Friday, July 2, 2010

Hmmm..
Went to Tualang to have dinner with my PR gang..
Yama treat and 30 of us went..




















Quite fun..hehe..
then after that followed Keong and Yama they all went up to Genting..
WUHOO..
damn nice..ehehe....
DOn't wanna talk that much..
Pictures speaks a thousand words..heheh
















Hmmm
about the previous topic tat was bothering me,
I don't want to think that much already..
It's really time for me to give up le..
don't wanna care that much d...

WIll be attending Soft Skill's Speak up with Confidence tomorrow and Sunday..



v(^_^)v
~luv & hugs~muakss
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Thursday, July 1, 2010

如果时间能倒流

Sigh..
Were kinda emo and tired lately
Im back to work again...
They are short of workers and ask me to work..ok lo...hmmm

Don't know why,
You keep appearing in my mind lately..
but we didn't talk much..

You seem busy..
Seems to have a lot of things that is bothering you...
but when I asked,
You just replied "OK"
Hope that everything is really ok with it la..hmmm

I don't know why but very emo..
Was working on Tues night..
and suddenly came across this song with the title "Let it be me"

It reminds me of you, Daddy..
You introduced this song to me..
I still remember we used to sing and play guitar together..

"I blessed the day I found you,
I want to stay around you,
and so I beg you,
Let it be me..

Don't take this heaven from one
If you have to cling to someone,
Now and forever,
Let it be me..

Each time we meet love,
I found complete love..
Without you sweet love,
What would life be?.."

Can't control but tears flowed down when I heard this song..

Hmmm...
and back to you..
I don't know why that you kept appear in my mind lately..
Why is this happening?

I start to think,
and my mood turned to be more and more emo..
Sometimes I think,
How good if we never met?
or maybe,
How good if I missed the feeling so that I will never fall?

Watched a video in FB yesterday..
with the title, "What a girl wants to hear"
and it is so true..
that's what GIRLS have always longed for..

One of this question were asked in the video by a girl,
and that questions me too..
I mean, I have the same question..
"Have I ever crossed your mind?"

I've been updating and changing my status for a lot of times last night..
and one of it is "Let it be me"
not only for the title of the song,
but I also hope that it will be ME...

I once came across of this phrase..
When you love someone, you gotta learn to let them go
but how many of us can do this?
I wonder..

then I wrote a phrase in chinese.
Which I personally love it a lot..

如果时间能倒流的话, 那请带我回到从来没有认识过你的日子。。

and another status of mine, helped by Bernice, goes like this..

当两个人相爱在一起就会产生苯氨基丙酸,可是如果是其中一人一厢情愿呢,又会产生什么呢?

this is because we watched a HK series called 谈情说案。。
and Kingsley(character in the movie)
and it says that, there's this chemistry appears and happens between a couple when they fall in love...
and because of this chemistry, they love each other..
and this is known as 苯氨基丙酸

and the song for today is 直到你不找我
OST


v(^_^)v
~luv & hugs~muakss
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Sunday, June 27, 2010

Happy Belated Father's Day

Yes.. I know Father's Day had passed..
I just realize that I missed a post about father's day..
It's the 4th Father's Day since he had gone

The 4th Father;s Day I've gone through,
Without a Father being my my side..
I am indeed,
Missing you a lot

How good if you are here with me
then, now, and in the future...
If only you're by my side..

I actually went for a walk that day..
i saw a lot of families,
hanging out together
enjoying times with one another

I'm happy for them,
but at the same times
It reminds me of you

How good if we get to go to a shopping mall,
or even to the markets during the weekends,
TOGETHER...

It's the 4th years,
and I am not used to it
Or maybe,
I will never get used to it..

as one of my post previously, quoted from a movie..
永远不习惯。。

永远不习惯-
人对许多感觉都可以习惯
可以习惯一个人的优点和缺点
可以习惯坚强
甚至失恋也可以习惯
惟独和至亲的人 生离死别
是永远无法习惯的

Here is the Father's day gift that I'd prepared for my lovely Dad..
I know he will love this..


v(^_^)v
~luv & hugs~muakss
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Saturday, June 26, 2010

Disappointed with bad news..

Sorry about the photos..
It is still with my friend and still haven't get it from him yet..

Well, I went to Ipoh again with my housemates..
watched movie, window shopped.. and yeah..
saw a few dresses and tops that I like..

here you are..do let me know how does it look ya..



I like this dress too.. but then the back were actually kind of expose..

I personally love this top..



hmmm...
had something that is kind of bothering me previously..
but i guess..
i have made the decision..
that it to give up..
i posted this in my FB status,
and ppl keep on asking me what is it,
and worried about me..
thanks for the care guys..
and dont worry about me..im alright..
yes..i m not lying..

maybe i am too afraid of falling again..
afraid that it will be too late if i dont give up now
am really scared..

Sigh..
Was kind of sad and disappointed today
received a call from Xiao Hui today
and she gave me a bad bad news..
well, it should be a good news for Kah Jun
but then will be a bad news for me..

As you guys know,
Ive invited KJ to be the guest performer for my Mass COmm Night on 28th July 2010
We had faced lots of things
i had spent lots of time and efforts for this
From, UTAR not allowing artists, till everything is settle now
agreement has been made and it's just that lil step..
I really don't feel like letting it go just like that..
They asked if we could make it on the 27th..
Need to discuss with the committees..
I really hope to make it..

They say, if they can't make it for my event this July,
then will accept the offer from a society,
that will be organizing a PC fair in UTAR Kampar,
Im not sure why is PC fair inviting,
but then , I really don't feel like giving it to them..

It's like, we spent so much time and efforts..
and suddenly everything goes to someone else's...
this feeling really sux.
was really disappointing..

So, about my trip to Ipoh today
We watched Karate Kid..
It's really nice..
and worth to watch..

I cried when I watched the the movie
and I was touched by what Jackie Chan said in the movie..
"Life knocked us down, but we can choose, whether or not, to get back up"

Tears filled my eyes, and I broke down...
this phrase really touched me..
It's time to get back up...
I chose to get back up..
so that I can overcome what Im facing now..
and will not 自暴自弃

it's time to get serious with my stuffs...
time to get serious in studies..

hmmm..
There's this song I would like to share here today..


and this is the lyrics..
Im sorry that i couldn't find the english translation for it..

Bu Zhi Shi Peng You 不只是朋友

你身边的女人总是美丽
ni shen bian de nv ren zhong shi mei li
你追逐的爱情总是游戏
ni zui zu de ai qing zhong shi you xi
在你的眼里
zai ni de yan li
我是你可以对饮言欢的朋友
wo shi ni ke yi dui yin yan huan de peng you
你从不吝啬催促我分享你的快乐
ni cong bu lin se cui cu wo fen xiang ni de kuai le

你开心的时候总是挥霍
ni kai xin de shi hou zhong shi hui huo
你失意的片刻总是沉默
ni shi yi de pian ke zhong shi cen mo
在你的眼里
zai ni de yan li
我是你可以依靠倾吐的朋友
wo shi ni ke yi yi kao qing tu de peng you
你从不忘记提醒我分担你的寂寞
ni cong bu wang ji ti xing wo fen dan ni de ji mo

你从不知道我想做的不只是朋友
ni cong bu zhi dao wo xiang zuo de bu zhi shi peng you
还想有那么一点点温柔的娇纵
hai xiang you na me yi dian dian wen rou de jiao zong
你从不知道我想做的不只是朋友
ni cong bu zhi dao wo xiang zuo de bu zhi shi peng you
还想有那么一点点自私的占有
hai xiang you na me yi dian dian zi si de zhan you

想做你不变的恋人
xiang zuo ni bu bian de lian ren
想做你一世的牵挂
xiang zuo ni yi shi de qian gua
想做你不只是朋友
xiang zuo ni bu zhi shi peng you

v(^_^)v
~luv & hugs~muakss
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Monday, June 21, 2010

First presentation

The past weekend was very tiring...
Was helping a friend of mine his work and prepating for my first presentation for this sem

Crisis Management,
one of the major papers of mine for this Year 2 Sem 2..
the name of the subject sounfs fun but then it was not as easy at it seems..
hmmmmm

First of all,
would like to apologize to my group mates..
Sin Wei, Pei Woon, and Tze Jinq...
which are also my buddies and ji mui in throughout my uni life here since Y1S1..

Sin Wei,
only get to know her in Y1S2,
was truly a great friend,
specially when we 8 together huh?hahah

Thanks guys for the supports and concern and also the forgiveness..
This first proposal of CM was mostly did by you guys,
and I as the 'leader'(buta kena from you all coz I was absent from last week's tutorial....
well, the presentation was not that bad actually
but we ourselves, were not quite satisfied and We think that we don't really deserve that high marks..
but anyhow,
thanks alot to our very cooperative classamtes that gave us suh high marks..

Hmmm...Lots of thinks to 'fan' and think of lately...
Some of them knew why..heheh
But I myself not sure to the answer or the things that is bothering me...
haha..don't care d la...
just let it be..
Follow the flow..

went to Ipoh with my friends few days back...and taken some pics..but the pics is not with me now..
I know i still owe you guys the photos of the buffet dinner I had at Syuen Hotal...
and now the pictures I took at Ipoh..hehe..

Will get back to you guys soon k?with the photos that I've promised..heheh...

and here you are...the song for today is
Waiting for you by Anson Hu, 胡彦斌



here's the lyrics in both Mandarin and Pin yin..

金色的舞鞋伴著音樂
Jin se de wu xie ban zhe yin yue
Golden dancing slippers accompanying the music

Baby, 你的眼睛是一彎深邃的湖水
Baby, Ni de yan jing shi yi wan shen sui de hu shui
Baby, Your eyes like a well of deep, unending lake water

Oh, 忽明忽滅
Oh, Hu ming hu mie
Oh, Suddenly bright, then suddenly dark

掩藏不可思議的美
Yan cang bu ke si yi de mei
Concealing an inconceivable beauty

讓我暈眩像在懸崖邊
Rang wo yun xuan xiang zai xuan yai bian
It made me feel dizzy... as though I were standing on the edge of a cliff

誰知一睜眼就不見
Shei zhi yi zheng yan jiu bu jian
How was I to know that, when I opened my eyes, it would all be gone?

Waiting for you
I'm waiting for you
Waiting for you... kiss me at tonight

為何你, Cinderella
Wei he ni, Cinderella
Oh, why, Cinderella?

留給我一望無際的思念
Liu gei wo yi wang wu ji de si nian
Why did you leave me with this longing, this endless longing?

Waiting for you
I'm waiting for you
Waiting for you... come here to my dream

牽著你不斷旋轉
Qian zhe ni bu duan xuan zhuan
I'll take your hand, twirl and spin us around endlessly...

一直到黑髮成了銀線
Yi zhi dao hei fa cheng le yin xian
Until our black hair fades into strands of silver

Waiting for you
Waiting for you
直到永遠
Zhi dao yong yuan
Until the end of time

source: in yin lyrics from AsianFanatics

v(^_^)v
~luv & hugs~muakss
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Sunday, June 20, 2010

很想说

YES!!One step closer to the event already.
Hope everything will go on smoothly...heheh

Didn't feel quite well today,
but already recovered la..hehe

Mun Hon is backed from UK and I went over to Ipoh last night to have dinner with him and also my other cousins.
Had buffet dinner at Syuen Hotel,
promotion Rm 48++(if I'm not mistaken)..
and it's buy 3 free 1...
promotion till end of June if not mistaken..heheh

took some pictures of what I had there...
but then my memory card is not here with me...
so will upload again soon ok>hehe
and of course, the best thing of this buffet is
it offers JAPANESE cuisine..hehe...

and my all time favourite..
SAKE SASHIMI!!!!..
haha...
ate alot yesterday..

Oh Yeah..
World Cup fever is on for everyone right?
Last night went to watch England's match..
sigh.. disappointed..
hahah
I myself didn't know that I could crave for football that much..wakak

Hmmm...
guess I'm finally getting used to it..
will be having my first presentation and assignment deadline on Monday..
hope everything will be fine..
hope I can gain back my concentration and courage...

Song for today is 很想说 by li sheng jie...
oh yea...talk about li sheng jie,
Chao Tiong's duet with him was GREAT!!!

will link it again next blog...
so for today just enjoy 很想说 first k?
hmmmm...those who knew what happen will know why I like this song recently..haha...
;p



and here are the lyrics in both Chinese and pinyin and also translation


(You Are So Beautiful To Me)
在我眼里你永遠最美 連你一個微笑也都會讓我醉
zai wo yan li ni yong yuan zui mei lian ni yi ge wei xiao ye dou hui rang
wo zui
In my eyes you''ll always be the most beautiful, even just a smile from you sends me reeling

你所謂的幸福我想給 以為手不放開就是痴心絕對
ni suo wei de xing fu wo xiang gei yi wei shou bu fang kai jiu shi chi
xin jue dui
Your so-called happiness I want to give you I thought that holding on tight was a rash decision

太愚昧 難道 笑容沒了 距离有了 快樂也走了
tai yu mei nan dao xiao rong mei le ju li you le kuai le ye zou le
Too ignorant Could it be? Smiling expression gone, now there's distance between us, happiness has also left

還是 真心死了 彼此不信任了 終于懂了 真的
hai shi zhen xin si le bi ci bu xin ren le zhong yu dong le zhen de
Or did sincerity die? We don't trust each other anymore. I finally know that this is real..

很想說有你是幸福的 很想說我的心是你的
hen xiang shuo you ni shi xing fu de hen xiang shuo wo de xin shi ni de
I really want to say that you are happiness, that my heart is yours

很想說你真的誤解了 很想說你真的忘記了 My Love
hen xiang shuo ni zhen de wu jie le hen xiang shuo ni zhen de wang ji le My Love
I really want to say that you've misunderstood, that you've truly forgotten my love

笑容沒了 距离有了 快樂也走了
xiao rong mei le ju li you le kuai le ye zou le
Could it be? Smiling expression gone, now there's distance between us, happiness has also left

還是 真心死了 彼此不信任了 終于懂了 真的
hai shi zhen xin si le bi ci wo xing ren le zhong yu dong le zhen de
Or did sincerity die? We don't trust each other anymore. I finally know that this is real..

很想說有你是幸福的 很想說我的心是你的
hen xiang shuo you ni shi xing fu de hen xiang shuo wo de xin shi ni de
I really want to say that you are happiness, that my heart is yours
很想說你真的誤解了 很想說你真的忘記了
hen xiang shuo ni zhen de wu jie le hen xiang shuo ni zhe de wang ji le
I really want to say that you've misunderstood, that you've truly forgotten

很想說會好好疼你的 很想說愛你是自由的
hen xiang shuo hui hao hao teng ni de heng xiang shuo ai ni she zi you de
I really want to say that I'll love you dearly, that loving you is my choice

很想說你是否听見了 很想說你真的忘記了
hen xiang shuo ni shi fou ting jian le hen xiang shuo ni zhen de wang ji le
I really want to say that you didn't hear it, that you've truly forgotten

愛了 就有堅持理由 別說 我會留在路口
ai le jiu shi jian chi li you bie shuo wo hui liu zai lu kou
Having loved is remaining committed to reason Don't say anything - I will stay at the intersection

不會走 愛你會直到最后
bu hui zou ai ni hui zhi dao zui hou
I won't keep walking, loving you I will remain there forever

很想說有你是幸福的 很想說我的心是你的
hen xiang shuo you ni shi xing fu de hen xiang shuo wo de xin shi ni de
I really want to say that you are happiness, that my heart is yours

很想說你真的誤解了 很想說你真的忘記了
hen xiang shuo ni zhen de wu jie le hen xiang shuo ni zhe de wang ji le
I really want to say that you've misunderstood, that you've truly forgotten

很想說會好好疼你的 很想說愛你是自由的
hen xiang shuo hui hao hao teng ni de heng xiang shuo ai ni she zi you
de
I really want to say that I'll love you dearly, that loving you is my choice

很想說你是否听見了 很想說我們可不可以 复合
hen xiang shuo ni shi fou ting hian le hen xiang shuo wo men ke bu ke yi
fu he
I really want to say that you didn't hear it I really want to ask if we can be together again

v(^_^)v
~luv & hugs~muakss
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