I will survive

Slept at almost 6am today..and woke up at 10am..
My quote for today is A Brand new day with a Brand New Start
but deep down inside..
I asked myself..
Can I really do it?

I still wake up and hope that everything was just a dream
Though I finally can joke and laugh with my family
but when I'm all alone,
It starts to remind me of a lot of things

I was really tired yesterday..
but I just can't sleep
I have cried till no more tears flowing out from my eyes
and my eyes were so pain and tired..

and yeah..
I have received a lot of messages telling me to move on and to cheer me up..
Special thanks to Chen Yin who tagged me in a video
Thanks alot..appreciated it alot..
thanks for spending time with me despite your busy schedule..
You're the best.!!!

Despite all the wishes and supports from my beloved friends,
I am sure that there will be people who think that "What's the big deal with result? It's not like the end of the world or any other disaster"
Yea..I do agree with this..
I know that it is actually not a big matter
but I can tell u, even I myself, were shocked with the way I reacted..

Frankly speaking,
even with the jokes and laughters and fun I had with my family,
I am still very sad of it.
I have once again burdened my family..

爸
你因该都知道我的成绩了吧
我知道你一定会跟我讲不要放弃
我知道你一定会支持我
我知道你不会怪我

可是
我真的好恨我自己
我都做不到我曾经答应过你的事
我一次又一次的让妈妈伤心和担心
我真的很对不起你们

爸
我不会放弃的
我需要时间跟勇气去面对所有的一切
我

一定可以做得到

2 hours more I will be departing to Genting with my mom le
Will be back on MOnday then will be going back to Kampar on Tues.
Sigh..
I hate this feeling
I need to have even more courage to face the truth especially when I'm back in Kampar

but anyhow,
I WILL SURVIVE

Lastly,
Hope that you will also be ok.. don't be emo already yea..hehe..
Like what you said, you want to see smile de Tennee
I also want to see smile de you...
Though I don't know what happened to you,
but just wish you everything ok la.. ;p

here...the song for today..

I will survive..


v(^_^)v
~luv & hugs~muakss
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