对不起

最近心情都不是很好。。。
昨天总算知道我的appeal的成绩了。。。
haih...没希望了。。
心情真的很差。。
我的眼泪，又突然间掉下了。。
又再次，失控了。。。
我该怎么办呢？
我以为我已经开始面对事实了
可是，我才发现
原来
我真的还没准备去面对。
我真的需要很大的勇气去接受..
我会努力的。。

It's almost 2.30am le..
will go watch FIFA later...
haha..first time that siao with football...
maybe mix with friends and accompany them go watch too much ba..
summore later is ENG vs USA..
sure wan watch la..ENG wor..hahah

just now, someone told me something which I never expected it to happen..
I;m so sorry..
I really never expected this to happen..
I really do not mean to be too straight forward, as I know the truth hurts..
but then I just don't want you to misunderstand and give you false hope..
coz I know..having false hope don't feels great..
it actually hurts even more..
I;m really sorry...

Sometimes, being together as friends, is better than anything else..
Hope that you understand..
Pls allow me to apologize again..
Im sorry...
Hope that everything will turn out great for you...

Hey guys, I've changed the layout of my blog..how's it??
hmmm...it took me lots of times to get back my nuffnang here..but then I think it ran out of the suppose-to-be layout..hehe

going off soon le...the song for today is from Kelly Chen's
对不起，不是你。。


the lyrics in chinese..
大概真的不夠喜歡你　才任你　坐上客機
若我真的不要放走你　誰又怕　去擋飛機
但我真的想過嫁給你　才沒有　逐吋愛起
肯假裝　總會騙倒你　無奈我　自覺卑鄙

＊曾懷疑共你　很努力地
　扮談情　便有轉機
　然而時候到　該禮貌地
　放手　再拒絕你＊

誰當是玩遊戲　為你花過力氣
很可惜　最多似　好知己
我試過　在暗中　配合你
我試過　學放鬆　接受你
小火花　擦出了　燒不起
我愛你　未夠深　對不起

是我真的不夠喜歡你　純被愛　未免太悲
他應該　使我有心跳　陪住你　沒有驚喜

REPEAT＊

誰當是玩遊戲　為你花過力氣
很可惜　最多似　好知己
我退後　未夠早　對不起
我顧慮　亦太多　對不起
小火花　擦出了　燒不起
我對你　未夠狠　對不起

and the translation in english..

I’m Sorry, It’s Not You
Sung by Kelly Chen

Perhaps I don’t love you enough
To allow you to get aboard your flight
If I really didn’t need to let you go
Why would one be afraid to get in the way of the plane?
I had really thought about marrying you
That’s why I didn’t progress my loving
If I was willing to pretend
That would be enough to fool you
Helplessly I find that very despicable

I had once doubt how hard we had to try to be in love
There may have been a way to salvage this
But the time has arrived
I should politely let go and reject you once again

Who thinks of this as playing games?
I have put in effort for you
But unfortunately we are like good friends
I tried to surreptitiously complement you
I tried to lighten up and accept you
Small sparks arise but doesn’t burn
I love you
But not deep enough
Sorry

It is me that don’t love you enough
It’s rather sad just to be loved
He should make my heart beat
There is no surprise when I’m with you
I had once doubt how hard we had to try to be in love
There may have been a way to salvage this
But the time has arrived
I should politely let go and reject you once again
Who thinks of this as playing games?
I have put in effort for you
But unfortunately we are like good friends
I didn’t retreat early enough
I’m sorry
I consider too much
I’m sorry
Small sparks arises but doesn’t burn
I am not cruel enough to you
Sorry

source: chinese lyrics from chlyrics.net

and english translation from asian fanatics
v(^_^)v
~luv & hugs~muakss
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