Wednesday, December 31, 2008

happy new year everyone

first of all..HAPPY NEW YEAR's everything going on lately??hmmm...wondering if i'm going out tonight?? transport le...and no ppl date me...sad lo..haha...joking joking...sigh..countdown...countdown to a brand new year..and also the days left in penang..hehe...sad...3 more days left...AHhhh....

went down to Kampar again trip again.haha...we actually planned to stay there and that's it until new year..haha..but end up we plan to come back coz we miss pg tooo much..haha....

will be leaving this Sat..3rd Jan 2009...hmmm...leaving officially..hehe....ah...i feel like i'm like a grandma today..haha..whole body ache..coz we clean our house the whole day..a double-story,5 rooms house..haha...tiring man..hehe...

~luv & hugs~muakss
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Sunday, December 28, 2008

a bad day's a bad day for me this few days..well..i'm actually looking forward for a new life at kampar but frankly speaking,i don't wanna leave Penang...

everything is so different nowadays..not like how we're used to be when we're kids...
when i was young,i wanted to go study at other place as i wanted freedom and all..and also to get a job at other places which i feel that it's a better opportunity for were the days..but after all the years and things that happen
i'm not the same old tennee anymore...

and now,i don't wanna leave penang..and also my mom..i just don't know how am i gonna adapt without my mom...i've always been a mummy's girl...very manja and all..go there,no one for me to manja le..everythign have to depend on myself le..hmmm...i just cannot get that out of my mind..i just don't feel like leaving my home sweet home...sighh....

~luv & hugs~muakss
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Saturday, December 27, 2008

i'm gonna miss pg...

it's been a long time since i last updated my's everyone out there??hehe...this one week has been a very very busy week for me..haha..busy about outing with friends..haha..and also preparing my things for Kampar....

this year is a kinda special year for me i can say..haha...everyone sure have got their ups and downs but there are still things that can be very very nice to you..hehe...

first of all,24th of Dec,my first time ever celebrate Christmas..haha...never been to any countdown before de..hehe..this is my ever first time..and of course..thanks to Kenny coz if not because of him,no one fetch n i don't ge tto go out le..haha

and met some friends,ee chen,celysce,edward and so on...hehe...first time ever celebrate Xmas shuold be something special right??hehe...and we go walk around at upper penang road..then kena spray and all..haha...all i can do is try to hide so that i wont kena the 'snow'..haha..but did had lots of fun le..hehe..

and now,i'm waiting for new year eve's outing..haha..not sure where to go yet..hehe..hope to meet u guys there oh..hehe....

~luv & hugs~muakss
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Saturday, December 20, 2008

mixed feeling,moody,or sad??

hey peeps..first of all..i would like to inform you guys that i'm leaving on the 30th this month..*sob sob*
sigh..time flies real fast and next week gonna be my last week in Penang..i'm gonna miss each and everyone of you here...and also the foods in Penang...hehe..

but no worries as i'm still coming back for CNY..hehe..and we are planning tomake it daytrip to on the 30th so that we can stay in Penang for a lil longer...hahaha...what you guys think??but then i need to go with friends that can drive manual la..coz my gang of friend cannot drive manual everytime im the only one who's driving all the way and it's tiring..really tiring..hehe...

sigh...actually i'm having mixed feelings about this...days by days passing by and the more and more sad and moody i get..i starting to miss the things here in penang...and the thought of living my family..especially my beloved making things worse..

sigh..i'll have to be more independent than how i used to be..but then i just cannot deny that i'm definitely gonna miss my mom so so so so so after my dad passed away,my mom and I got closer and closer..since young till now i'm a very 'manja' girl and also weak..always fall sick and all...i believe my mom also gonna worry about me A LOT when i'm stayin alone there..

counting the days...10 more days....

~luv & hugs~muakss
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Tuesday, December 16, 2008

2 more weeks

sigh...2 more weeks to go...and i'll be leaving penang...sigh..time flies so so fast le...felt so sad to leave my hometown...maybe i've never leave my parents before..since the day i was born till now...i'm always with them..hehe...and i guess my mom sure gonna be very worry about me..coz i'ma very weak person...

so it's been some time since i last updated my blog i it so?haha...couldn't remember..just too tired and got nothing to blog about..haha...

oh yea...went out with some friends on meet some long lost la..just joking...not long lost la..just that they used to work together and one by one left the company...well..i'm actually not one of them..but i know everyone of met ah chong and kenny there..and ah joh and his sis joey..that's our usual gang..the rest i dunno de le..haha..felt so weird to be there actually...haha...

guess i need to start packing my stuffs le..but then dunno what should i pack mind's like..blank..haha...

~luv & hugs~muakss
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Saturday, December 13, 2008

back in pg

back in pg first we planned to go out at night as lin hui and lay mei came back from KL and Kedah..but then we are too tired that we finally cancelled the plan...haha....then went home and sleep... msn cannot sign in this few days...dunno what happen..sad about my house in utar,we finally paid the deposits and all le..but then not taking the 1200 fully furnished eh house...we're taking the one at the opposite...rm 800 for 5 rooms n 4 bathrooms without for the first few months will be kinda hard for us le...hmmmm....

and many things do happen le..then start to have headache...i meant 'things'..hmmm...then funny n silly stories from ah lok and chuin pei..haha...we can really chat all night long eh...hahah...too bad mei wasn't here with us..heheh...and she missed out lots of the fun..haha...

~luv & hugs~muakss
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Wednesday, December 10, 2008

going over to kampar tomorrow

tomorrow's going to kampar le..again..and that gonna be the last until we settle everything and move in..will be busy next week..hmmm..don't even have time to hang out with friends that come back from other places...'s 10 le...5 more days Celysce will be coming back to Penang..time flies..she's coming back for the 3rd time ever since he left in year 2006..miss her so much le...hehe

~luv & hugs~muakss
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arghHHH...PEK CHEK.....

arghhhhh...i'm gonna ki siao already la...headache enough about my job my boss ask me to find workers for him for different roadshows and need new staffs...summore not worrying and busy with my preparation for my uni(tho i'm not prepared yet)

we found a house..guessed i posted it in my previous posts right?tho it's kinda expensive but then it was kinda ok la...and most of us agreed..or should i say majority agreed...then i called for a meet up today so that we can settle everything and pay the deposits and all by this thursday when i go to kampar as i'm gonna be busy next week..

and now..suddenly they say wanna look for a new house..and only going to search for it on thursday...we're like..what the........ sigh..another headache for me..thought i've settled my job stuffs then it'll be better for me but having another problem la??

i don't hope things will turn out in the bad way but then i'm afraid it will...coz now everyone seems to be pek chek about it..and become more and mor impatient le...summore we left only 3 weeks only...lots of things need to be done..sigh...what should i do leh??

~luv & hugs~muakss
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Monday, December 8, 2008

hey guys..i'm back to blog again...worked during pc fair...was damn so packed...sigh...and of course i did get some stuffs schedule is so so pack in and work and then go kampar...then work...omg...sigh..hectic...

~luv & hugs~muakss
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Saturday, December 6, 2008


~luv & hugs~muakss
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sigh...blogging at work pc fair many ppl..sien lo...those working eh ppl is even more than those who come for it....those who've been to pc fair...u'll know what im talking about...the ppl here...omg....its really making me pek chek i tell u..haha..and when u see ppl passing's actually making me feeling dizzy....those maxis ppl,streamyx ppl...and most of all..the..
credit card ppl...omg...headache.....hahahah...

~luv & hugs~muakss
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Thursday, December 4, 2008

vote for hanson

this is specially for u hanson..heheh....hey guys...for those who watched ASQ 2008 u guys should know who is Hanson..he's now in the TOP 10 of POPSTAR 2008 singin vote for him ok?? u go..this is how u can do it...





PS 10




~luv & hugs~muakss
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Wednesday, December 3, 2008

money money money

why is money so important??sigh..sad...thinking about the house we're about to rent,the expenses we need to spend and all is making me so upset..i've got no idea where to get that sum of money le..

thinking of that is really gonna make me go first need to pay for the fees...around 5k..that is already enough of making me crazy..and now...need to pay for the house rent and all..the living cost there...sighh...

day by day passing by..getting nearer n nearer to the dateline...sigh..and now i have to figure out again about my future life...i do not want to burden my mom too much....

and there's a tesco there..mayb i can find a part time job to earn my own living rite??but that's what i thought only le..will only decide when im really there...need to see how's my work n all..scared later i cannot catch up with my studies...

i once promised my dad and i disappointed him again and again..i don't wanna disappoint him for the 3rd time...and im gonna work hard for order to get my ptptn loan...

daddy..bless me k??hehe..luv ya lots...muakss

~luv & hugs~muakss
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back in penang

i'm finallyt back in penang...just reach home not long ago only...finished washing up myself n now online...hmmm...

went over to kampar with lok,chuin pei,sin mei n eng aun just now..hmmmm...we actully plan to go at 8 something to 9..end up eng aun woke up late...then we went at around 10 something...reach at around 11 something.we start to go and search for our houses...we went to have a look at fully furnished one is 4 rooms with 3 bathrooms cost rm700 but its damn far away from the campus...and kinda quiet also..

then we came across a house..near to tesco..kinda near to our's kinda quiet too but then will be better than the previous one la..hmmm..and many ppl will be moving there..hmmm..then this one is with 5rooms n 4 bathrooms fully furnished btu cost rm1200...

we've got 9 of each around rm133...together with streamyx n bill all i think around 150++...heard of it should be ok..but then that 150++ per month,havent counted what we gonna spend there...

like our living cost..our meals and all...sigh...yea..renting a fully furnished house is kinda nice as everything provided...and we don't need to buy it ourselves n all..kinda saved la..but then if we rent a fully furnished house for long term is not worth it eh...but then this solve our problem when we gonna graduate in 3 years time..we don't need to crack our head about how to deal with our furnitures...headache now le..sigh...

~luv & hugs~muakss
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Monday, December 1, 2008


oh yea..i promised about the pic rite?my connection is kinda slow will try to upload abit first k?? patient ya....

sigh...talking and discussing about the house we're about to rent at kampar is making my headache from bad to worse..sigh...we'll be travelling down to kampar to have a look at the tonight have to sleep early`

~Luv & hugs~Muakss
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it's all over

finally,everything's busy this few kinda tired actually..very sleepy dee..but still wanna update my blog first..many things happens lately..hehhe...i meant we did many things la..haha...will update it more detail soon le..about chuinpei's birthday,then my cousin bro's wedding and all..hmmm...will be going over to kampar on tues...hey guys..stay tune for more pics and post ya??wakaka

~Luv & hugs~muakss
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Wednesday, November 26, 2008


today went out whole day le...very tired...hmmm..dunno what to blog about went to many place and did many things..haah...

YAY..i'm no longer a P driver le..haha...finally get rid of it dee...hmmm..but then guess now i should be in the driving without license eh group..hahaha...coz i just realize my license is valid from 1/12/08-30/12/09...hhaha..means this 4 days i'm gonna drive without my licese???haha

very tired le...nth to blog....tata

~luv & hugs~muakss
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Tuesday, November 25, 2008

couting the days!!!

hmmm...time flies extremely fast...omg...another one month and i'll be leaving my hometown...for the first time ever,i'm gonna leave without my mom...hmmm..well..those when i go for trips and all not counted la...haha...

another month..hmmm..but it feels like i have to start to pack my stuffs and all...and what to bring there..haha..but then actualy my mind now is all BLANK...i don't know which i should do it first...haha...and what to pack..swt!!....

after moving to kampar..a new life will start le...hmmm...get to know new things and friends...everything will be different le..hmmm...a new life,a new beginning,a new start

~luv & hugs~muakss
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Monday, November 24, 2008

inner beauty or physically?

hey guys..i'm back to blog...reformat my notebook and now i'm having headache about it...everything seems to be different from what it used to be...i wonder what happens..and my movies cannot be played as well due to some technical problems..haha...

hmmmm..there's something that i would like to ask and also to share about...which of it is more important?
inner beauty? or

well..for me,i think inner beauty is more important to physical..haha..well...let's say A is a very pretty girl..and she even look like a model..every guy in this world would like to have a girl like her..but then..the attitude and personality is not good..then she'll be ugly to me...but seems that to everyone,she's so beatiful that nothing matters long as she's pretty...

is physical so important??i meant..even if u're not that pretty,but u're a nice person,u're still pretty to me..i make sense right?hmmm...and even u're pretty but personality like s**t...are they still that good??how come ppl cannot see the weakness in those pretty ones?and for those like us,not pretty,and all..even if u're good,no one can see it...i don't mean i'm good la..just example..hehe...

~luv & hugs~muakss
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!'s my 'leng chai kor kor'(parry)'s birthday..well..i used to call him that..'leng chai kor kor'

hmmm..this post is specially dedicated to u bro...hehe...hope u'll have a wonderful bitrhday..i know many things happens and u don't feel that good for this year's birhtday..but all i wanted to say matter what happen..ur mui will still be there for u ok??don't because of some small matter and ruin the rest of your days k??i know that's not a small matter to u..but then it's already a reality...let bygone be bygone..u'll come to find a better one soon...if she's yours...u guys will get back together no matter how long u guys separated and what happens k??

oh ya..i know peeps out there might be's already at the end of 24th NoV..but then don't forget the saying 'Save the best for the last'
chill my dear...have a nice day...

from ur lovely mui..

~luv & hugs~muakss
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Saturday, November 22, 2008

SLK gathering... actually blogging at lio'z cafe,new world park..hahah...i know i know..justin gonna kill me..haha...but this wan is they all cha cha booked me dee eh ok?? SLK gang..

hmmmm....kinda down la...after meeting them...don't know what i said,i'm excited and also sad at the same time..i'm gonna miss Penang so so so family,friends and of course the FOODS..haha...

my friend here keep on repeating and reminding me that i'm leaving...sad lo...sigh...i'm now counting the days left...i haven't prepare anything yet..not yet buy my new formal clothes...things that i need in my new house..haven't see the house yet also...sad sad...

i really cannot imagine those days there...well i know i can learnt alot in a new environment and a new living but seems to be lots of things i cannot let go in Penang...maybe my life now is not as simple as how i used to be..and when people grow up,lots of things is not the same seems my post kinda moody today hor....

~luv & hugs~Muakss
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back to my slow-tortoise

hey guys..i'm back with my slow-tortoise internet..sigh...sad sad...really miss the fast internet connection le..why la Penang FON don't wanna attach at my place??hahha...well..they need management approval to do that and i promised to help them get the management's contact but i haven't got it..haha...

well...what a nice day to stay at home,rest and do my housework..haha...hmmm...then ma play game lo..haha...florence intro eh that game..haha...then later went out with J..coz he's back in Penang..haha...finally get to meet him for my series le..haha first i was kinda lazy to go out plan to meet him next time...but then mana tau my place here fogging pulak...forced me to go out..haha...then only think of ok la..go find him..haha..pai seh ya j..u din know about this right??hahah..

went to gurney just was my first time there at night...i meant at gurney place..starbucks there...kinda happening there..and even met thean mark long din see him le..sigh..i go there donate blood pulak...well..not donate to humans..but donate to mosquitoes...swt...sigh...haha...and ya..i went to new wing too...hmmm...very nice..haha...and its kinda new..the new wing's ground floor(where mcD suppose to be last time)haha...i actually felt weird..'bo kuan si'..haha...totally different..ahaha....

k la..i wanna go watch my new series de le..ahah...ciao..

~luv & hugs~muakss
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Thursday, November 20, 2008

Blood Donation needed.....

Alvin is working in Loh Guan Lye and he just told me that blood is urgently needed in their can anyone here please help to spread the news and also help if you can....

they urgently need O type blood and also A as please help to spread the news..and also go donate blood if you can help save a life.

~luv & hugs~muakss
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my final lunch in park royal...sigh...sad sad sad..hahha..after today no more ho liao for me le...hahha
this should be my salad for the day..haha...

again...i upload all the photo i don't know which is which..haha.but one thign for sure is..there's my favourite...UNAGI...haha...but too bad very fast finish already le..haha......

sighh..after today..i'll have to go back to my slow internet...sad...

those photos not all yet..still got sandwich and desserts..haha..and for our sandwhich today..we've got salmon..hehe...yummyy...

k la..tat's all for now..hehe....

~luv & hugs~muakss
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Wednesday, November 19, 2008



I know it hurts you
‘coz it hurts me too
but I just can’t help
‘coz it’s too unfair for you

Hope you’ll forgive me
For what I’ve done
I just wanted to see you happy
And that’s enough for me

Loving a person
Doesn’t need a reason
Just love a person with all your heart
And nothing ever tear you apart

So promise me
To stay a happy life
‘coz time won’t turn back
and it’ll be too late for you to regret


When the first time I met you
I know you’re different from others
In my eyes, you’re the best…
You’re the most perfect person I’ve ever met
And that makes what so special in you..
Before I met you, I never seem to understand what’s love,
never knew how to love a person,
and never knew what’s the feeling of being loved
but now I understand it all..
When you came into my life
You did not come alone
You brought joy and happiness along
And ‘You Don’t Know’ was our theme song…
I never knew what life was
Until I met you..
You taught me a lot of things
Not only teaching me to be a better person
but also helping me with my probs and studies
You really mean a lot to me
There’s no word that can describe my gratitude towards you
And there’s no word that can describe how much I love you
Maybe I love you in a wrong way
That makes you feel insecure
But now it’s all too late for me to know
Without you in my life
I’m not what who I am now..
You changed me..
I’m now more matured than I used to be
And I’ve learnt a lot..
I knew I’m wrong in the past
What I’m trying to do now is to compensate
but it’s useless
‘coz no one will ever appreciate it
What I’m trying to say is
I’m sorry for what I’ve done
I should’ve done better to avoid this ‘tragedy’
but it’s all too late now
There’s no use for me to regret…


Don’t leave me in all this pain
I knew I’d made a mistake
Come back and bring back my smile
And everything will be fine again

I wished that I could turn back time
So that I could change the history in mine
Hope that I could take back the sad word goodbye
And bring you back into my life

Say you’ll love me again
That’s the only word I wanna hear
But guess that I’m too naïve
‘coz I know you ain’t coming back again

I never thought that dreams came true
But you show me that they do
I’m regret for not appreciating you
I’m sorry is the only thing I can say to you

I will never find another lover
No one other than you
I don’t need nobody
Anyone to take your place but you

I took things for granted all the time
So I guess this is the pay back I got
I felt so bad for treating you so bad
And I hope I could make it right

my masterpiece...

these are some of the poems that i wrote..hehe..but many years back le..hmmmm

I love you so much
Which I never thought I would
I don’t know what to do
Coz my life is so empty without you

I thought I’ve let you go
But…I realize I did not
I really love you so
So, baby please don’t ask me to go

You’re a special guy
That I’ve ever met
You’re so special
Till nothing could ever compared

I often asked myself
To think about the weakness in you
Still it doesn’t make any difference
Coz you are a perfect person

On 4th of August 2002
Was a very special day
For it has a lot of memories
About someone on that day

It was the day I met you
The day you lighted up my life
And I’ll always love you
Till death do us apart

No one knows
What’s gonna happen in future
Until they found their lifetime partner
I’ve found it once.. but I’ve let you go

I used to be a sad and hopeless girl
But not till you came into my life
Coz you’ve brought hopes and joys to me
Which I never knew I would be

2nd day lunch at Park Royal

hehe..these is my 2nd day's lunch at Park Royal hotel..hehe...we were invited to the bbq dinner yesterday but then hooi pin and i didnt stay for it le..haha...these are the foods we had for our lunch today..hehe...nice??

pai seh..cannot intro the foods as i upload the pics all together..i don't know which is for yourself la..haha...

~luv & hugs~muakss
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bored and sleepy

here i am again..a 2nd blog at so even ppl eh..sigh...sien lo...hmmmm...summroe the registration ppl no longer here..they shifted to level 1 now only left me,hooi pin and sui ling...sien sien sien...

online too long le...dunno what to do nothing to do..tot wanna download movies but i don't know where to do so also...sigh...

sien sien sien...will be back later after my lunch to post some pics..hehe..

~luv & hugs~Muakss
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Tuesday, November 18, 2008

buffet lunch at park royal hotel so full right now...hehe...just finished having my lunch here at park full le...cant even breathe right now..hehe..this is some pic taken from the cafeteria...

WOrk work work...

haha...for the first time ever..i'm actually blogging while im's everyone out there?

hehe...2 more weeks and i'll be going for a la...just a trip to kampar with friends to have look at the situation over there..hehe..need to look for good foods as well..haha....

will update later...kinda bored...sigh...

~luv & hugs~muakss
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Monday, November 17, 2008

finally settled asked lok to accompany me go public bank..finally i settle the money le..and went to pay aldy..haha..then lok teased me..coz i said i only eat wan tan mee now coz no money and need to saved money for our house deposits and stuffs in Kampar..then he said this"said no money and have to eat wan tan mee,but end up u're the first one who pay the fees" that also kena perli..haha..but no choice working tommorrow,wed,and thurs...and fri is the last day..i don't wanna do it last minute so i went to pay today... dear dear daddy...hehe..i knew u loved me lots..hehe..and i knew u're always around me and u can hear what i told you..hehe...thanks u so so so muchhiee...muaksssssssss....hehe....thnsk for helping us..hehe...i really missed u alot le...hmmmm....

pc fair is coming again...going to work again...this is the last pc fair for the year..and i'm wondering whether i still get to work for the coming fairs or that time,i'll be in Kampar...and i don't know whether i can make it to come back and work or not..hmmm....will try my best le...ahha..and i did promised justin to help him with the MATTA fair..hehe..justin..haha..don't say i didn't mention about you dee ya...hehe...

~luv & hugs~Muakss
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Sunday, November 16, 2008

What happen to friendster???

sad sad sad...what happen to friendster???i tried opening it few days back but cannot do so as it's under maintanance....but mana tau today when i get to open it,my list of friends, from 600+ now left only 50+ and the worse part is i don't know who and who is not in my list anymore...arghhh...what happen to friendster???swt....

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Saturday, November 15, 2008


today went to meet chuin pei,lok and sin mei...haha...the purpose of our meeting today is discussing about our house and stuffs for our future house in Kampar..haha...we did discuss about that and also talking about our high school's life...haha...kinda missed those days le..haha....

we keep on chatting and laugh non stop..i guess the whole green lane mcD can hear us..haha...but then the 6 shining friends now left only 3 of us..3 of us still gonna be least..for the next 3 years...then when every one graduated and move on with their busy life,i wonder whether hte 6 shining friends gonna still be here or not...

not only the 6 shining friends but also not forgetting my's been a long time since we had our SLK meeting le...sigh..and we're gonna leaving soon..and that group gonna left few of them'll be

haha..after all the arguments and discussions we've had...we finally made up our mind to go over to Kampar on the 2nd of Dec...and we even went to tesco just have a look at the things we need for our new house(tho we haven't got a house there yet)haha...and again...have to spend alot again...

talking about money,the due date for my fees is on the 21st...means this coming friday..the problem is i haven't got enough money for the fees..and also i'll be working on the 18,19 and 20 of Nov..sighh...means i must either pay on mon..or on fri which is the last day..of course i hope to pay on monday but then,sigh,cannot get the sum yet la...and it's not end of the salary yet also...sad...

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ah ling 这也是为你而写的。。。时间过的真的好快哦。。

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Friday, November 14, 2008


swt....after we're officially accepted by UTAR problems keep on arising le...first is about the sum of money need to be settle within a week..then now..suddenly chuin pei told us that her mom kena brain wash...her cousin sis suddenly told her mom that stayin in hostel is cheaper but at first we already planned everything that we'll all stay a house ourselves...

but now suddenly her mom say want dunno how le..many things need to be settle and also plan...and lots of money need to be spend also...

is staying in the hostel cheaper or staying outside cheaper leh??my ex classmate in form 6 told me that they get to rent a house...rm 400 for the whole 4 rooms n 3 everything i think one person only pay around RM100+ i guess..i'm not too sure..but then in hostel everymonth need RM200+ and the 200 is at the end of 200 de...around 275 that's what another friend of mine told me...

what do u guys think??can anyone give me some comment??

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Thursday, November 13, 2008

8 more days to go

8 more days to go n it'll be the due date given by the Utar management..8 more days and i need to pay that RM 4969.. friend teased me today..but what she said is true...when i first receive the sms form my friend saying that i'm accepted in Utar,i was actually very happy until i receive the 2nd sms from him,i start to have headache le coz i need to pay RM 4969 next week..i only have a week to look for that money...sigh...

Daddy oh daddy....can u help me to figure out where to get that sum of money??hehe..'popi popi' mummy get lottery ok??hehe....

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Wednesday, November 12, 2008


YAHOO...i'm accepted in UTAR le...finally...after worrying for such a long time..finally im accepted..but then need to worry again as i need to pay RM 4969 by 21st NOv 2008 means it's actually next week..where am i gonna get that sum of money leh??sighh...

thanks daddy...i know u're sad that i don't get into local uni...but then i'm now accepted in UTAR..i know you'll always blessed me n guide me from above...i love u dear..hehe...

back to the i'm waiting for the offer letter..hopefully things can be settle le..sighh...all my fault also le..i work so come stll got nomoney de leh>>sighh...

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Tuesday, November 11, 2008


this few days i'm not feeling quite well le...don't know what happen feels like last time during my STPM time...feeling very dizzy and headache...even when i sleep i can feel the whole world is spinning...

last time when i go and see doctor,doctor don't know say what my 'ear drum' swollen and don't know what infection...don't know whether is it the same now or maybe my blood pressure too low le..hmmm...must go see doctor again soon about doctor i thought of medical check up..if im accepted for utar then i have to go for medical check up..hehe...but application still pending result yet..hopefully i can get it la...Daddy,u must 'po pi' i get utar oh..or else i really wasted my time and have to spend a lot of money le...sigh...

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a different tennee?

hehe...why is everyone keep on telling me i look different after my hair cut??haha...and i guess it look even more different when i post a blog in chinese/?haha..for those who don't understand chinese,hehe...i just wrote there i promised a friend that i'll try to blog in i just did one of it..hehe..hopefully it's all correct la..haha...if anyone who can understand chinese and found any mistakes there,do correct me k..hehe...

so went to work again this week..hehe...and met Parry kor first before going to work..thought wanna go to red box but then end up canceled..hehe..i asked him to go on sat la..maybe i'll ask sin mei along la...then i can use my voucher...hehe..

so..i went to queensbay again usual,i always go there every mon and thurs..hehe...was looking for some tops for my sis..but then end up i went shopping myself..haha...and i tried a few you go..

sigh..this is the only photo i can upload right now..guess something went wrong with my connection again..hehe...but anyhow,this is the onei like the most..hehe

~luv & hugs~muakss
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Monday, November 10, 2008


我答应过 Ah Ling 我会用华语写我的blog.

可是我的华语是 limited edition 的




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Sunday, November 9, 2008

T.G.I Fridays went to T.G.I with my cousin was my first time there...always heard people saying that celebrating birthday in T.G.I,the ppl working there will ask u to stand up on the chair or something and they'll sing b'day song and cheer around you..hehe...and so,i'd witness it for the first time there..haha...then ithink...luckily it wasn't me and hopefully my birthday won't go thr...haha..i wouldn't wanna stand up on the chair..haha..kinda pai seh eh leh.hehe..summore so many ppl thr...hehe...the food there wasn't that bad la..but then i felt it kinda salty leh..haha..and of course the portion is alot for me..haha...cannot finish my meal also..eheh...

today was a nice day for me...coz i get to stay at home the whole day..hehe..the feeling of staying at home the whole day is very nice to me,..hehe...i can do what ever i want at,sleep,watch tv..haha...

sigh..looking at the time,it's alreasy 11.43pm on the 9th of Nov 2008..time flies so so fast that i felt i still haven't do anything yet..and another year is coming to it's end...i felt like i didn't do anything this wastinng my time everyday...

Christmas is coming again..i've nvr celebrated christmas before actually...hehe...and also to go out with friends on christmas eves..haha..i supposed it'll be the same again this year..stay at home,online,countdown by myself alone at taht time u'll get to see many ppl online..but none of them will reply u cz evryone's out with friends and all..haha

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Saturday, November 8, 2008

tired,tired and tired

2 days bro had came and now on his way down to kl..hmmm...this 2 days have been a very tiring day for i slept at around 1 on thurs..and had to wake up at 6 something in the morning on's been a long time i didn't sleep for only 5 hours.hahah...during schooling time it wasn't a problem for me..but'm so so so sleepy when i go out with them..haha...furthermore im the driver..drove the whole day...from north to south,east to west..ehheh...then went home bath..then go out for dinner again..then finally went back home..what a day...

i'm having sinus problem and usually breathe using my mouth,so i do snore when i sleep..kinda felt pai seh about that there anyway that can help cure or maybe reduce that??hmmm..tho i was very very tired yesterday..but then i just cant help but to stay at my living force myself to watch tv so that i wont fall asleep..i let my bro and his gf into deep sleep first only i go sleep hopefully when their in deep sleep my snore wont wake them up..haha..but i guess it was useless la...i did snore loudly also le..hahah...actually i felt kinda sad about it eh..

every time when i go for camp,or staying with friends like apartment stay,go trip or something...i always sacred that i might disturb my friends..sighh...and i did eh..what am i gonna to about it leh??

~luv & hugs~muakss
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Thursday, November 6, 2008

tour guide???

hmmm...talking about being a 'part time' or shouldi say 'lousy' tour guide just now makes me think a about it i kinda missed those times during the dragon boat competition in was actually my first experience in er..explaining about a place...bring them for sight seeing,taking care of the group for a week,solve their problem for's actually a great experince...

and of course i did have a lot of fun..haha..first time ever i stayed at a hotel for a week and it's for free..haha...breakfast at the hotel is provided..and lunch at the race was really doubt the weather is killing u so hot..hehe...and i get to know some new frens..a bunch of good,yusuf,edy,henare and all..haha...

there u are..this is edy,henare,me and sin mei..yusur is the camera man..haha..and this is my group.. GRC DRAGON..

sigh..i have problems uploading photo again..guess ill upload again some other time..but some of the pictures are available in my frienster,and also PG feel free to drop by..

~luv & hugs~muakss
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Wednesday, November 5, 2008

one more day??? more day and i;m gonna be a 'part time' tour guide again...haha..tipu mia tour guide what i;d mentioned before this post,my bro is coming to Penang from's been a long time since he last come back to penang le...guess it was 2 yeard ago during my dad's funeral..hmmmm..time flies really really fast...i still i remember i went down to Singapore to visit him and my aunt after i got my passport in January..and now...hmmm..already November...already 10 months le..another gonna pass by's just like a blink of an eye?? that how u say it??haha...trying to be good in english??nah..just wanna learn..hehe...and 2 more weeks need to attend a wedding dinner in Prai..another cousin bro of mine..all 'sugar brothers' ahha..but then not that close to the groom altho we're sort of er..close famli members?haha...wondering what i should wear that nite?'s still early to plan i guess??hehe...

~;uv & hugs~Muakss
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Tuesday, November 4, 2008


sighh...kinda bored this few days..everyday work n work n bro is coming back to pg this weekend...hmmm...cham le..haven't buy bus ticket for him yet..he gonna kill me if he finds boring nothing to do..purposely come online to send email to my key account manager..hmmm...but connection is so so so slow le...hmm..dunno wad to blog about also..

~luv & hugs~muakss
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Sunday, November 2, 2008

i'm BAck...

hey guys..i'm back again...didn't online for a few days le because i wasn't at home and i only do online at how's everyone lately??haha...first of all lwould like to say thanks to those who'd leave some comments to me on my c's great to know you guys are's been a tiring day for me this 2 days..first was on fri...rushed for my work..coz end of the month...need to send my report down to need to settle lots of claims and all..then went home...took a bath then have to go out again for eric's birthday party..then sighh..kena teased by them again for some nonsense..hmmm...excuse me for that..haha...but it's really nonsense..haha..and things get even worse when i didn't follow the one who fetched me and i went out with another friend of mine..went to queensbay for midnight show after that...and guess what?at first we planned to watch high sch 3 but we end up buying tickets for the coffin..haha..watching horror movies in the mid of the night..i can actually say that it was my first time tho..hahah..tho it's not THAT scary but then still u will be scared by those surrounds they have in the cinema...haha...then yesterday first tot wanna go watch high sch with sin mei after or karaoke eh but then mana tau my cousin sis in law called and say night going for dinner to celebrate my cousin bro's after dinner we went out lo..with my sis n bf..n my cousin's fren as well..
heheh..then we went to oriental SING again..haha..but then by that timei kinda like..lost my voice le it was OK..but then not as good as the first time i sang in Red Box in the singing already not that good de..summore lost my guess i'm a bit long-winded today huh>>eheh...till then..ciao..

~luv & hugs~Muakss
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Thursday, October 30, 2008

If I have another chance

If I have another chance,
I'll never let you go

If I have another chance,
I'll apologize for what I've done

If I have another chance,
I'll treasure and love you more

If I have another chance,
I'll have more courage to tell you I love you

If only I have the chance...

I'll look deep in my soul
And tell you how I feel
I'll tell you I love you
And I hope your love is what I feel

~luv & hugs~muakss
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look different??

hmmm....everyone keep on telling me that i look different after my hair cut..what u guys think??sigh..wanted to post my pic up here but couldn't do so...sighh...haha.i met a friend of mine in Queensbay today,erm,my ex-colleague i supposed?haha..both of us worked for Penang FON but he quit already.hmmmm...what so special about this matter is i found it quite funny that everyone keep on telling me that i look different after my haircut and ppl cannot recognise me..haha..and so when he finally called me,we chat and he asked if i'm studying or working and so i tol dhim i'm currently working and will be studying in JAN.That's when his friend replied to this.."next year JAN will be going to Form 1" i was like ... =.=|| swt..haha..i admit i'm kinda baby face tho..many ppl says that..ahem..haha..but i guess saying that i'm form 1 is a bit too much la..haha..i'm way older than that...haha..hmmm...tomorrow's eric's birthday party...hmmm...and also halloween..seems ike everyone going for halloween party and all..ahaha..

~luv & hugs~muakss
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Tuesday, October 28, 2008

The Last Letter

The time goes slowly by...
At night I was so lonely
Between the autumn leaves
I said, "I want to leave"

After I wrote my last letter
Wishin' to you- a good life-
Inside me, bad weather...
Telling you good-bye

Behind this smiley mask
I saw the ugly truth
A question in my mind I've ask...
Why I loved you?

Be happy forever
Now, you've broke another heart
This is my last letter...
And the end will start

My Beloved Dad

You're the greatest guy that I've ever met in this world,
You're such a great person,and of course,a great dad too
Nothing in this world could ever compare to you

The 24th September 2006,
Was a memorable day for my family and I
It was the day my beloved dad passed away
Although he's no longer here with us in this world
But,he has left sweet memories in our hearts

For the past 18 years,
It has been a wonderful time for me
And I guess the same goes to mom and sis
I’m so blessed and glad to have such a great dad like you
Who never hesitated to sacrifice for us
Just to let us live in a better environment and to make us happy

Thank you Daddy for always being here for me
And also the lessons of life you taught us
You taught me how to be in dependent
You really taught me a lot of things

I apologize for what I’ve done
I know sometimes I may have hurt you deeply
But deep down, I love you a lot
I really can’t imagine my life without you

There’s something which I never got the chance to tell you
What I wanted to say is
“Daddy, I love you” I really do
and you’ll always be in my heart

although you’re not here anymore
To protect us, bless us, and care for us
I’ll always love you Daddy

May you rest in peace
Till we meet again in dearest Daddy

Monday, October 27, 2008

moody?? went out with eng seng,hin fook,and huei pheng SLK gang..but only few of us..haha..where are the rest of the SLK members???hmmph..well..why do i post this as moody??hmmm...was talking to a friend of mine,know her thru the net or should i say in a forum,and then to msn and chat's been a long time since i last chat with her.Visited her blog today which makes me think about many and death?love?(no matter btwn family or friends) and many things.In her blog she posted that her dad is sick,and this reminded me of my dad.He'd left us for 2 yrs plus now..n i do MISS him VERY MUCH...and i LOVE him VERY MUCH..when my cousin came the other day,we talked about lots of things about our histories..and talked about my dad..i really missed the days the we used to had.I know i shouldn't be like this coz if he knows about this he won't be happy in the other world but i just can't help it..everytime whnen i go 'visit' him..especially when im alone,i just cannot stand and break down..coz i never expected him to leave that early..sighh..christine,i understand how u feel de..but at least now he ok le then good la..thanks god..hmmm...i miss u so muchie dearest dearest ya lots..muaksss

~luv & hugs~muakss
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what a hectic day!!!

3 days of hols but then i don't have time to rest at what i'd mentioned in my previous post,my cousin will be coming over to Penang for holiday with her friends,and so,I'll have to be her tour guide for the day,or should i say her tour guide until she leaves Penang.HMMmm..and,i did put on weight after this 2 days going out with them.All of you know that Penang is well-known for ther famous delicacies right??haha..and and eat and EAT...hahha..after few hours then eat again..sighh..i eat till over quota dee la..hehe...but well,did enjoy although kinda tired.We really went round Penang coz we'd been travelling from A->B then from B->C and from C back to A again..haha..ppl might ask..hmmph,'u guys don't need to pay for ur petrol?' haha..we went to kek lok si as well..the view up there is really nice..but then the weather is so so hot..haha...then went to queensbay at around 6 when they had their nandos there..haha..and then down to newlane for dinner..or should i say supper??at time i guess around 8 something to 9 something only..haha...then went makan angin again..then go home and ZZZzzzz..ahaha...first time ever,i slept right after bath when i reach home..or should i say it's been a long time since i last slept at 12am?haha

~luv & hugs~muakss
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Saturday, October 25, 2008

yeaHH....3 days Hols~~

hehe...after today got 3 days holiday..yeaHH>..haha...but still the same le..need to wake up early also..haha..coz my cousin came to pg need to bring her around..tour guide...haha...then tomolo need to go to office to collect my stocks for my MPD(multi-point display) for my guardian week eh job wont be so easy le..summorei dunno how to do...haha.even worse...hahah....tomolo i'm fully booked..haha...have to bring my cousin go around pg..then go pray...coz tomolo's kathina celebration...haha..then my eldest sis n my baby nephew also coming back from kl...
hehe..the other one is my cousin bro's daughter..hehe...cute leh both of them>?? sien..i miss my hair so much.hahah...gonna go for another cut soon..tomolo when my sis see me she sure gonna laugh her heart out..hahaha...and my bro in law too...hahah....sighhh....hmmmm....i felt my hair kinda weird...mayb im not used to it kua...but then i felt it's like.too straight now like ppl from eygpt...haha...those kuna wan ah..hahah....and now my fren call me cleopatra..hahah...

~luv & hugs~muakss
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