我亲爱的S.O.T

我亲爱的S.O.T
谢谢你们给了我一个难忘的farewell party
我曾经埋怨，为什么这么迟才认识你们
但同时，我很感恩，很觉得很庆幸 上天让我认识了你们
在这短短的几个月内。。我们经常的聚在一起
甚至为我们搞了一个我人生中最grand 的 party
还一直弄我哭到鬼酱。。
Words could not describe how lucky and glad I am to be able to meet you guys...

To be part of the SOT member.. 
From originally 4 of us.. To now.. 20 plus of us..
To be there with me during my hardest time of life.. 

Helping me to walk out from the dark and to see bright sunshine again..
I used to think I may have done so much bad things in my previous life to have my karma... 

But now i felt that I must have done so many good things previously that God has decided to sent you all Angels to me.. .
好好保重啊各位..一定要记得我。
一月的party记得video call 我哦。

 也一定要记得我们的约定。。等你们明年4月过来澳门找我。。。

My First Weekend without you guys.. Thank you for spending time to video call with me and still intro me new friends even I'm not there already. Really Miss you guys so so much..

11/11 Special Day

亲爱的，这一天终于来了
我却要离开你们了。。
今天是个特别的日子。。1111，我们终于认识一个月啦。。
很感谢你这段时间的陪伴。
载我去吃lunch，然后我又在载你去bank
虽然只认识了短短的一个月
但感觉上好像认识了很久。。
好像真正的家人。。
我们每天无时无刻的都在聊。。
没日没夜的。。讲到凌晨5，6点
谢谢你给了我那么多美好的回忆
我会很想你们的。。等你们来澳门找我哦
我不在过后，要好好的保重哦。。
有什么事，记得要打给我哦。。
我也会好好的照顾我自己的。。

下个星期起，没有人载你去bank咯
会不习惯吗？

黑与白

黑与白，对与错， 开心与不开心，都只是一线之差
所有的人，事，物， 都有两面。。
自己的生活愉快，都掌握在自己的手里。。
只有我们自己才能决定我们的去路

v(^_^)v
~luv & hugs~muakss
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曾经某人对我承诺，说会带我上我最爱的摩天轮
但承诺，跟行动，是两回事。。
一次又一次的期待，一次又一次的失望， 一次又一次的原谅。。
到最后， 靠自己的努力，再次勇敢地踏上这个地方。。
最自己说，不用谁的承诺，我也能自己踏上我最爱的摩天轮

v(^_^)v
~luv & hugs~muakss
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Day 4

It's like become my habit already..
to open up your page, and see if you're awake..
it has become my daily routine.

0830 open ur page telling you to wake up
0900 open again telling you not to fall back asleep and I have reached office
1300 remember to eat lunch
1730 i'm abou to finish work .. you wanna da baO?
1900 I'm home baby
2230 Welcome home baby

All these has become my habit and routine..
The only way I can communicate with you now..

But it breaks my heart again today..
when i finally got the courage to say I Miss You
and your reply was - 'just need some time'
my hope and heart crashed..
and then you asked to change FB status..
it crashes once again.. Coz once you change, my family will know it..
can we dont change yet?

v(^_^)v
~luv & hugs~muakss
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I Missed you
I have not seen you since Fri..
I have not heard your voice since... oh.. yesterday.. lol

I'm Sorry Baby
Can We start all over again?
I missed you.. and I can't live without you.. Will things get better after you cool down?
Can we patch things back?

It's our 4.5 anni this Sat.. I have originally planned a surprise for you..
but how come end up I got the 'surprise' from you instead?

What has happened baby?
Please talk to me
we can work things out..
Why you always wanted to keep to yourself?
Let me Share with you.. pleasee..


v(^_^)v
~luv & hugs~muakss
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Full Stop

- The End -


v(^_^)v
~luv & hugs~muakss
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真的结束了吗

我们的故事
真的这样就完了吗？
我真的很放不下

明明就一起度过了这么多。。

为什么到最后还是这样？

是我做错了什么了吗？
我真的好爱好爱你
我们还可以从新来过吗？

对不起
我知错了
昨天的我， 真的太冲动了
谢谢你， 对我的不离不弃
还一直很努力的跟我讲道理
我太任性了。。我知道昨天的你才是你自己
原谅我好吗
给我一个机会学习怎样做一个好的女朋友好吗？
我爱你宝贝
我希望我们还能一辈子的走下去。。

v(^_^)v
~luv & hugs~muakss
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Lonely and Bad PH

Today damn emo..
It was my PH and so happens its his off day..
but.. he went out with his colleagues and I'm at home..
Where in the beginning he told me that he will bring me out together

Everytime when we both together, he would tell me dunno go where
TOday he go out with them, he went to Penang Hill - which previously have told him many times that I want to go since there is a love lock attraction there..
but we have never been.  Yet today, he went with someone else..

If I'm at work and could not join, it's fine..
but it's my off day and yet, all he said was I don;t know them and may not have the same topic with them and may felt left out.. and others others all no bring partner along

Suddenly felt I really got no friends now..
Wanted to find someone to yumcha also don't have...

Finally meeting Mei for dinner.
Then he said he is otw home.. I went to his place to wait for him
He looks not happy too.. then complaint tired and headache..
we then moved somethings to his home then later he said he is going out with them to drink again.

I then got mad again.
You came back and said tired but yet you go out to drink again.
Again said wanna bring me alone but end up said next time as I'm coughing.


v(^_^)v
~luv & hugs~muakss
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Wedding Dinner at Sitiawan

都忘了这是我们参加的第几个婚礼。。
我第一次来Sitiawan
 我们去拜拜。。。

然后你许愿，但愿我们可以快点钻多点钱，就可以结婚了
其实我在心里面，默默地笑了。。。

v(^_^)v
~luv & hugs~muakss
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Heartbreak

原来这6个字，是这么容易说出口。。

我们。。还能继续周下去吗？
突然觉得，未来的路很模糊

v(^_^)v
~luv & hugs~muakss
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~ 2017 my day ~

Happy Birthday to ME!!!

You must be tired.. to prepare all these..
Thank you for pampering me..
You were so busy preparing for my birthday till you yourself also did not eat..
You are skinny enough K?

谢谢你宝贝， 为我准备的一切。。
有些话，不必说出口。。
因为你都知道了。。
我爱你宝贝。。 希望我们能一起度过更多的节日。。

v(^_^)v
~luv & hugs~muakss
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5th Vday

Happy Valentine's Day Bii..

It's not about the value but the effort and sincerity..
520..

v(^_^)v
~luv & hugs~muaks
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