Went to have lunch at East Ocean again...My aunt came to find me this noon and bring me there for lunch. Had a great lunch.. I am sure gonna put on weight from today onwards..

Today had a great lunch, this Sat I will be going back to Penang and for sure will have good meals then..hehe... Sure put on a lot of weight when i Come back to Kampar here..

guys, don't be afraid when u see me yea??hehe..I meant after study break, or even sem break...hehe...

here are the pictures of what I have taken for lunch just now.. My aunt ordered a shark fin for me..heheh.. then steam cord fish, then black pepper deer meet...

1. Crabmeat shark fin
2.Steam Cord Fish
3. Black Pepper deer meat
4. 2 white rice
5. chinese tea

well..just forget about the 4, and 5. the 3 items below, plus rice and tea and all cost RM 52..
the Shark Fin cost RM 15, Fish cost RM 22, erm...pai seh..i din know how much the deer meat cost...probablyu around rm10 like that...less than rm15 if not mistaken..




Till then..

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song of the day...

song of the day...


i was sleeping this morning..er..FYI, here in Kampar, I will play some musics when I sleep so that it won't feel so quiet and I won't simply think..

Ok..back to the topic, I was sleeping this morning and suddenly this rhythm and lyrics came to my mind.. I was wondering what song was it. Then when I finally wake up, the first thing I did was search at YouTube..

and I finally found this song. a very nice and old song..The music is nice..the lyrics is meaningful too...

enjoy it...

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爱。。。

爱
到底是什么东西呢？
爱
是一种很甜蜜的感觉但却让人觉得很痛苦
最近有个朋友share了他的故事
让后就讲了一句我觉得很有意思的话
就是， ‘原来时间不能冲淡一切’
这句话，让我想起很多以前的事
想起很多开心与不开心的事。
爱这个东西真的很奇妙
它会让你觉得很开心，很幸福，那种感觉甚至会让人觉得可以飞到天上了
可是，
如果能让你飞上天，
它，
也可让你觉得很痛苦
当你受伤的时候，
那种伤悲，是不能explain的。。。

haha..sorry for the broken chinese..wakaka

last night, was chatting with ShinYee and reminded me about the past..that is when I came up with this phrase..
爱是一种很甜蜜的感觉但却让人觉得很痛苦
maybe this might not be a very good phrase, but as most of you know, I am a banana a.k.a eng ed..hehe...therefore, even if it's not very good..I still like it very much..hehe

朋友们，我们一起加油吧。。。
If I wrote any wrong word at the post above, pls forgive me yea..hehe... I am not very sure if it's correct or not..wakak

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Kampar East Ocean

Yesterday dinner, we went to have dinner at the Kampar East Ocean..hehe... it cost us RM 34 for the 3 dishes below.

Their famous tofu



The soup


The Marmite Chicken



after the pictures of the foods, here comes our pics..hehe






don't know what should I post d...sigh...Finals is coming le..all the best ba..hehe

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~luv & hugs~muakss
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nice food

wow...I've been eating lot's of nice food lately..for the whole week I suppose...haah..
Let's see..
MON-went to Ipoh with Sampat gang, had McD for my brunch and er... beansprout chicken for dinner.
love this shop-taken at guardian

TUES- er..had my hokkien mee imported from Penang for lunch, and dinner was at Ipoh's Pasar malam, with Alex, Darren, Jason, and gf-Huey Chyi, sorry dont know how to spell her name...ehhe..then night yam cha
WED- forgot what i had for lunch d...hehe..Dinner at Yau Kee, ate curry chicken bread, is that what you called?hehe..with the 4 of them again, plus Huang Yi Da this time..


hehe..then pasar malam at Kampar..haha..then night yam cha again..this was taken near the ktar flats when we teman ai tein n ying ling walk home..


THURS- didn't have dinner as i was working, pity huh?haha, but the meals ai had for the past few days is enough to make me put on weight..Night yam cha again...
FRI- went to A box with the 4 of them again.. but wasn't in mood, and I know i've been singing real bad this time..haha... Had Pasta for dinner at Alex, and Darren's house.. Jason cooked..and it was nice, but heard that the previous time was better..not too sure coz i only taste it for the first time..haha

my portion..


yea...that was my whole week's schedule?hahah..interesting yea?sigh, I'm so broke this week..spent a lot...hahah... and ate over quota d...need to go for diet le..hehe

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~luv & hugs~muakss
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I am currently craving for this song called 红豆 by Faye Wong.
Well, it is a very old song.. but then it is just so nice to hear.

My moods are still unstable.
SOmetimes i think what can I do to make myself better?
Go punch the wall?my bones on my right hand are already kind of crushed as i used to do that when I was young.
I still remember one of the most stupid things I've ever done, which is to cut my hand.
but frankly speaking, I do feel better.
I used to think, why do these peoples hurt themselves?
I was once curious and I tried.
THe most ever stupid thing that I have ever done, but I end up understand that it somehow brings you a kind of relieve..
You might think that I am abnormal, but it somehow made me feel relieve, which I do not know why.
Well, I am not trying to suicide, don't worry.
It's just a way of relieving I suppose?haha
I used to promised a person that I will never do that anymore, as now, my hands are full of vains, it somehow happens after I started cutting myself often.
Am I nuts?for doing such a thing?
Those were the days
I really felt so lost out of a sudden.
But I just couldn't show it out to them.
I just hope I can be as happy as I am when Im out with my friends and cried myself to sleep or release when I am alone in my room.

Anyhow, enjoy the song below..and I hope I can find and see Rainbow soon.No more darken days for me.


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~luv & hugs~muakss
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Lost

Another day has gone... and my mood are getting more and more unstable lately..
What has happen to me?
I can be smiling and joking at this minute, and the next minute, my mood will be 180degrees changed...
What had happened? WHy do I keep on having mood swing lately?
I just felt very tired...very veyr tired.
I really do not know why..
That kind of emo feelings that i had experienced last sem came back again. And frankly speaking,
I am very scared.
I don't know what I'm scared of..but I just have this feeling in me..
I still remember last sem, there's these days, that I didn't turn up for class the whole week.
I cried for 3 days continuously for no specific reason.
I just feel very sad and don't feel like talking.
I feel very lost. Lost of directions, do not know what I'm doing and thinking.


v(^_^)v
~luv & hugs~muakss
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