I'm Tired

Lately,
I don't know what is happening with me..
I am once again having imsomnia..
I can't sleep well each and every night

I'm tired..
so so tired..
but..

What happened to me?
I seriously don't know..
My emotion is getting unstable again

I am..
once again,
wearing a mask in front of people

I smile and joke in front of people
but when I;m back to my room,
when i'm alone

This feeling came back to me..
I;m really so tired..
I don't want to think

I am not thinking..
but why am I having imsomnia every night?
why I can't really get to rest in my mind?

我真的好累。。。

Je suis fatigué。。。

song for today is 假装(pretend) by Jolin


and the lyrics..

呼吸着一种孤独的味道
Hu xi zhe yi zhong gu du de wei dao
Breathing seems like a taste of loneliness

心跳在你沉默以后慢慢的被淡忘掉
Xin tiao zai ni chen mo yi hou man man de bei dan wang diao
After you turned silence, this heartbeat slowly dilutes and be forgotten

我笑了笑反正你看不到
Wo xiao le xiao fan zheng ni kan bu dao
I smiled and smiled, you would never see it anyway

我要的幸福
Wo yao de xing fu
The happiness that I wanted

遗落在你怀抱
Yi luo zai ni huai bao
Was lost in your embrace

当爱失了焦
Dang ai shi liao jiao
As love loses its passion

那些最初的美好
Na xie zui chu de mei hao
All those happiness from the past

早被你搁在一角
Zao bei ni ge zai yi jiao
You have long tucked them away in a corner

街上拥挤人潮
Jie shang yong ji ren chao
The street is filled with a wave of people

走着看着都是摧眠符号
Zou zhe kan zhe dou shi cui mian fu hao
As I walk along and look around, all I can see are the mesmerizing signs

记忆停不了
Ji yi ting bu liao
The memories are unstoppable

穿过读你的心跳
Chuan guo du ni de xin tiao
I am done feeling your heartbeat

穿过想你的味道
Chuan guo xiang ni de wei dao
I am done missing your existence

我只想不被打扰
Wo zhi xiang bu bei dao rao
I just don't want to be bothered

假装多好我只要
Jia zhuang duo hao wo zhi yao
It's good to pretend, I only want

只想要再拥有一秒
Zhi xiang yao zai yong you yi miao
I only want to once again have you for another second

去相信你的拥抱
Qu xiang xin ni de yong bao
To be able to trust your embrace

一直会让我依靠
Yi zhi hui rang wo yi kao
And always lets me depend on

继续等待 还心甘情愿的不想逃
Ji xu deng dai hai xin gan qing yuan de bu xiang tao
I am willing to continue to wait for you and not to ever run away

当爱失了焦
Dang ai shi liao jiao
As love loses its passion

那些最初的美好
Na xie zui chu de mei hao
All those happiness from the past

早被你搁在一角
Zao bei ni ge zai yi jiao
You have long tucked them away in a corner

街上拥挤人潮
Jie shang yong ji ren chao
The street is filled with a wave of people

走着看着都是摧眠符号
Zou zhe kan zhe dou shi cui mian fu hao
As I walk along and look around, all I can see are the mesmerizing signs

记忆停不了
Ji yi ting bu liao
The memories are unstoppable

穿过读你的心跳
Chuan guo du ni de xin tiao
I am done feeling your heartbeat

穿过想你的味道
Chuan guo xiang ni de wei dao
I am done missing your existence

我只想不被打扰
Wo zhi xiang bu bei dao rao
I just don't want to be bothered

假装多好我只要
Jia zhuang duo hao wo zhi yao
It's good to pretend, I only want

只想要再拥有一秒
Zhi xiang yao zai yong you yi miao
I only want to once again have you for another second

去相信你的拥抱
Qu xiang xin ni de yong bao
To be able to trust your embrace

一直会让我依靠
Yi zhi hui rang wo yi kao
And always lets me depend on

继续等待 还心甘情愿的不想逃
Ji xu deng dai hai xin gan qing yuan de bu xiang tao
I am willing to continue to wait for you and not to ever run away

假装多好依然是
Jia zhuang duo hao yi ran shi
It's good to pretend, yet it is still

依然是暧昧的tone调
Yi ran shi ai mei de tone diao
It is still an ambiguous melody

一个人无理取闹
Yi ge ren wu li qu nao
One person tries to deliberately provoke

两人世界的煎熬
Liang ren shi jie de jian ao
The torment of a world made for two

我被自己困在自己设下的圈套
Wo bei zi ji kun zai zi ji she xia de juan tao
I'm caught in a trap I made myself

像是驼鸟
Xiang shi tuo niao
Just like an ostrich

相信时间是唯一解药
Xiang xin shi jian shi wei yi jie yao
Believing that time is the only medicine

视而不见
Shi er bu jian
I'm blinded

傻到了无可救药
Sha dao le wu ke jiu yao
I'm helplessly foolish

其实早明了
Qi shi zao ming liao
For I long have realized

你的爱已随风飘
Ni de ai ji sui feng piao
That your love has gone with the wind

想要找 再也找不到
Xiang yao zhao zai ye zhao bu dao
No matter how much I look for it, I can never find it

假装多好我只要
Jia zhuang duo hao wo zhi yao
It's good to pretend, I only want

只想要再拥有一秒
Zhi xiang yao zai yong you yi miao
I only want to once again have you for another second

去相信你的拥抱
Qu xiang xin ni de yong bao
To be able to trust your embrace

还心甘情愿的不想逃
Hai xin gan qing yuan de bu xiang tao
I am willing to to continue to wait for you and not to ever run away

假装多好依然是
Jia zhuang duo hao yi ran shi
It's good to pretend, yet it is still

依然是暧昧的tone调
Yi ran shi ai mei de tone diao
It is still an ambiguous melody

一个人无理取闹
Yi ge ren wu li qu nao
One person tries to deliberately provoke

两人世界的煎熬
Liang ren shi jie de jian ao
The torment of a world made for two

我被自己困在自己设下的圈套
Wo bei zi ji kun zai zi ji she xia de juan tao
I'm caught in a trap I made myself

假装自己
Jia zhuang zi ji
Pretending that I,

已解开冰冷的手铐
Yi jie kai bing leng de shou kao
Have freed myself from this cold shackle

FYI, the lyrics and translation.. I got it from HERE

v(^_^)v
~luv & hugs~muakss
*¦Têññêê a.k.a.*¦¢µ±!e_Gîr£¦* a.k.a §ümlvlèr ¦*