我也想给你知道
我也真的真的很爱你。。
真的很希望，
陪我走完下半生的人是你
真的很想。。
和你一起牵着手，
一直走下去
宝贝, 我爱你