Sunday, November 30, 2014

Ping's wedding @ Taiping

Finally its the day Ping get married..
I feel so honored so have followed you back to witness tis memorable day of hers and meeting your families..

I tried to help out as much as i could to show a good impression in front of your family and relatives.. hopefully i dont screw up anything..

I was really happy to have a chance to be in the photo with you and your family.. it's like.. im finally accepted.. its like.. receivin an award.. the feeling is bizzare.. like. Oh yes.. finally he called me and ask me to be in the photo.. its really my pleasure..

I knw you wil be stressed by your mom.. we knew this day will come.. but dont worry.. i wont rush.. time will decide for us

We still have time.. im only 26'.. still have quota.. let us work hard together for our future alright? Do you feel and think the same? Or do you still doubt about our future ?

I just love the way you look today baby.. so stunnin and good looking.. ppl must be jealous of me that i have found such a lovely partner.. youre the reason i learn to make up.. diet and exercise to lose weight.. as i want to be looking good with you too.. youre the reason for me to strive harder for our future.. youre my motivation..

Ive always have this feeling that im just not good enough for you.. nt good enough compared to them.. and there are so many girls wih better 'qualifications'there in kampar.. younger, prettier, looks even more matching with you.. even our pictures have less Likes among your friends.. am i really so not 'match' with you?

Its Nt that i always wanted to show on fb', but i just wana let ppl know i made the right decision and im having a good time and happy times with a wonderful guy beside me..

Thank you for the night bii..
I love you...

~luv & hugs~muakss
*¦Têññêê a.k.a.*¦¢µ±!e_Gîr£¦* a.k.a §ümlvlèr ¦*

Thursday, October 16, 2014

His Birthday

Our second time celebrating your birthday.. wishing for More to come...
Iwas down with fod poisoning last saturday.. and you took care of me all along..
It reminded me the days od me taking care of my dad.. when i vomited, suffering, crying, all you did were here for me takig care of me.. didnt care about the dirts and all and helped me to clean up
I was really touched and glad to have you by my side.. im sorry for have caused you to fall sick on your birthday coz of viral infection..
I dont kno what i can give you baby.. i just wanna love you with all my heart.. show you how much i love you and how much you meant to me..
I wanted to celebrate your birthday with you.. in a special way.. to let you have wonderful memories.. But Budget comes along the way and i have really no idea how can i make your birthday as meaningful..
I bought you your favourite black colour metal watch.. and made a video for you.. from all your loved ones and your families..
Watching the video with you is so much More meaninful when i watched it over and over again during 'the making'
Tears filled my eyes when i watched with you.. and i know you were too.. the moment when you hugged me to say thank you.. the world just feels like there's only us..
I knew you were sick and couldnt eat cake.. but i still went to buy a slice of cheesecake for u.. Because i just cant get over myself..
Mich was the first to plan a surprise for you.. bought a cake for you..then the next day was Gab. Whats worse is Adrian told me she purposely rushed back to surprise you.. I just cant deny im feeling jealous.. i know im selfish.. i just wished to be the onlygirl who shower u with surprises and happiness..
It was such a waste that my phone spoilt and we didnt get to take photos together.. but luckily..there were still this one..
Thanks to Agnes...
HAppy birthday once again baby..
I Love You..

Sunday, May 4, 2014

I always question myself..
Why think so much?
Why worry so much?
Just keep cool and keep going..

But seriously.. it's not easy..
Have always tried my very best to show the beauty in him..
But yet.. i still feel im not qualified..

Those kind of emotions is coming back again.. help me pls...

Saturday, April 26, 2014

Faith and Hope in Love

Found this article in ezine.come where i wrote 2 years

Faith and Hope in Love
Love is a special feeling that each and every one of us have.
It gives you joy and brings you up to heaven,
but at the same time,
it might drag you down to hell.

Everyone needs love in this world.
but there are many different types of love we have
Family love, Friends love, Relationship love

Family love,
to me, the most important love among all
because without family,
I wouldn't be who I am
I might not even be where I am now.
They will always be there to support you and guide you when you are lost.
and they are the ones who are willing to sacrifice their time and effort to guarantee you a better life, better future, living in a better environment

Friends Love,
Is there really anyone in this world that can live as a loner?
Someone that can leave without friends and family beside him?
As for me, frankly speaking,
I don't think I can.
Friends played an important role in my life.
I can never be who I am without the supports of my friends, and family
Without them,
there will be no one to guide me on my paths of my life,
without them,
there will be no one to share my ups and downs,
without them,
there will be no life at all.

someone who is very precious to me,
they are like my family members
there are some minority who had caused chaos to my life,
or being betrayed,
but still,
I have faith and hope that I will meet the correct person and clicks

Relationship Love,
Every human must have gone through this stage of life I suppose
Sweet ones, sad ones, complicated ones
all sorts of relationship stages
but no matter how hurt and depressed one had in their previous relationship,
Phrases like ' I have lost hopes and faith in relationship', ' I'm so depressed, I don't want to be in such situation'
but no matter what they said and how depressed they used to be,
He/She will eventually fall in love again someday.
For as long as I live,
I believe that there will be this special person who give me this special feelings
that I will meet.
Someone that I still have my faith and hope on.

This might be my own personal point of view,
and it might not be applicable to others,
or some of you might not even agree with what I have wrote here
but this was written based on what I've seen and experienced
among people around me
Something that I would like to share

Article Source:

480 days

It's been 480 days now.. or in another way 1 year and 4 months.. with almost 3/4 of our time were in long distance..

I start to salute and respect those in long-d relation..
It was really never ever as easy as i thought it would be...
Trust is all you need to have
Communications is what you need to do..

Ever since we started long-d,
We started to quarrel...
Less time to communicate with each other
Sometimes even queried about our trusts i suppose?
We've been thru so many ups and downs together..
And yet.. we're still holding each other's hand.. continuing our journey..

Truly hope that our bond will grow stronger each day..
Smile morr each day..
Love each other more each day...

I Love You dear..

Don't judge a book by it's cover

Don't judge a book by it's cover  - George Elliot has always been  the favourite quote of mine..

A simple phrase but yet many people do not understand the meaning of it.
Many people tend to judge someone without knowing or analyzing who they are and how they have been doing.

For example :
Someone was crying tears of joy, but people will think that this person is sad, or something must have happened to him. or when someone who always smile and looked like a happy-go-lucky person, people might have thought he is always fine but who knows deep down that he is actually hiding his sorrows?

Everyone has got their own version of book and i believe each story will be different from one another. But is there really someone who would really 'read' it before judging it?

Will there ever be this someone who can finally read the whole book and understand it? or is that everyone has got their own 'no-one-knows' and 'no-one-understands' secret?

I truly hope that there will be this someone whom could read my book till the end..

~luv & hugs~muakss
*¦Têññêê a.k.a.*¦¢µ±!e_Gîr£¦* a.k.a §ümlvlèr ¦*

Wednesday, April 23, 2014