Disappointed

Sigh... Thursday will be another paper.. Comm Tech.. The coursework marks just released today... damn emo..

My 2nd lowest coursework marks...

Got only 24.5 nia..

sigh..so sad...

Lowest is 23.. Brand Management..

but then I should be thankful that it is at least a pass..

Coz there's another tutor, gave extremely low marks and this has become a hot issue no matter in the word of mouth nor in Facebook

Everyone especially the PR students is not satisfied with their coursework marks..

I'm not very satisfied with mine either,

but at least, I should be thankful for what I've got compared to them..

Well, there's 2 more paper, continuously on Thurs and Fri..

Sigh, I also don't know if I can cope..

I just couldn't focus on what I'm doing..

Suddenly felt very emo...aarghhhh......

Song for today is from SHE's new album SHERO... With the titile, 少了一个人 （Without You）

Shao Le Yi Ge Ren
少了一个人
Missing Someone (Official trans: Without You)


peng you ju hui chao nao de kuai le zai ta men li kai yi hou bian xi bo
朋友聚会吵闹的快乐 在她们离开以后变稀薄
The happiness of gathering together with friends bickering away, fades away once they leave

zou lu hui jia hui xiang shan dong de wo tu ran ke wang you ren neng lai jie wo
走路回家 回像山洞的窝 突然渴望有人 能来接我
As I walk home to that cave-like house, I suddenly wish there was someone who could come pick me up

pao zhe re shui zai yu shi lai zhe si nian que ye bei gun tang mao yan le
泡著热水在浴室赖著 思念却也被滚烫冒烟了
In the bath, soaking in hot water, even my thoughts of you boil and turn to smoke

zui hou de jian xun kan dao neng bei le duo jiu mei you zai lian luo yi xiang hai shi tong
最后的简讯 看到能背了 多久没有再联络 一想还是痛
The last text message, I can even memorise it now. How long since we talked? It still hurts when I think about it

shao le yi ge ren chong ai wo
少了一个人宠爱我
Missing someone to love me

peng you de ai cheng fen jiu shi bu tong
朋友的爱 成分就是不同
Love from friends, just isn't the same

zui nan guo shi xiao zhe mian dui bei xian mu zi you
最难过 是笑著面对被羡慕自由
The saddest is smiling as others admire my freedom

lian hen jiu de cheng shu ye kuai zhe yan bu zhu ji mo
练很久的成熟 也快遮掩不住 寂寞
The maturity I've been practising for so long, can't cover up my loneliness for much longer

ma ma zai dian hua li gua nian wo shang ci yu yan you zhi ta hai ji de
妈妈在电话裏挂念我 上次欲言又止她还记得
Mama tells me on the phone that she misses me, she still remembers the last time I wanted to say something yet didn't

xi huan zhuang mei shi qi shi zui lei le dan wo qing chu hen duo shi ku le ye mei yong
喜欢装没事 其实最累了 但我清楚很多事 哭了也没用
I like to pretend there's nothing wrong when actually I'm really tired. But I know that there are many things there's no use crying about

shao le yi ge ren yong bao wo
少了一个人拥抱我
Missing someone to embrace me

na zhong yong bao neng gou wang le suo you
那种拥抱 能够忘了所有
That embrace, can make me forget everything

liang ge ren jiu suan xia xue hou chi jiao ni zhe feng
两个人 就算下雪后赤脚逆著风
Even after it snows, when two people are barefoot in the wind

ye bu jue de bing dong hai xiao de bi yang guang chi re
也不觉得冰冻 还笑得比阳光 炽热
It doesn't feel ice-cold, our smiles are warmer than the sun's rays

shao le yi ge ren dong de wo
少了一个人懂得我
Missing someone who understands me

neng gou ti hui wo jue qiang you cui ruo
能够体会 我倔强又脆弱
Someone who knows when I'm being stubborn or feel weak

bu ji chou wen rou yuan liang wo qing xu tai bo dong
不记仇 温柔原谅我情绪太波动
Someone who won't hold grudges, gently forgive my sudden changes in mood

yong lei guang she bu de rong hua wo lei ji de ji mo
用泪光舍不得 融化我累积的 寂寞
Someone who can't bear to see me use teardrops to dissolve the loneliness I've built up

hen gu zhi wu tiao jian ai wo cong lai mei bian guo
很固执 无条件爱我从来没变过
Someone who'll be persistent, unconditionally love me for never changing who I am

zai da chao de shi hou hui bao zhe wo chen mo bu dong
在大吵的时候 会抱著我 沉默 不动
And when it's noisy, someone who will hug me, quietly, without movement

English translation by catalie @ http://asianfanatics.net/
Pinyin translation by kimuchi08 @http://www.chunellafc.phpbb9.com/
Please credit the translators &http://bananaxmushroom.blogspot.com/ and include this note if/when transferring elsewhere.

v(^_^)v

~luv & hugs~muakss

*¦Têññêê a.k.a.*¦¢µ±!e_Gîr£¦* a.k.a §ümlvlèr ¦*

STUDY STUDY STUDY!~~!!!!

I need motivations...

Mother's day is coming...

Just a week more..

My dearest dearest mommy...

I LOVE YOU!!!1 MUAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAKKSsssssssssssSSSSSSSSS

v(^_^)v

~luv & hugs~muakss

*¦Têññêê a.k.a.*¦¢µ±!e_Gîr£¦* a.k.a §ümlvlèr ¦*

Wish me LUCK

The last few hours for me to study..

I'm really blur and mind's blank...

HELP.~~ I really need help and LUCK....

sigh...

Came across this song of SHE titled 记得要忘记..

I like the chorus part of the lyrics which goes like this..

记得要忘记,忘记

我提醒自己

你已经是,

人海中的一个背影

长长时光

我应该要有新的回忆

and the last part

不会不容易

我有一辈子

足够用来忘记

我还有一辈子

可以用来努力..

我一定会忘记你..

hehe..reminds me of something again...

I have to forget..and yeah...

I'm proudly to say that..

I am in the process of forgetting...

hehe...hope that this time I can finally do it..hehe...

Wish me luck for my first paper tomorrow k?

v(^_^)v

~luv & hugs~muakss

*¦Têññêê a.k.a.*¦¢µ±!e_Gîr£¦* a.k.a §ümlvlèr ¦*

Finals of Y2S1

Sigh... it's already Wednesday...

It's getting nearer and nearer..

and I'm getting more and more nervous

Feels like crying, but what can it help?

I can feel the stress and pressure,

but still, the study mood is still not here in me

What had happen to me?

Where are all those determinations and motivations?

This is a very very tough sem..

I cannot afford to fail or even get a C

or else my result will drop very very badly..

Tho only 5 subjects,

but 4 of it is major,

I do not aim to score, but just to pass and maintain my current CGPA

Tho my CGPA has dropped,

but then I really do not have to confidence to pull back up...

I'm getting more and more restless

Can someone please motivate me?

How can I make myself study and do not forget?

How can I calm myself?

What can I do so that I will not be affect by the pressure and stress?

It's really hard,

Every time, when it comes to finals,

The promise will always come into my mind..

That I had promised to study hard and work hard

Can I do that?

Song for today is Hurt by Christina Aguilera..

Couldn't get the embed code for the MV..

Therefore, you will need to click HERE for the MV

Anyway, I've got another version here with the lyrics..

Enjoy and wish me best of luck for my exam ok??

I really need those lucks...

v(^_^)v

~luv & hugs~muakss

*¦Têññêê a.k.a.*¦¢µ±!e_Gîr£¦* a.k.a §ümlvlèr ¦*

Kampar dead city + Ipoh

Kampar became a dead city last night when there's no electric here for 3 hours..

You can see people from Eastlake came out from their house and the restaurants are filled with candles..

Some went out to cycle-that's what I did..haha

Some ride bike to enjoy the wind

and majority of them, drive to Tesco..haha

It's kind of scary when the sun is setting at 7 something..

As the sky turns dark, without any lights in the town,

It really does look like a dead city with wandering souls..

It was kind of funny when suddenly a car passed by,

and thanks to its headlights, we saw there are actually a lot of people wandering around the streets.

and with that kind of ambience and lightings,

those who are wandering on the streets, reminds me of a movie called Zombie Land..haha

Since exam is coming, and there's no electricity, therefore, me and Peter planned to go Ipoh..

It was kind of a busy day for me la..haha..

Slept at 5 the day before and woke up at 11 and went for lunch with SAmpat gang..

Then went to Tesco with them..back home for 1/2 and hour then Mei wanted to eat..go Tesco again..haha

Then back home and rest, mana tau 5.30pm no electricity...

Went cycling around Eastlake and finally TESCO AGAIN!!!!

OMG..hahah...

after that, back home, bathed and depart..

Wow... Bathing in the dark is kind of a scary thing..Without any lights, and my room is at the Second floor, with the whole house darken, I can't even see..

Thanks to my hp lights that helped my vision..

Haha..the first thing I did when I'm in my room is to switch on my laptop and switch on the volume to the max...then only go bath..haha...

With the little light of my handphone, it's obviously scary I tell you..

You can see your own shadow of course, with only the hp light,

and what makes things worst is you start imagining things..

I start to imagine,

I saw my own shadow,

What if there's ANOTHER shadow that suddenly appear??!!

haha..I know I shouldn't think of it..haha but it can't help...

Went to Ipoh at 8 something, where everyone in Kampar is filled with joy when the electric supplies are finally BACK!!

went to watch Ice Kacang Puppy Love/Puppy Love Ice Kacang, whichever it is, haha

Janet wants to watch Being Human and the same goes to Peter, but too bad it's FULL...

therefore, she accompany us watch Ice Kacang for the second time..

It wasn't bad, but just that I don't like the ending..

and yea..I cried..haha.

Well, you know... I'm a crying baby..

and yea..thanks Peter for the tissue,

been a gentlemen to supply me tissue when I cried and then teased me when we're on the way back to Kampar..

As if I was the only one who cried..ish ish..hahah

But anyhow, had a wonderful day with them..

Thanks to Khai Leng, Janet and Licious as well for adding the fun..ahaha

I should start studying d..sigh..this fri is the first paper...

But anyhow, the song for today is Show Lo's 我不会唱歌

suits my feeling now

and yeah...forgot about this.. lately I'm in love with this song.. called Wedding Dress originally from Tae Yang, but I like the Eng Version..

Anyhow, this is the mv of Tae Yang's version

yeah...I finally found the Eng Version..Enjoy..

v(^_^)v

~luv & hugs~muakss

*¦Têññêê a.k.a.*¦¢µ±!e_Gîr£¦* a.k.a §ümlvlèr ¦*

2010 Karaokay Competition

The first ever Karaokay competition is now over..
It's was kind of OK la..hehe...
Went to support both my friends, Max and Sky
I guess both of them were the best singers of the night...
Wanted to upload the video here..but then I guess it'll take superb long time to do so..hmmm

Pictures were taken,don't worry, it'll be uploaded..hehe..
the event started at 6pm and ended at 12am..
End up I got gastric and vomited..
COuldn't eat..

Thanks to Alex and Jason who went over to 7 11 to buy me Actal and a bottle of mineral water..

and that's my Saturday... sigh...
days by days and finals is just around the corner..and I'm NOT prepared for it..
Where are all my study mood?
How can I study like how i used to be when I was in F5 and when I was in Y1S1?

v(^_^)v
~luv & hugs~muakss
*¦Têññêê a.k.a.*¦¢µ±!e_Gîr£¦* a.k.a §ümlvlèr ¦*

如果时间能倒流的话， 那该有多好呢？

突然想起以前很多很多事。。。

而有点事是关于你的。。可是心已经没那么的痛了。。。

我，是不是已经开始看开了吗？

今天是个同学的生日。。。

Cheng Hong 来我们家，玩吉他。看到他弹我的guitar， 我的眼都开始红了。。

我很想念以前跟我爸爸一起唱歌， 一起玩guitar 的日子。。

我真的很想你哦。。如果你还在，那该有多好呢？

如果这一切一切都没发生过，那就好多了。。

可是，我知道。。这一切都不可能的。。

过去的，就让它过去吧。。

我该向前看了。。该放下这一切不愉快的事了。。

今天有两首歌想跟你们分享。。

1。你很爱她


2。心动


希望你们会喜欢这两首歌。。
好啦。。我该去睡了。。。
大家晚安咯。。

v(^_^)v
~luv & hugs~muakss
*¦Têññêê a.k.a.*¦¢µ±!e_Gîr£¦* a.k.a §ümlvlèr ¦*