Thursday, October 30, 2008

If I have another chance

If I have another chance,
I'll never let you go

If I have another chance,
I'll apologize for what I've done

If I have another chance,
I'll treasure and love you more

If I have another chance,
I'll have more courage to tell you I love you

If only I have the chance...

I'll look deep in my soul
And tell you how I feel
I'll tell you I love you
And I hope your love is what I feel

~luv & hugs~muakss
*¦Têññêê a.k.a.*¦¢µ±!e_Gîr£¦* a.k.a §ümlvlèr ¦*

look different??

hmmm....everyone keep on telling me that i look different after my hair cut..what u guys think??sigh..wanted to post my pic up here but couldn't do so...sighh...haha.i met a friend of mine in Queensbay today,erm,my ex-colleague i supposed?haha..both of us worked for Penang FON but he quit already.hmmmm...what so special about this matter is i found it quite funny that everyone keep on telling me that i look different after my haircut and ppl cannot recognise me..haha..and so when he finally called me,we chat and he asked if i'm studying or working and so i tol dhim i'm currently working and will be studying in JAN.That's when his friend replied to this.."next year JAN will be going to Form 1" i was like ... =.=|| swt..haha..i admit i'm kinda baby face tho..many ppl says that..ahem..haha..but i guess saying that i'm form 1 is a bit too much la..haha..i'm way older than that...haha..hmmm...tomorrow's eric's birthday party...hmmm...and also halloween..seems ike everyone going for halloween party and all..ahaha..

~luv & hugs~muakss
*¦Têññêê a.k.a.*¦¢µ±!e_Gîr£¦* a.k.a §ümlvlèr ¦*

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

The Last Letter

The time goes slowly by...
At night I was so lonely
Between the autumn leaves
I said, "I want to leave"

After I wrote my last letter
Wishin' to you- a good life-
Inside me, bad weather...
Telling you good-bye

Behind this smiley mask
I saw the ugly truth
A question in my mind I've ask...
Why I loved you?

Be happy forever
Now, you've broke another heart
This is my last letter...
And the end will start

My Beloved Dad

You're the greatest guy that I've ever met in this world,
You're such a great person,and of course,a great dad too
Nothing in this world could ever compare to you

The 24th September 2006,
Was a memorable day for my family and I
It was the day my beloved dad passed away
Although he's no longer here with us in this world
But,he has left sweet memories in our hearts

For the past 18 years,
It has been a wonderful time for me
And I guess the same goes to mom and sis
I’m so blessed and glad to have such a great dad like you
Who never hesitated to sacrifice for us
Just to let us live in a better environment and to make us happy

Thank you Daddy for always being here for me
And also the lessons of life you taught us
You taught me how to be in dependent
You really taught me a lot of things

I apologize for what I’ve done
I know sometimes I may have hurt you deeply
But deep down, I love you a lot
I really can’t imagine my life without you

There’s something which I never got the chance to tell you
What I wanted to say is
“Daddy, I love you” I really do
and you’ll always be in my heart

although you’re not here anymore
To protect us, bless us, and care for us
I’ll always love you Daddy

May you rest in peace
Till we meet again in dearest Daddy

Monday, October 27, 2008

moody?? went out with eng seng,hin fook,and huei pheng SLK gang..but only few of us..haha..where are the rest of the SLK members???hmmph..well..why do i post this as moody??hmmm...was talking to a friend of mine,know her thru the net or should i say in a forum,and then to msn and chat's been a long time since i last chat with her.Visited her blog today which makes me think about many and death?love?(no matter btwn family or friends) and many things.In her blog she posted that her dad is sick,and this reminded me of my dad.He'd left us for 2 yrs plus now..n i do MISS him VERY MUCH...and i LOVE him VERY MUCH..when my cousin came the other day,we talked about lots of things about our histories..and talked about my dad..i really missed the days the we used to had.I know i shouldn't be like this coz if he knows about this he won't be happy in the other world but i just can't help it..everytime whnen i go 'visit' him..especially when im alone,i just cannot stand and break down..coz i never expected him to leave that early..sighh..christine,i understand how u feel de..but at least now he ok le then good la..thanks god..hmmm...i miss u so muchie dearest dearest ya lots..muaksss

~luv & hugs~muakss
*¦Têññêê a.k.a.*¦¢µ±!e_Gîr£¦* a.k.a §ümlvlèr ¦*

what a hectic day!!!

3 days of hols but then i don't have time to rest at what i'd mentioned in my previous post,my cousin will be coming over to Penang for holiday with her friends,and so,I'll have to be her tour guide for the day,or should i say her tour guide until she leaves Penang.HMMmm..and,i did put on weight after this 2 days going out with them.All of you know that Penang is well-known for ther famous delicacies right??haha..and and eat and EAT...hahha..after few hours then eat again..sighh..i eat till over quota dee la..hehe...but well,did enjoy although kinda tired.We really went round Penang coz we'd been travelling from A->B then from B->C and from C back to A again..haha..ppl might ask..hmmph,'u guys don't need to pay for ur petrol?' haha..we went to kek lok si as well..the view up there is really nice..but then the weather is so so hot..haha...then went to queensbay at around 6 when they had their nandos there..haha..and then down to newlane for dinner..or should i say supper??at time i guess around 8 something to 9 something only..haha...then went makan angin again..then go home and ZZZzzzz..ahaha...first time ever,i slept right after bath when i reach home..or should i say it's been a long time since i last slept at 12am?haha

~luv & hugs~muakss
*¦Têññêê a.k.a.*¦¢µ±!e_Gîr£¦* a.k.a §ümlvlèr ¦*

Saturday, October 25, 2008

yeaHH....3 days Hols~~

hehe...after today got 3 days holiday..yeaHH>..haha...but still the same le..need to wake up early also..haha..coz my cousin came to pg need to bring her around..tour guide...haha...then tomolo need to go to office to collect my stocks for my MPD(multi-point display) for my guardian week eh job wont be so easy le..summorei dunno how to do...haha.even worse...hahah....tomolo i'm fully booked..haha...have to bring my cousin go around pg..then go pray...coz tomolo's kathina celebration...haha..then my eldest sis n my baby nephew also coming back from kl...
hehe..the other one is my cousin bro's daughter..hehe...cute leh both of them>?? sien..i miss my hair so much.hahah...gonna go for another cut soon..tomolo when my sis see me she sure gonna laugh her heart out..hahaha...and my bro in law too...hahah....sighhh....hmmmm....i felt my hair kinda weird...mayb im not used to it kua...but then i felt it's like.too straight now like ppl from eygpt...haha...those kuna wan ah..hahah....and now my fren call me cleopatra..hahah...

~luv & hugs~muakss
*¦Têññêê a.k.a.*¦¢µ±!e_Gîr£¦* a.k.a §ümlvlèr ¦*