Because You Loved Me

Was studying halfway and I planned to blogged about this... Well, I've watched this video few days back and wanted to blog about it but end up I forgotten.

This little girl called Charice, she is just 16 years old and she has got a very awesome and powerful voice. i was kind of shock when i first heard her sang. Celine Dion sang the frist line and Charice sang the rest of the song with Celine Dion encouraging her.

They chose the song Because You Loved Me because Charice wanted to sing for her mother. Do pay attention to her when she sang at high pitch. So stable, that not every one could have done that..

And I would like to take this opportunity to tell my mom..

Mummy, I LOVE YOU so SO so MUCHHHHhhiiiee....
I'm everything I am BECAUSE YOU LOVED ME..

Thanks for everything mom...



For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I'll be forever thankful baby
You're the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You're the one who saw me through through it all


You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me


You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love I had it all
I'm grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe I don't know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was loved by you


You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me


You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
A light in the dark shining your love into my life
You've been my inspiration
Through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of you


You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me


I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

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R.I.P James

Well, I know I'm kind of late to blog about this. As all of you all know, Kampar Waterfall had swept away 3 UTARian students and 1 of them are called James.

I was working on that night, and that's when Joanne, called and wanted to ask me about the way to the Waterfall as I've been there before. Then when I'm back from work, Winson asked if I've heard about the accident and I answered Yes. He told me that one of the victim, James, was his girlfriend JMing's friend an he said that James didn't survive. Sorry to hear that.

All was OK, till I go search for the news and found out about James's blog, then only I realized and found out that, I actually know him... tears flow down from my eyes when I got to know it's him. I never knew his name. I only chatted a few times with him, and we usually waved and say hi when we met.

Though we were not close to each other, but I still consider him as a friend, and even if he's not, still, it is sad to hear that he left this world at such age, there are still a lot of things that he had yet to do and dreams that are yet to achieve. And furthermore, he must have struggled a lot before he was found. sigh..

Went to the ceremony at Westlake last night, many people went to mourn for him and even UTAR had a bus purposely go down to Penang for his funeral today. If I were to be in Penang, I will go but too bad I'm not there..

Here, I have some photos during the searching and all about the accident. Thanks to my buddy Chin Eng for the photo. I'm not sure if I should upload this or not actually... but to those who wanted to know, here it is, guess I will delete or remove the photos after few days..

Sigh, still couldn't not believe that he is not here anymore. THough not close but just felt that it is sad for him, plus, peoples are just too free and has got nothing better to do, to impersonated him and spam in the cbox in his blog. Can these people just leave the dead alone so that he can rest in peace? What ever hatred you had, no matter how much you dislike him, He is no longer here anymore, Just let by gone be by gone.




and here are some videos made by the UTAR media team and some UTARians...









Rest in Peace my friend.

I've deleted the pictures as they say it does not respect the dead...but anyhow these pics ive remained is published in the newspapers...

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~luv & hugs~muakss
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appeal result will be out soon

Today, is the day, that the appeal result will be released. Sigh, I'm actually very scared and nervous and also worry. I'm really worried if we got bad news. sigh... and sometimes, I think, what if I appeal, What will iget to know tomorrow? Maintain, a hope, or a disappointment? I don't know, but since I did not appeal, I suppose, I shouldn't think of it d.. or else, it might make me feel even more sad.

Well, May god bless my frends who are going to get their appeal result tomorrow. Hope everything will be fine... To my frens in SIAO gang, or sampat gang, you guys know who I', talking about... Wish you guys all the best k? Hope everything will be fine...will wait for good news

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Tiring Weekend

It's been a tiring weekend for me. Yesterday was Alvin's BBQ function. Don't know whether it's he lucky or unlucky..hehe.. it was raining at 8 pm.. therefore, the BBQ changed from basketball court to his house.

Not many ppl came because it was raining at first, but then it stopped in the end. Haha... didn't eat much... just few slices of chicken and also few sotong balls. ahah... went to MM2 to join alex, kuang sze and prince they all. They were watching football but so sad that Liverpool lost. They're liverpool fans..haha... after that we went back to Alvin's place. to continue BBq.

Alvin went to watch MU's match not long after we were back at her place, we hten help him to clean up... after everything settle, it was already 3.30 am..went back home, bath then sleep le.

Was working today from 7-12. But then not much ppl, therefroe, Mimie let me off at 11.30. then had my staff food, ate seafood cabonara.. damn fat la...eat it at late night..haha..the food there is really nice...can give it a try. the price is not expensive also.

It was raining heavily. was kind of free at first, but suddenly a lot of people came. All also in a big group. I made a few mistakes today...sigh..don't know what happen to me. Made wrong order..sigh. I repeated the order and they said yea...mana tau end up made mistakes. then after that, i send the food to the wrong table..sigh..what happen to me la....

Just now got to know a bad news. 3 Utar students drowned at the Kampar waterfall.Sigh, now raining seasons, why la go waterfall, Pity them. God bless them la...

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2nd French class

Bonjour
Good Day

Comment allez-vous ?
How are you?

Je m'appelle Tennee, et je suis e'tudiante.
I call myself Tennee and I'm a student.

Je suis malaisienne, J'habite à Penang, en Malaisie
I'm a Malaysian, I stay at Penang in Malaysia.

Je suis dan le cours de français.
I am in the French course.

Heya,let's get back to English. Attended the 3rd and 4th lectures of French this week, and I'm loving this language more and more, though it is not easy to learn.

The class is tiring, but then it is sure fun as I've been yearning for French. My dream place would be in Italy and France, I;m now a step closer and Italian will be my next target, but only if I can master my French.

Learnt some new word and phrases today, and there's these few proverbs that i loved a lot, which i felt that it is very meaningful.

Oh yea, for the translation above, it is literally translated from French, therefore, if the English sounds weird or incorrect, Please forgive me.

Here you are the phrases I'd learnt today.

La vie n'est pas facile
Life is not easy

La parole est d'argent le silence d'or
Speech is Silver, Silence is Golden

Parole lachée ne revient jamais
A word spoken will never come back

That's all for today...

Au Revoir
Goodbye

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First experience working as a waitress

I'd finally made up my mind to work here in Kampar while i study. I;ve been thinking for quite sometime now, even before i start my uni life here. Have always been scared and dare not work as a waitress, as I know i've got hearing problem, I;m clumsy, but today I finally had my first experience working as a waitress despite all the different jobs i'd experienced.

Finally had my first experience working as a waitress d. Well, it ws still ok la... just that today suddenly got a lot of people. hehe. Therefore, my boss asked me to extend till 12.30 though shse at first asked me to work from 8-12 only.

It was still OK la..still can handle.hehe..or perhaps I still haven't met those hard to entertain de 'customers' yet? haha...

And to all my friends who are taking Japanese Quiz tomorrow, Shi Nee, Shi Hao, K-dog, Alex, n Wang Zi and Kuang Sze, not forgotting ShinYee on Fri, all the best oh...

亲爱的朋友们， 加油吧。

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A Box Karaoke with Siao gang

Seems like it's now officially called the SIAO gang by me, SHinYee and ShiNee as all of us in the grp were siao and 38.. haha.. It's been a week after i came back from my hometown. since it was 九皇爷 i'm a vegetarian for the past 3 days and being a vegetarian here in Kampar, doesn't feel good at all..

3 days was actually very short when you were in Penang as you can find vegetarian food all over the place and it taste nice. But here in Kampar, 3 days feels like 3 years. haha.. i'm not joking, it is true. For the past 3 days, i've only had cup noodles.

Was supposed to attend a camp at Gopeng for the past weekend. but then end up didn't go coz i've got class on sat and cannot afford to skip 2 lectures and 2 tutorials for that day, furthermore, it's my fav language class, French. End up i stayed back here in Kampar and went to A box karaoke with them. Was a very tiring day indeed.





















Half way thru, my aunt called, and asked about my result. We talked about result, finance, and i finally couldn't stand anymore, i cried. I went out and talked to my aunt then i was sitting there alone at the stairs, letting my tears flow. I'm very sad. I still cannot let go that i cannot fulfill my promise towards my dad. I disappointed him again and again. My family never knew how hard i tried and struggled through my exam period. They never knew how much i suffered through out that time and it actually hurts me a lot when they say i always play and do not study for my exam.

I never fight back whenever my family nag me but then that day i told my aunt, "you all never seen me study and always say that i did not, but when i did, no one saw. I really put a lot of effort in my exam. I just couldn't control my tears. I stayed at outside for awhile and i finally went back in after washing my face.Then i kept quiet sat at a corner. I guess Kuang Sze saw, i guess i saw him telling Alex or someone next to him that i cried.. haha.. I was sstill sitting there quietly and bernice came to me. She talked to me and i finally cannot control anymore, I just broke down right in front of them.

I miss you so much Daddy.
How I wish you were here with me now.
How I wish you will be there for me when i needed a shoulder to lean on.
How I wish you were there to nag me or even scold me when you don't see me study.
How I wish you would be here, calling me occasionally asking me how's my life here in Kampar.
How I wish that day wasn't real and that you are still here beside me
How I wish I can still see you everytime I'm back in Hometown
How I wish to fetch you and drive you around with the car you left for me
How I wish...

But you are not here anymore. and I really miss you a lot.It's been years now and I still can remember very clearly the day you left us. I can still remember each and everyword you said. I can still remember each and every word I PROMISED YOu but then I disappointed you again and again.

It's a lifetime promise that i will never ever forget. You're the greatest guy that i've ever met in my life. Every time, when I'm sad, Down, Emo, Moody, You'll always be there for me, appeared in my dream telling me not to be sad.

I can still see you on the day I got my result, you came to me in my dream, telling me not to be sad that you are actually proud of me. I felt so ashamed of myself when i heard what you told me. I was praying hard that I could see you on that night, but you never came.

亲爱的Daddy,
你是不是生Tennee的气啦？
你是不是不再爱Tennee了？
对不起哦 Daddy，
我知道我每次都让你失望
我真的很没用
我所答应过你的每一个事我都做不到
你一定对我这个女儿很失望
我只会让家人担心.
什么事也帮不上忙
我真的很没用。。。。



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