到此为止

Merdeka!!
Malaysia 又大一岁了。。
Merdeka Eve 应该很多人去庆祝了吧？
可是我只是留在家看 Running Man 而已。。

原本以为要早睡
因为明天有Duty。。
早上6点就要醒了。。
但。。
我到现在都还没睡。。

睡不着？
为什么？
我也不懂

本来还好好的我
听到你对我说的那些话过后
我是真的开心。。。
也真的想祝福。。。

但原来。。
我还是会有那心酸的感觉
原来我一直以为没在胡思乱想的自己
已经把一切都放下了的自己
都是我自己骗自己而已

在这第291天里
原来我还是还在原地的我。。

谢谢你的坦白
我真的很高兴
因为我从来没想过
你会对我说。。

但。。
我也从来都没想过你的坦白和坦诚
竟然是对我的残忍
当我在很开心的祝福着你的同时
我的眼泪，突然失控了
到了今天才发现
原来我一直留在原地
我。。 还是跟以往一样
从来没变过

很想好好地睡一觉。。
但一闭上眼，
那些不该想的事。。
那些不该记得的话
一一的重复在我脑海里。。

我想。。
不管怎样
真的要跟特别的你说
到此为止了。。
虽然，曾经说过很多次可是结果还一样
但这次不会了，
这次是真的、
到此为止

就让我今晚好好的睡一觉吧
过了今天以后，
明天就会是新的开始开始

 

 v(^_^)v
~luv & hugs~muakss
*¦Têññêê a.k.a.*¦¢µ±!e_Gîr£¦* a.k.a §ümlvlèr ¦*

Is it good, or bad?

Is it good or bad?
That I am finally leaving my current work place...
Due to some issue in the company..
I'm leaving my current position..
but to start anew at another new company that is belongs to the same owner...
Everything Start from Scratch...

Complicated isn't it?
Well.. This might be  a challenge.. for me..
But I'm sure I'm gonna be able to take it.. and face it..
Coz I know I have you with me..
guiding me all the while.. and blessing me above..
the one that always gives me courage after all..
My dear Daddy...

I'm gonna be in this current position company till end of the month..
I was more calm and stable that I expected Im gonna react..
But I was calm..
Until Angie came to hugged me..
that is when my tears chooses not to listen to me anymore..

Anyhow..
I don't see myself as leaving this company..
I'm just seeing myself as changing an environment for work
Guess I'm gonna miss the joy and laughter we had here in the current office..
with all the great colleagues I have here with me..supports and all

and you...
thanks for accompanying when I was down..
When I needed someone to talk to..
Thanks a lot..

I came across this new song from Fiona Sit few weeks back I guess..
Heard it from One FM Station..
It's quite nice...
and so,
I would like to share this song here with you guys here...
and specially dedicated to You.. THanks ya...



Better Me - Fiona Sit

远处海港传来阵阵船笛
Yuan chu hai gang chuan lai zhen zhen chuan di

我一直飘零到陪你拣起
Wo yi zhi piao ling dao pei ni jian qi
如今望着反映窗户玻璃
Ru jin wang zhe fan ying chuang hu bo li
有个我陌生又熟悉
You ge wo mo sheng you shu xi

I can smile a little more
I can smile a little more
Sing a little more
Sing a little more
Feel a little more
Feel a little more
全因为你
Quan yin wei ni
说好了要为幸福 一天天地练习
Shuo hao le yao wei xing fu yi tian tian di lian xi

练习 laugh a little more
Lian xi laugh a little more
Love myself a little more
Love myself a little more
要学会更加善待我自己
Yao xue hui geng jia shan dai wo ji zi
为你我变成了Better me
Wei ni wo bian cheng le Better me

什么距离都不算是真的分离
Shen me ju li dou bu suan shi zhen de fen li
想念和默契能代替一切言语
Xiang nian he mo qi neng dai ti yi qie yan yu
有一天生命会老去 还好谢谢有你
You yi tian sheng ming hui lao qu hai hao xie xie you ni
在你眼中 I see the better in me
Zai ni yan zhong I see the better in me

Coz I can smile a little more
Coz I can smile a little more
Sing a little more
Sing a little more
Feel a little more 全因为你
Feel a little more quan yin wei ni
说好了要为幸福 一天天地练习

Shuo hao le yao wei xing fu yi tian tian di lian xi

练习 laugh a little more
Lian xi laugh a little more
Love myself a little more
Love myself a little more
要学会更加善待我自己
Yao xue hui geng jia shan dai wo ji zi
为你我变成了Better me
Wei ni wo bian cheng le Better me


就是那么神奇
jiu shi na me shen qi
从前的错都有意义
Cong qian de cuo dou you yi yi
教我抛开所有猜疑也许
Jiao wo pao kai suo you cai yi ye xu
我也美丽 值得一个奇迹
Wo ye mei li zhi de yi ge qi ji

我的眼泪会坠落
Wo de yan lei hui zhui luo
绝不是因为懦弱
jue bu shi yin wei nuo ruo
而是感谢天 让我遇见你
er shi gan xie tian rang wo yu jian ni
不然今天就不能如此地有勇气
Bu ran jin tian jiu bu neng ru ci di you yong qi

Now I promise to you
Now I promise to you
And I can swear to you
And I can swear to you
为你我一定加倍 珍惜我自己
Wei ni qo yi ding jia bei zhen xi wo zi ji
做一个值得你骄傲的 Better me
Zuo yi ge zhi de ni jiao ao de Better Me

一个值得你爱的 Better Me
Yi ge zhi de ni ai de Better Me

v(^_^)v
~luv &hugs~muakss
 *¦Têññêê a.k.a.*¦¢µ±!e_Gîr£¦* a.k.a §ümlvlèr ¦*

A meaningful holiday

上个星期onleave 了两天。。

跟家人去了小小的旅行
就当做给自己放个假吧。。。
没去什么好玩的地方。。
只是去了云顶而已
虽然只是云顶。。但跟家人一起。。
就算去那里也是开心的

这几天里。。
去了好多地方
而这些地方。。
让我想起了你
但别担心。。。
当我回想着这些回忆时，
我是笑着的

这些回忆再也不是痛苦的回忆
当那些画面一一在我脑海里重复又重复时
眼泪在也没有留下来了。。而我是笑着面对的

人。。重要长大的
也需要时间。。
在这第236天里。。
我。。还是活的好好的
希望你也一样

虽然很久没和你聊天
但，我知道
你一直都过得很好
这样。。已经足够了。。

谢谢你。。
谢谢你带给我的那些甜蜜的回忆
我一定能熬过去。。一定会撑下去
因为。。
我还是我.。。 ♥♥♥

好啦。。
话不多说了，
我们来看超片吧。。。

Me dear Jaryl.. He's grown up le...

 

我的宝贝们。。。My dearies...

The weather in Genting is indeed good.. but too bad I didn't get to go play

My fav Salmon in Ipoh's Pasar Malam...

After all the things that have happened, 

It's time for us to let go.. 

Not to cling on to the past anymore...

Came across this song lately..

and I felt so touched...

It was from a HK Drama..

the song titled 'Everybody told me'

Let's enjoy the song.. and the lyrics below...

  

Everybody told me 
Everybody told me that you would leave me, 
and now you've gone. 
I'm tired, what's up tired of crying. 
Don't you know that part of me is dying. 
Everybody told me that you would leave me, 
and now you've gone. 
oh baby now you've gone. 
Everybody told me that you would hurt me, 
and yes you did, em~ 
You lied, you lied and cheated. 
DON'T you know that you broke my heart into pieces. 
Everybody told me that you would hurt me, 
and now you did, 
oh baby yes you did. 
I'm tired, what's up tired of crying. 
Don't you know that part of me is dying. 
Everybody told me that you would leave me, 
and now you've gone. 
oh~ now you've gone.

 v(^_^)v

 ~luv & hugs~muakss

 *¦Têññêê a.k.a.*¦¢µ±!e_Gîr£¦* a.k.a §ümlvlèr ¦*

Eve Lynn's Birthday

24 June - Eve Lynn's Birthday..

knew her for so so long.. 

but I guess this is the first time celebrating her Birthday with her...

and also the first time drinking with her..

My dear God-Sis...

knew her since I was.. 9?

haha.. couldn't remember much.. either 8 or 9 years old..

where we both always hang out at the video shop below my house..

Sometimes she'll follow my family's outing..

Sometimes I'll follow their family's outing...

I still believe I followed them to Taiping trip.. haha.

went to the zoo.. then half way raining.. 

then went to Taiping's museum..

and almost every weekend overnight at my place..

Sigh..

those were the days...

things were so easy..

times were so fun then...

but then.. 

everyone is busy with their tight schedule...

But despite all that, 

we still keep in touch and glad that you invited me to you Party..

hehe...

Had great times there... 

Happy Birthday sis...

May all your wishes come true..

and faster get married la.. heheheh

I need to diet, save money, buy new gown.. 

lots of things to prepare wan leh.. heheh

so must let me know early ah.. 

<3

Time for pictures again...

Getting ready to go out...

Me and Angie @ Cheers Pub Time Square..

(Thanks Gie for accompanying me to the party)

Our fav selfshot moment in the toilet.. wakkaak

Cake Cutting time... make a wishhhh

Happy Birthday Sis..

v(^_^)v

~luv &hugs~muakss 

*¦Têññêê a.k.a.*¦¢µ±!e_Gîr£¦* a.k.a §ümlvlèr ¦*

Marriage Proposal 160612

16 June 2012...

A very special day...

Eric, has got 2 clients from Macau coming to Penang for Holidays...

Well, this is not just any other assignment but a big and important one..

That day was the 8th years Anniversary of the couple.. 

and the guy planned to proposed to his gf on that day itself..

We then agreed to help Eric for this is a very meaningful event..

I've always love to help people.. 

What's more when this helps 2 lovely couple to be together forever...

This kind of situation, 

I've usually seen it only on TVs and Online..

But this is the very first time we prepared everything and helping someone to propose.. 

and witnessing it with my very own eyes...

It was really sweet.. and touching..

The guy is a policeman in their hometown... aged 28..

The girl, aged 25.. occupation - unknown.. haha.. coz I never talked to them befre.. haha

This sweet  couple have been together for 8 years but they were separated once before.. 

Thank God that they are now back together...

the guy, 

prepared a diamond ring to propose to her.. and it's big.. seriously no joke. 

Well, you cant compare the HK proposal and Msia proposal la.. hahaha...

He even prepared a file.. 

inside the file.. was some comic pictures drew by him..

and the love stories among them..

When I first read the story, 

Even though I don't really understand everything that is written by the guy
I was touched myself.. so you can guess how the girl would actually felt la...

 This is my another dear in 88.. Hema..

The flower nice right? hehhee..

It's actually the flower for the gal..

just that we curi the flower and take photo only.. hope you dont mind la har.. hehehe

Well, it's actually my first time hugging a bouquet of roses.. hahah

The flower petals looks nice right?? 

behind the scene...

 A lil surprise for the couple in their room.. 

1st attempt

but end up we changed to this..

the couple in the restaurant

after proposal.. Congrats to them...
there's actually a video recorded the process of him proposing.. stay tune for it..

A lil gift from the sweet couple... Thanks a lot Blackie and Mandy.. 

Dedicate this song to you.. know both of you like the song...
Happy together and Congrats...

v(^_^)v 

~luv & hugs~muakss 

*¦Têññêê a.k.a.*¦¢µ±!e_Gîr£¦* a.k.a §ümlvlèr ¦*

2012 my day

This year's Birthday was something different compared to the previous years..

This is the first year that I didn't celebrate with my buddies from high school.. 

Well, Celebrated this year's birthday with 88 Colleagues and some friends at Red and also Mois.

Have been drinking alot.. hahah

First day at Red everyone keep on ask me to bottoms up and I kept running away from them.. hahah

Those who know me knew that I cannot drink.. 

Though I have already prepared to get drunk these 2 days.. but still ahaha.. I rather not.. hehehe

My Birthday wish this year.. was the same X'mas wish i had few months back.. 

But I knew it won't happen...

I'd always hope to celebrate my day, xmas, or new year with someone I loved.. 

I did it during Xmas and New Year.. but I knew the last wish will not happen.. 

It'll be impossible for you to travel so far just for a party..

It's been 152 days now.. 

Silly me.. 

How I wish miracles are real.. 

and that I do have surprise on that day...

Even until late.. 

Im still hold on to my phone.. 

waiting for the sms from you..

waiting for you to wish me 'Happy Birthday'

Just a simple wish from you.. would make things so so different..

Let's stop bull sh*ting and show you some photos we took during my day... 

Day 1: Red @ Belisa Row

The Singer for the day.. Rachel.. Thanks girl for the wonderful songs

and this is Justeen a.k.a Pig Uncle.. Started to call him that ever since he started to call me AngryPig.

Time for SelfShot... Angel, Angie and me...

My Cake Cutting and look @ the face.. sighhh... my hair and dress all kena.. sad...

Cheers... <3

Thanks to Andy, Josh & Angel for the doggy.. it has its name now.. called Whitiee

Another photo with pig uncle..

and of course.. must have more picture with my dearie Angie Baby..  There's a funny way of communication between the 2 of us.. that is we MUST quarrel everyday.. haha. but no matter what.. we still love each other.. <3<3

Day 2: Mois @ UPR

2nd day celebration with different friends.. but of course.. my dearest from 88 were here with me also

Time to PARTTTTYYYY!!!!

This is another gang.. Kenny and his friend.. Figuring out how to open the bottle..wakkakka

Self Shot time @ toilet..wakakaka

Me and Gary.. was thinking this guy looks familiar.. 

Then found out.. yuan lai I got his FB de.. wakakak

Me and Nick

Andrew.. Thanks for the Flaming Lambo.. though it wasn't Flaming.. haha

And of course.. Gie...

pretty babes from 88

Me with the Leng Zais...

Another pic of me and Gary.. oopss.. hopefully his gf(if any) don't come find me.. ahaha

Despite the thoughts I had in mind... 

I did enjoy my day... Let's look on to the future and continue partyyyyy....

Life Goes On....

v(^_^)v

 ~luv & hugs~muakss
*¦Têññêê a.k.a.*¦¢µ±!e_Gîr£¦* a.k.a §ümlvlèr ¦*