Different Xmas 2011

Finally,

a different Xmas this year...

and also a memorable one..

at least for me..

This is the first time for me to celebrate Christmas out-of-Penang

It's been busy week then...

Finished exam on the 19th

then back to Penang on 21st

back to Ipoh again on 23rd..

Travelling here and there..

24th night,

Christmas Eve,

went to Taiping's Station 1 and celebrated it there..

Sky and Grey were working on that day..

so me and Ke decided to follow and tagged along

a different environment to celebrate Christmas..

Glad tht you like the gift..

and the card..

and Thanks for the memories we've shared..

v(^_^)v

~luv & hugs~muakss

*¦Têññêê a.k.a.*¦¢µ±!e_Gîr£¦* a.k.a §ümlvlèr ¦*

lost??

2011 is coming to an end

will it be a good ending?

or a bad one?

Mine will be just normal I suppose?

unless my wish is granted..

Not that wish but just a lil wish for 31st Dec is good enough for me

SIgh..

I'm actually having mixed feelings right now

I thank you for the times and memories we've shared

but at the same time,

I kinda..

don't know what word can describe that feeling..

hate? dislike?

not until that extend I suppose..

again..

couldn't put the blame on you..

coz I was at fault too...

人就是犯贱。。

I'm having mixed feelings because

I knew i have to move on and shouldn't cling on to you any longer

but at the same time,

I misses you..

hopes to see you

and be with you

What should I do?

Christmas has just passed..

How did you people celebrated it?

Mine was just normal..

went to support my friend at work

but somehow it is special..

at least to me,

I felt so

v(^_^)v

~luv & hugs~muakss

*¦Têññêê a.k.a.*¦¢µ±!e_Gîr£¦* a.k.a §ümlvlèr ¦*

傻傻的我

最近的我，到底怎么啦吗？

心情反反复复的。。

时好时坏。。

爱哭的我。。

就快要把我的眼泪都哭干了吧

时间过得真快

还有不到一个星期的时间就要离开了

很快就没的和你一起喝酒，看你表演了

有时候，真的很想对你讲

“可不可以不要对我那么好啊，这样下去，

我怕我会变得越来越贪心，越来越喜欢你”

我真的很怕

因为我好像开始觉得

我越来越喜欢你了

越来越不舍得离开

越来越不舍得放手

人，本来就是贪心的

以前的我，什么都没想过

只是单纯的喜欢你，想带在你身边，

默默地看着你，支持你。。

从没有任何期待和希望。。

也从没想过要和你在一起

可是现在的我，

却想要更多

我开始会期待、和希望，

你也和我一样的爱我

老实说。。

当你抱着我睡的那一刻

我是真的觉得很温暖，有一种被保护的感觉

这是我第一次觉得有被保护的安全感

谢谢你。。

让我享受我从没享受过的安全感

最近的天气好冷

真的好想你会在我旁边

抱着我睡，给我温暖

那时候，我才发现

傻傻的我

原来是多么的喜欢你

有好多话

都好想跟你讲

让你知道

可是就是开不了口

喜欢你，好想你，想见你。。

却又不敢告诉你。。

For all of the time that I tried for your smile
For making you think that I was worth the while
So your love love love love love would be mine
For sending you flowers and holding your hand
That no one was there to take a stand
But then love love love made us blind

And I'm so sorry that I hurt you
Sorry that I fell through
Sorry I was falling in love with you
I'm sorry that it came true
But sorry doesn't turn back time
For all that I have done to you
I wish that I could make it right
So sorry that I loved you
Sorry that I needed you
Sorry that I held you tight

And I'm sorry for making you love me and saying goodbye
For being the one that taught you how to cry
It was love love love and it passed us by
For giving you everything that you dreamed
For taking it back when I fled the scene
Sorry love, for wasting your time

And I'm so sorry that I hurt you
Sorry that I fell through
Sorry I was falling in love with you
I'm sorry that it came true
But sorry doesn't turn back time
For all that I have done to you
I wish that I could make it right
So sorry that I loved you
Sorry that I needed you
sorry that I held you tight

An apology now after all of this time
Won't make any difference tonight
But I'm hoping 'I'm sorry' will open your mind
To love love love, Love in your life

Sorry that I hurt you
Sorry that I fell through
Sorry I was falling in love with you
I'm sorry that it came true
But sorry doesn't turn back time
For all that I have done to you
I wish that I could make it right
So sorry that I hurt you
Sorry that I fell through
Sorry I was falling in love with you

I'm sorry that it came true
But sorry doesn't turn back time
I'm sorry that I loved you
Sorry that I hurt you
I'm so sorry that I loved you
I'm so sorry that I hurt you
Sorry that I loved you

v(^_^)v

~luv & hugs~muakss

*¦Têññêê a.k.a.*¦¢µ±!e_Gîr£¦* a.k.a §ümlvlèr ¦*

Countdown: 2 days

还有两天。。

跟你拼了。。

Hopefully we can win this battle...

All the best guys...

let's fight this battle together..

then we can enjoy to the max before we start a new journey of life..

v(^_^)v

~luv & hugs~muakss

*¦Têññêê a.k.a.*¦¢µ±!e_Gîr£¦* a.k.a §ümlvlèr ¦*

Final week

Finally back in Kampar le..

1 more week to go before I officially say Goodbye to Kampar *fingers crossed*

sigh..

It still feels like Y1S1 was just few weeks or few months back..

but eventually,

it's already in the final sem and final week..

2 more papers to go before I officially said goodbye to a student's life..

Gonna miss so so many things here..

The crazy times with friends..

The yum cha session

The sitting at the-middle- of the road times..

so so many things...

Besides worrying about exam,

I'm also worrying about my current house here..

10th of the month is a Sat..

Hopefully the damn owner will not come on that day and kacau la..

Please let me study for my exam peacefully...

To all my dear friends in UNI...

I'm gonna miss each and everyone of you so so much..

wish you guys all the best in future..

no matter where we are and what we will be..

Wish all of us SUCCESS in everything we do...

Dedicate this song below to all of you

who have brighten and brings joys throughout the 3 years here...

v(^_^)v~
luv & hugs~muakss

*¦Têññêê a.k.a.*¦¢µ±!e_Gîr£¦* a.k.a §ümlvlèr ¦*

Why...

It's already 3.07am now..

but I still couldn't sleep

don't feel good ever since he told me where he's going

Why do I have such feelings?
Why do I care so much?

Why am I still waiting for it?

I'm just no one to care

and I don't have the rights to care

but the fact is that..

I do really care about it

I never knew I do..

till now...

I finally realize..

does mean a lot to me

and at this moment..

Really hope to say...

v(^_^)v

~luv & hugs~muakss

*¦Têññêê a.k.a.*¦¢µ±!e_Gîr£¦* a.k.a §ümlvlèr ¦*

The end of Week 7..

Back In Penang today...

Finally came back for study week..

Will be back in Kampar next week.. hmmmm

Cannot play le.. have to study hard..

as exam is just round the corner..

Am really scared and worried about this exam actually

hopefully I can passed the exams safe...haha

had fun the last 2 days before I came back to Penang..

Followed Sky and Grey to Teluk Intan again

It seems like I'm their part time Manager d..wakaka

I know I'm SS.. haha

but following them for wedding functions and events like this indeed let me learnt something..

Singers for the day.. Grey and Sky Ghostz

Simply <3 this photo.. Thanks to Grey for the shot

This is cute... I mean the character of the shirt...

The view from De Sky Bar

Kimiro and Yibin joined the next day

The last set for the day.. Grey joined them

Singing 我是一只小小鸟。。 It was great..

but sorry for the blurred pictures..Cacat camera

Tho this photo blurred a bit.. but still like it..

Taken some new photos yesterday..

marking the end of semester in Uni...

Life has been great this 3 years in Kampar..

Have seen and experienced things that I've not being exposed to before

Ups and Downs

Friends, studies..

Everything..

I'm sure gonna miss every bit of it here..

Time flies..

never thought that my student life is coming to an end..

ARRGHhhh..

no more cheap movie tickets

no more cheap rates for singing K at Red Box..

NOOOOOOOooooo

v(^_^)v

~luv & hugs~muakss

*¦Têññêê a.k.a.*¦¢µ±!e_Gîr£¦* a.k.a §ümlvlèr ¦*

原来我。。怕安静

本来还好好的。。。

但是。。眼泪。。突然失控了。。

而最好笑的是。。

连我自己也搞不懂。。

做么会突然间这样

最近好像有点emo...

而这首歌。。超适合我现在的心情

v(^_^)v

~luv & hugs~muakss

*¦Têññêê a.k.a.*¦¢µ±!e_Gîr£¦* a.k.a §ümlvlèr ¦*

Cameron Trip 2011

I've always wanted to go to Cameron once before I grad..

My coursemates went last week and asked if I wanna tag along

but too bad I've already had appointment with friends..

So end up rejected them..

It's already the 7th week now..

Which is officially the last week of my Uni LIfe...

Getting more and more emo lately,.

Emo about lots of stuff

and for the first time,.

I feel reluctant to leave Kampar...

feel that.. I'm so gonna miss everything here....

Talked about Cameron...

I've finally made my way up there..

Thanks to Sky, Xiao Ke, and Grey..

haha.. My mission finally accomplished..

Go Cameron before grad.. and STRAWBERRRIESSS!!

HOwever, wasted that we did't get to pluck Strawberries on our own...

and I'll be back again Cameron.. wait for me...

Cold raining weather in Cameron...

Playing guitar and relaxing while caught in jam..

Having Steamboat during such weathers... GREAT!!!WARM!!

Simple love this shot..

Grey has been trying so hard to snap a pic of terrifying me without me noticing..haha

The butterflies are huge here in Cameron

Oh yeah..

I've finally been to Overtime!!

Never been to any OT before.. my first time..

This is Ipoh's OT.. not bad also..

The beer from OT.. Starker..

Not bad.. quite nice and ot bitter..

had a cup of cocktail too..

Mixture of cocktail and beer..

I got a bit TIpsy..

and the feeling's great...

v(^_^)v

~luv & hugs~muakss

*¦Têññêê a.k.a.*¦¢µ±!e_Gîr£¦* a.k.a §ümlvlèr ¦*