Neway Karaoke

YuhHOOoo.. My first post after I'm back in PG..
I was back on Thurs.. but have been so busy till now only can online..hehe..
Went out with Lin Hui and Sin Mei on Fri..
Went to the newly opened Neway Karaoke at Queensbay..
It's so nice..just that the service is kind of SLOW..
We were there for around 2 hrs and still haven't ordered yet..and the tidbits is expensive..hehe
but I've only got 3 of the pics of myself here..haha..the rest of the pics are in Sin Mei's camera..hehe



and I guess that's all first la..
I'll update one by one accordingly k?or else this post will be very very long..heheh

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~luv & hugs~muakss
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Lately, my life turns upside down..

Coz my life now turned 360 degrees...

when ppl wake up, I sleep

when ppl sleep, Im awake..

but now, I still haven't study yet..
Tues is my exam d

sigh..

haha..

Tho emotion not stable lately,

but then,

I'm very happy lately..

Met new friends,

Good news from other friends..

Seeing ppl happy is happy enough for me...

There's something that I'm proudly to announce,

You mean nothing to me anymore..

I know I can never meet another person that can make me feel the same way

I know that even I have let it go,

but then, you're still an important friend to me..

and there's always a place for u..

If you ever needed someone to turn to,

I will always be there..

but then, I'm proudly to tell myself and everyone that

I'm healing..

and I'm feeling better..

browse thru your page the other day...

The feelings were different now..

Guess this time, I can really let go luu...

Let go everything which I couldn't do so for this 4 yrs..

I'm proud of myself..hehe

after so long......

I can finally walk away from you...

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~luv & hugs~muakss

*¦Têññêê a.k.a.*¦¢µ±!e_Gîr£¦* a.k.a §ümlvlèr ¦*

Happy Mothers' Day

First of all,

Would like to take this opportunity to all the mom in this world ,

HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY!!

And then now to my dearest mommy,

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!!

I can't be at home celebrate mothers' day with you again this year...

but anyhow, I did a video for you..

My very first video production..

Hope that you'll like it..hehe

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~luv & hugs~muakss

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3 down..2 to go

Had my 3rd paper for finals today..

One of the toughest paper in this sem...

Comm Theories..

But anyhow, the paper wasn't that bad after all..

though I don't have enough time to finish it and my answers will not give me good results,

but at least, I was happy and was kind of satisfied..

I could get better grades at first,

but I was concentrating on another chapter, and forgotten about the first few chapters I memorised..

the questions were like how I spotted,

I was lucky..but then, haha..too bad I forgotten thte answers..hahah

but then I can assure you that this paper is definitely better than yesterday's..

While I was studying hard last night,

I saw this link that was shared by Han Lin..

and I was touched by it..

It was the theme song of the Disney film , "The prince of Egypt"

Whitney Houston and Mariah Carey's 'When you believe'

I fell in love with this song straight away...

it was very long but I love it..

I love the chorus part of the lyrics which goes like this:

There can be miracles, When you believe

Though hope is frail, it's hard to kill

Who knows what miracles, you can achieve

When you believe, somehow you will

You will when you believe

I find this very meaningful..and We should start to believe...

This is the MV from Youtube..

Many nights we've prayed
With no proof anyone could hear
In our hearts a hopeful song
We barely understood

Now we are not afraid
Although we know there's much to fear
We were moving mountains long
Before we knew we could


There can be miracles, when you believe
Though hope is frail, it's hard to kill
Who knows what miracles you can achieve
When you believe, somehow you will
You will when you believe


In this time of fear
When prayers so often prove(s) in vain
Hope seems like the summer birds
Too swiftly flown away

Yet now I'm standing here
My heart's so full I can't explain
Seeking faith and speaking words
I never thought I'd say

There can be miracles, when you believe
Though hope is frail, it's hard to kill
Who knows what miracles you can achieve
When you believe, somehow you will
You will when you believe


They don't (always happen) when you ask
(Oh)
And it's easy to give in to your fears
(Oh...Ohhhh)
But when you're blinded by your pain
Can't see your way straight throught the rain
(A small but )still resilient voice
Says (hope is very near)
(Ohhh)

There can be miracles
(Miracles)
When you believe
(Lord, when you believe)
Though hope is frail
(Though hope is frail)
It's hard to kill
(Hard to kill, Ohhh)
Who knows what miracles,you can achieve
When you believe, somehow you will(somehow,somehow, somehow)
somehow you will
You will when you believe

You will when you
You will when you believe
Just believe...in your heart
Just believe
You will when you believe~

(lyrics from sing365.com)

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~luv & hugs~muakss

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Hurt~Again

Once, and again, I'm disappointing you..

Just finished my 2nd paper, and I can officially tell you..4 words...

G~O~N~E!!!!!!!!!!

When I had my IPC exam in Y1S2,

I came out from the exam hall and hugged my friend and cried..

Trauma and shocked and blank and... speechless..

That was the first time I cried after an exam..

This time,

Y2S1,

the first time,

I went for exam, and I don't know how to do..

out of 6 questions..

I couldn't do even half of it..

and I doubt that I could ever pass this paper with my such low coursework marks..

Yeah..I was sad and down.. damn emo..

Everyone was facing the same problem that I'm facing now..

I was trying very hard to hold back my tears..

I was trying very hard to not repeat the histories..

but.. I failed... FAILED>....

Talked to my mom over the phone just now..

told her that I just came back from exam..

She asked: "How's it? ok ma?"

then I replied : "from my tone and the way I talked, you know how I did"

told her that this sem, I will die very badly..

and I mean it..

I don't even dare to hope to get better result..

I just hope that I could maintain so that I still can manage to buck up next sem

She then asked me have I eaten and had my meal

I told her no..

Yeah.. I did ate a bit before exam, but I just couldn't finish it..

then, was too nervous and scared..

no appetite..

Now, was too down and sad..

no appetite..

She then told me not to stressed up myself too much..

asked me to take care of myself..

I couldn't stand anymore...

Tears keep on dropping..

heart keep on aching

This song is dedicated specially for you me dear mama

Daddy,

I've once again disappointed you..

I've once again failed to fulfilled what I have promised you..

I'm just so... pathetic... hopeless...

and again.. HURT from Christina Aguilera... I'm sorry for hurting you..

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~luv & hugs~muakss

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Disappointed

Sigh... Thursday will be another paper.. Comm Tech.. The coursework marks just released today... damn emo..

My 2nd lowest coursework marks...

Got only 24.5 nia..

sigh..so sad...

Lowest is 23.. Brand Management..

but then I should be thankful that it is at least a pass..

Coz there's another tutor, gave extremely low marks and this has become a hot issue no matter in the word of mouth nor in Facebook

Everyone especially the PR students is not satisfied with their coursework marks..

I'm not very satisfied with mine either,

but at least, I should be thankful for what I've got compared to them..

Well, there's 2 more paper, continuously on Thurs and Fri..

Sigh, I also don't know if I can cope..

I just couldn't focus on what I'm doing..

Suddenly felt very emo...aarghhhh......

Song for today is from SHE's new album SHERO... With the titile, 少了一个人 （Without You）

Shao Le Yi Ge Ren
少了一个人
Missing Someone (Official trans: Without You)


peng you ju hui chao nao de kuai le zai ta men li kai yi hou bian xi bo
朋友聚会吵闹的快乐 在她们离开以后变稀薄
The happiness of gathering together with friends bickering away, fades away once they leave

zou lu hui jia hui xiang shan dong de wo tu ran ke wang you ren neng lai jie wo
走路回家 回像山洞的窝 突然渴望有人 能来接我
As I walk home to that cave-like house, I suddenly wish there was someone who could come pick me up

pao zhe re shui zai yu shi lai zhe si nian que ye bei gun tang mao yan le
泡著热水在浴室赖著 思念却也被滚烫冒烟了
In the bath, soaking in hot water, even my thoughts of you boil and turn to smoke

zui hou de jian xun kan dao neng bei le duo jiu mei you zai lian luo yi xiang hai shi tong
最后的简讯 看到能背了 多久没有再联络 一想还是痛
The last text message, I can even memorise it now. How long since we talked? It still hurts when I think about it

shao le yi ge ren chong ai wo
少了一个人宠爱我
Missing someone to love me

peng you de ai cheng fen jiu shi bu tong
朋友的爱 成分就是不同
Love from friends, just isn't the same

zui nan guo shi xiao zhe mian dui bei xian mu zi you
最难过 是笑著面对被羡慕自由
The saddest is smiling as others admire my freedom

lian hen jiu de cheng shu ye kuai zhe yan bu zhu ji mo
练很久的成熟 也快遮掩不住 寂寞
The maturity I've been practising for so long, can't cover up my loneliness for much longer

ma ma zai dian hua li gua nian wo shang ci yu yan you zhi ta hai ji de
妈妈在电话裏挂念我 上次欲言又止她还记得
Mama tells me on the phone that she misses me, she still remembers the last time I wanted to say something yet didn't

xi huan zhuang mei shi qi shi zui lei le dan wo qing chu hen duo shi ku le ye mei yong
喜欢装没事 其实最累了 但我清楚很多事 哭了也没用
I like to pretend there's nothing wrong when actually I'm really tired. But I know that there are many things there's no use crying about

shao le yi ge ren yong bao wo
少了一个人拥抱我
Missing someone to embrace me

na zhong yong bao neng gou wang le suo you
那种拥抱 能够忘了所有
That embrace, can make me forget everything

liang ge ren jiu suan xia xue hou chi jiao ni zhe feng
两个人 就算下雪后赤脚逆著风
Even after it snows, when two people are barefoot in the wind

ye bu jue de bing dong hai xiao de bi yang guang chi re
也不觉得冰冻 还笑得比阳光 炽热
It doesn't feel ice-cold, our smiles are warmer than the sun's rays

shao le yi ge ren dong de wo
少了一个人懂得我
Missing someone who understands me

neng gou ti hui wo jue qiang you cui ruo
能够体会 我倔强又脆弱
Someone who knows when I'm being stubborn or feel weak

bu ji chou wen rou yuan liang wo qing xu tai bo dong
不记仇 温柔原谅我情绪太波动
Someone who won't hold grudges, gently forgive my sudden changes in mood

yong lei guang she bu de rong hua wo lei ji de ji mo
用泪光舍不得 融化我累积的 寂寞
Someone who can't bear to see me use teardrops to dissolve the loneliness I've built up

hen gu zhi wu tiao jian ai wo cong lai mei bian guo
很固执 无条件爱我从来没变过
Someone who'll be persistent, unconditionally love me for never changing who I am

zai da chao de shi hou hui bao zhe wo chen mo bu dong
在大吵的时候 会抱著我 沉默 不动
And when it's noisy, someone who will hug me, quietly, without movement

English translation by catalie @ http://asianfanatics.net/
Pinyin translation by kimuchi08 @http://www.chunellafc.phpbb9.com/
Please credit the translators &http://bananaxmushroom.blogspot.com/ and include this note if/when transferring elsewhere.

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~luv & hugs~muakss

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STUDY STUDY STUDY!~~!!!!

I need motivations...

Mother's day is coming...

Just a week more..

My dearest dearest mommy...

I LOVE YOU!!!1 MUAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAKKSsssssssssssSSSSSSSSS

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~luv & hugs~muakss

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