It's been quite some time since I last updated my blog here... Well.. Im bACK...hahah
was kind of busy for the past few weeks, then I was LAzY to update here as well..haha..
Mass Comm Night is finally over.. and Frankly speaking, I MISS THE EVENT!! LOTS!!
though organizing and handling events are tiring and tough, but we enjoyed a lot and what's more when it's my first event.. EXCITED..and YEAH...it's SUCCESSFUL!!!!!
Great job guys... everyone did their very best to make this event a success.. and I'm proud to say that this is the FIRST official event that UTAR allows us to invite artistes to be our guest performer..
Previously UTAR Karaokay Competition did invited once, but they came as a judge.. ours is just here to enjoy and entertain the crowd.. all I can say that it's GREAT..
Who I invited? invited one of my friend.. Kah Jun, 2008 top 10 finalist of ASQ, and is now famous for his canto pop, titled 三个字
Let's speak no more and let the pictures do the rest....
It is indeed a very tiring night.. but then I did enjoy the night alot.. Hope those who came for the event will enjoy as much as I do...
I've been kind of emo again lately.. especially last night.. and this time, I am confirm that I got emo because of you.. haha..
Sigh.. Was it my fault to bring up the issue? Was it my mistake?or your mistake? I don't know.. as I already cannot differentiate what is right and what is wrong
You asked me to believe you You said you were just very good friends but how can I believe with those posts that I saw?
You said you were just friends, asked me not to think too much.. but I did not think.. I just hope you will tell me the truth, and I will congratulate you..
I'm serious and sincere.. I don't mean anything else...
It's been around 2 weeks that I have not updated my blog.. The passed 2 weeks weren't very good for me.
I'd found out things that I wouldn't want to know, waited for someone who promised me something but always never turn up..
Things just don't go the way I want them to be.. but this always happens huh?hehehe
I was really down and emo for the past week.. Don't ask me.. I myself also don't know why.. but You, might be one of the reason.. and the other reasons were merely about my boring life here in Kampar and studies.. Well, I guess I used to have this homesick if I don't go home for quite sometime..
I just missed my mom and home damn lots.. but what can I do? No time, no budget..ahah
and You, I don't wanna care anymore.. You already have someone else in your mind.. but I just don't understand why are there so many lies? Is it just so hard to tell the truth? I really don't understand and don't know what you are thinking.. Maybe like what my friend said earlier "Guys and Gals, came from 2 different planet, that's why they will never understand each other" Is that true?
You're starting to affect my mood.. I don't hope much though.. Just hope that you'll be happy enough.. and also hope that you will not affect me anymore..
Everytime when I saw your posts at my page or your msg, I will have mood swings.. I was thinking.. Should I remove you from my lists? Should I stop and block all the way that I can contact you and vice versa? at least until I can get rid of this weird thinking in me? Why do I feel so pain now? I really don't und..
Well, if were to compare to my past relationship(though not started) I felt the pain..hurt alot.. but it wasn't as bad as how I felt.. NOW....
Studies.. I've been slacking and slacking and slacking ALOT.. I dun have the passion in me.. the fire in me.. it's already week 7 now.. Midterm's this Saturday.. Assignments due 2 weeks later.. but we have not started anything yet..
Week 14 is just a blink of an eye away from us.. This sem, really have to go through.. If not, DEAD..
What can I do? to make myself concentrate? focus on the right path? Im already on the wrong path..
I also would like to say a million THANK YOU to my Ji Mui's here in Kampar.. Sin Wei, Pei Woon, and Tze Jinq.. Last week, especially Wed, was really a bad day for me.. I finally cried my heart out that day.. It has been in me for very long, but I just couldn't cry..
And on Thurs, had lunch with Woon, and Jinq.. We were chatting about what happened and chatted about love.. Me and Woon, had almost the same experience, but I bet, her situation is better than mine..
We were chatting about that and talked about what song suits us most, what song should we sing and all.. and then.. "Let's go Sing K right now" and we woke Sin Wei up and off we go to A box and sang for 5 hours..
Thanks alot my dears... really brighten up my day...
The song below, is by FIR, 你很爱她.. dedicated specially to you.. stay happy always..
dang ni jueding ni yao likai wo 当你决定你要离开我 When you decided you wanted to leave me
wo meiyou shuo shenme, jiu dangzuo ni ziyou 我没有说什么 就当作你自由 I didn't say much Just treated you as you were free
-----##----- you hao ji ci wo dou xiang wanliu 有好几次我都想挽留 So many times I wanted to pull back
kuqiu ye meiyou yong, 哭求也没有用 Intense begging was of no use
jiu dangzuo shi jimo 就当作是寂寞 Just treated it as loneliness
yinwei wo neng mingbai 因为我能明白 Because I can understand
ta de wenrou, dui ni shi zhong jietuo 她的温柔 对你是种解脱 Her kindness was a kind of release for you
jiu tanbai gaosu wo, shei shi ni de zui ai 就坦白告诉我 谁是你的最爱 Just honestly tell me Who do you love the most? ------------
-----REFF----- qishi ni hen ai ta, dui wo de chengfa 其实你很爱她 对我的惩罚 Actually you really love her As my punishment
shuo ni meiyou xiang ta, shi kelian wo ba 说你没有想她 是可怜我吧 Saying you didn't think of her was pitying me, right?
wo yi meiyou jiekou, zhineng fangshou 我已没有借口 只能放手 I already don't have any excuses I can only let go
bu gan sheqiu, ni shuo ai wo 不敢奢求 你说爱我 I don't dare demand you to say you love me
qishi ni hen ai ta, ta hen wenrou ma 其实你很爱她 她很温柔吗 Actually you really love her Is she really gentle?
qishi ni henxiang ta, jiu shuo chukou ba 其实你很想她 就说出口吧 Actually you really miss her Just say it
wo yi bu xiang duo shuo, wu zhu erduo 我已不想多说 捂朵 捂住耳朵 I already don't want to say too much I cover my ears
bu xiang zaici, tingdao ni shuo, ni hen ai ta 不想再次 听到你说 你很爱她 Don't want to hear you say again that you really love her
