The killing weather

Weather is so so hot that it makes you feel like exploding...

Just reach hotel and preparing for work.. but this weather is really affectiing my mood...

It's been so long since i last updated over here.. there's so so much to say.. so so much.. happy n unhappy... im starting to grt lost on my path again.. i once thought i found it..  bt i guess i was once again wrong..

How long only can i finish all these posts? From where shall i start? Mode is on

My special Xmas ♥♥

Xmas is finally here
Hotel is full of Christmas atmosphere,
with the Christmas music playing at the lobby...
Such a warm and lovely festive season...

Working on relief shift on Xmas eve, from 11am - 7pm..
brought all my stuffs along to work so that I could prepare myself at the hotel,
before meeting up with Angie and gang for dinner and gift exchange.

Was kinda excited..
things were planned last minute,
and there's not much time for me to shop for Xmas gift..
had 2 Xmas Gift exchange event this year..

One with Gie and gang, the 88 gang,
and one at the hotel within our FO dept.
and of course, I prepared something for him too.. <3 p="">
So first plan was to dinner and exchange gift with 88 gang,
then PARTY at MOIS,
after countdown, head to Precint 10 SOHO to meet up with the FO Gang

Wanted to upload the photos we took on that day but DAMN
my phone's memory card went wrong and all my photos are now GONE!!!!

Tho the photos are gone..

But the memories will always be there..

It was a really special day...

The day where i was once scared to faced..

Has now became the day that I cant wait to arrive earlier next year..

We are officially together now..

I love you baby..

v(^_^)v
 ~luv & hugs~muakss
*¦Têññêê a.k.a.*¦¢µ±!e_Gîr£¦* a.k.a §ümlvlèr ¦*

~New Beginning, New life~

1st of November 2012,
Officially started my life as a hotelier @ Eastern & Oriental Hotel,
Or better known as the E&O Hotel here in Penang.
Nice name it has,
but only the employees will understand how a hotelier life would be here.

Not to say it's not good,
I enjoyed every bit of my time here at the hotel,
especially when you meet guests that is happy with you and being thankful for what you've done for them,
I felt appreciated, felt I was at least, someone helpful..
Somehow, it did help to gain back the self esteem that never had in me,
or those that I've lost in the past

It's been a month now,
things here are more hectic and tiring compared to the previous one
But,
everything was worth it,
when the guest hold your hand and thank you with all their sincere hearts

One of my Uni senior was here for training as well,
SHe's my role model..
Out-shining all the time,
since Uni till now at work..

Very friendly, very helpful,
all-rounded cheerful girl...
many guests likes her...
or shall I say, LOVE Her...
and always being mentioned in the comment card for being so helpful..
Wonder when will my name appear in the comment card of a guest that actually compliments me?
Long way to go I guess...
But anyhow,

I will work hard for it...


v(^_^)v
~luv & hugs~muakss
*¦Têññêê a.k.a.*¦¢µ±!e_Gîr£¦* a.k.a §ümlvlèr ¦*

Gone too soon

Time flies..
Just like a blink of an eye,
it has been 6 years now..
But it seems like everything have only happened yesterday.

Woke up early in the morning today
and without me realizing
I walked to the back of the kitchen,
stood there looking at the sceneries..
and reminiscing about those days...
as well as exercising like how you always did...

You would always wake up very early,
standing at behind,
exercising by swinging your hands

I, then wake and clean up myself..
and after that,
I would hug you from behind
and wipe my face on the towel on you..
I was still so little then....

Till now,
I could still remember clearly what happen on that day
On the day that you finally leave...
How I held you in my arms..
with my hands covered with your blood
and I could do nothing but to only pray...
Pray that you'll be fine..
Pray that you'll never leave our side..

I was just a few hours ago that I held you in my arms,
and now,
you're gone.. forever...
You've gone too soon daddy..
Gone too soon..

I have yet to earn enough living to support you and mom..
I have yet to fetch you around..
I have yet to do many many things with you...

But, don't worry daddy..
I know you are doing fine up there..
And we are doing well here as well..

Sis have given birth last week..
and Jun will be delivering next month as well
I have found a job in E&O..
and mom is now doing 'part time' helping in confinement
and 'full time' taking care of her grandchildren...

I will work hard Daddy..
to assure mom a better place to stay..
a better future for myself too...

v(^_^)v
 ~luv & hugs~muakss
*¦Têññêê a.k.a.*¦¢µ±!e_Gîr£¦* a.k.a §ümlvlèr ¦*

安心放手

時間過得太快了。。。
7天后。。我的家就會多一位成員了。。
還有10天，我們認識一年了。。
好难得。。
当你觉得你遇见了对的人的时候
他，
原来都不属于你。。也不是你的可能。。
叮当的‘好难得’
真的很有意思。。
真的很喜欢这首歌
因为那个词。。
都是唱着我的心声


今天是我爱上你的第325天了
但我发现。。 我对你的回忆
好像越来越模糊了
是因为我开始放下了吗？
看见你跟她的照片。。
我也忍不住笑了起来
因为我能感觉到
现在的你
是多么的幸福和快乐
有她照顾你，当你的P。A
我这冒牌的P。A终于可以放心的退休了 =）

在你对我报喜的时候
我，遇见了他。。
曾以为，
在你找到你的幸福的同时
我，也找到我的幸福

但我错了。。
对不起。。
真的很对不起
我曾试过，
但，
那不是我想要的结果。。
我只能对你说
对不起



好難得

作詞：木蘭號 陳韋伶 陳沒
作曲：木蘭號 陳韋伶

愛讓我們變得比單身愚笨
也讓我們擁有從未的完整
問也不問就越陷越深
如果不是那個吻 那年會更冷

相信變成了某種特殊天分
緣分只是自欺欺人的天真
想念總是在夜裡狂奔
特別想他著魔的眼神

好難得 你遇見了對的人
難得你很認真不想太多去奮不顧身
好難得 你愛上了對的人
可惜他不是你的可能

我們都曾以為愛就像清晨
原來最難挨過的竟是黃昏
我們都愛過某個詩人
可是詩人也是平凡人
好難得 你遇見了對的人
難得你很認真不想太多去奮不顧身
好難得 你愛上了對的人
可惜他不是你的可能

好難得 我們遇見了對的人
難得好幾輩子的好運才有機會完成
好難得 我們愛上了對的人
就算他不是到最後的人
也祝他更勇敢愛別人

lyrics source: http://mojim.com/twy105079x11x1.htm

v(^_^)v
 ~luv & hugs~muakss
 *¦Têññêê a.k.a.*¦¢µ±!e_Gîr£¦* a.k.a §ümlvlèr ¦*

美丽的梦

一年前，我们初次见面。。
那幅画面。。我还记得很清楚。。
从来不相信缘分或一见钟情的我。。
竟然。。
第一次遇见你，就被你吸引住了
我。。竟然心动了。。

可是，胆小鬼的我
什么都不敢说
只是坐在角落，偷偷的看着你
欣赏在表演者的你

那一天，
我们终于变成了好朋友
可是，傻傻的我。。还是选择默默地付出
好让我们可以保留我们这特别的关系和回忆

曾经相信
我的温柔能够打动你
但原来
我从来都不在你心里
也曾经以为
我的坚持能带来奇迹
才发现，
这一切，都只是一场梦而已

如果甜蜜的回忆都是梦
那我可不可以不要醒过来
好让这些美丽的梦，一直为此下去

v(^_^)v
 ~luv & hugs~muakss
*¦Têññêê a.k.a.*¦¢µ±!e_Gîr£¦* a.k.a §ümlvlèr ¦*

到此为止

Merdeka!!
Malaysia 又大一岁了。。
Merdeka Eve 应该很多人去庆祝了吧？
可是我只是留在家看 Running Man 而已。。

原本以为要早睡
因为明天有Duty。。
早上6点就要醒了。。
但。。
我到现在都还没睡。。

睡不着？
为什么？
我也不懂

本来还好好的我
听到你对我说的那些话过后
我是真的开心。。。
也真的想祝福。。。

但原来。。
我还是会有那心酸的感觉
原来我一直以为没在胡思乱想的自己
已经把一切都放下了的自己
都是我自己骗自己而已

在这第291天里
原来我还是还在原地的我。。

谢谢你的坦白
我真的很高兴
因为我从来没想过
你会对我说。。

但。。
我也从来都没想过你的坦白和坦诚
竟然是对我的残忍
当我在很开心的祝福着你的同时
我的眼泪，突然失控了
到了今天才发现
原来我一直留在原地
我。。 还是跟以往一样
从来没变过

很想好好地睡一觉。。
但一闭上眼，
那些不该想的事。。
那些不该记得的话
一一的重复在我脑海里。。

我想。。
不管怎样
真的要跟特别的你说
到此为止了。。
虽然，曾经说过很多次可是结果还一样
但这次不会了，
这次是真的、
到此为止

就让我今晚好好的睡一觉吧
过了今天以后，
明天就会是新的开始开始

 

 v(^_^)v
~luv & hugs~muakss
*¦Têññêê a.k.a.*¦¢µ±!e_Gîr£¦* a.k.a §ümlvlèr ¦*