First day of INTERN...

Having insomnia these few days..

slept for less than 5 hours a day and it should be a pathetic thing when you don't get to sleep during your sem breaks..

Was worrying about my results and it's finally out now..

Thank God that I'm safe....

I passed the killer subject..

but don't know why,

I'm still kinda disappointed...

I should have felt relieved and happy but yet,

it seems like there are something in me...

and ya..

It's my first day working at The CAT studio

things were still OK..

I was just given a simple task which is to write the Company Profile..

a simple but yet hard task..

I've got stuck while writing halfway..

Thanks to my colleague Nick that helped me to end it.

Things were cool here..

I see them discussing about the works,

compressing the music works,

students learning drum next room, (seeing LIVE)

and also violins and piano ( only listened to it.. )..

My first experience in a recording studio..

and it was GREAT!~!!!~!!

v(^_^)v

~luv & hugs~muakss

*¦Têññêê a.k.a.*¦¢µ±!e_Gîr£¦* a.k.a §ümlvlèr ¦*

Memoirs ~

It's been 2 weeks now since I'm back in Penang
1 more week and I'll need to start my intern..
time flies..

It's a Sunday today..
thus, time to be a good girl
Stay at home, help mom and all..

while I'm clearing my drawer,

I found this cut-out newspaper..

and showed it to my mom..

haha.. it was from The Star,

regarding our First Aid Competition 2004..

Mei was there, Celysce was there..

hhaha..

very nice memory...

another one is this..

A Xmas present from someone in 2006

Treasured it a lot..

and it still do look nice right?

hehe..

a very nice cup..

thanks ya.. heheh

Sometimes,

doing some clean ups might be a good thing..

I found a lot of things that I don't even remember I owned them..

and a lot of funny things that I wrote down in my diary...

Well,

that's secret..heheh...

but anyhow,

after all this,

just realize...

I'm OLD~~~!!!! hahahah

v(^_^)v
~luv & hugs~muakss
*¦Têññêê a.k.a.*¦¢µ±!e_Gîr£¦* a.k.a §ümlvlèr ¦*

♥ VOLUNTEERS WORK FOR CHANGE ♥

♥ VOLUNTEERS WORK FOR CHANGE ♥

is the slogan for our core paper,

PR Campaign and Planning

Our theme for this year is VOLUNTEERISM

We are the first batch who's campaign cost a 100% coursework marks

Thus, each and everyone of us,

work the hell out of us to get things right

There 91 students in my batch of PR students,

adding to some of the seniors who took this subject this year

We were divided into 3 groups as you can see from the picture below,

Pink, Yellow and Green.

Pink = Healthcare

Yellow = education

Green = Environment

our batch of students were the first in history

that came up with a 'mega project' that is extremely tough for us students to handle.

we even managed to hold a Press Conference for our campaigns.

and it was my very first Press Conference ever..

The mascots from three grps

and I'm in the Yellow group..

we were very lost in the first place coz we do not know what kind of campaigns should we organize..

just before the day of out proposal presentation,

Our campaign director, Keong,

came up with this plan..

it was queried by our advisors at first and we got only 3/10 for our proposal,

but then our hard work was worth as we succeeded in our 'mission impossible'

We organized a 1000 participants' Volunteerism Run (VRun)

and with the support of Dato Lee Chee Leong,

our run was a success..

It was very tiring and hectic,

and of course arguments and all

but then, at the end, we all worked it out..

I was being selected as one of the co-emcee on that day

It was my first experience as an MC..

I've always wanted to try and gain experience but then,

it was a total chaos..

I was really disappointed with myself on that day..

guess I would prefer to be in the backstage more..haha

well, thanks to 2 beloved Volunteers who came all the way from KL to perform in our carnival

Julio and Miau MIau..

Without their supports, our carnival would not have succeeded...

their performances were great...

thanks Ju, for coming to perform for us..

was really glad that you came...

will see u again in my next event alright??hehe

and Miau Miau..

a very nice and friendly girl..

thanks a lot for the talk show..

even my advisor who don't know chinese laughed and enjoyed your performance..

Pictures of the preparations and also publicities in campus

these are the goodies bags for the participants

Me in the mascot

and the outreach mega event..

Do support us in Facebook k?

join and like our page at

http://www.facebook.com/pages/Public-Relations-Volunteerism-EducationCampaign-2011/148151275243953

v(^_^)v

~luv & hugs~muakss

*¦Têññêê a.k.a.*¦¢µ±!e_Gîr£¦* a.k.a §ümlvlèr ¦*

The not-so-great ending of Year 3 Sem 1

Time flies..

It's the end of my year 3 sem 1 in Kampar and will be leaving back to Penang for my internship for 3.5 months

It should be a very exciting journey but then it all ended with frowns

My last paper was on Wednesday,

It was UAMG3004 Media Ethics

all of us were studying very hard for it coz if we don't pass this sem,

we won't be able to graduate next year.

It was finally the day,

but then, a very saddening day..

it was the first time in my life,

where I open up the question paper,

and I don't know what the questions are asking about

It was totally out of common sense

and wasn't really about what we have studied

after all the readings and revisions,

even practices of tutorial questions and past year papers,

it was totally different kind of thing.

what makes things worst is that the next day,

some one leaked out a message saying that failing rate are as to what we had during our Comm Theory paper

of course the 'source' is by the lecturer it self..

but no matter what, *cross fingers*

I hope I'm not the one..

you can say that I'm selfish,

but at this kind of situation,

I believe,

everyone would think the same as well..

after exam,

another thing that I'm sad of..

is that..

I suddenly felt that there are gaps in between us..

I started to feel like,

I couldn't join into the conversation..

felt like I couldn't understand about the conversations

What has actually happen?

Did I think too much?

I actually felt that we are drifting apart..

or was it about the misunderstand?

I felt that there are some misunderstands among us,

as I can felt the ways and talkings, and actions, are different..

and I heard gossips too..

Why are these things all so sudden?

I thought that things have all been settled down after all that we've been through

but why do I suddenly felt so?

I do appreciate us a lot,

I never felt this way before..

and for the first time ever in my life,

tears filled my eyes when I face such situations

Was really happy with what we've shared, and experienced

but, why is it now that i felt I'm the superfluous one?

What wrong have I done?

I've always wanted to confront you,

to clarify things among us

to make things clear so that there will be no misunderstands among us

but,

I'm just too afraid to do so..

I'm afraid of asking

and I'm afraid of the answer as well...

I don't know how should I start to talk to you about this..

but deeply inside,

I really felt the pain and hurt..

coz you are the ones that I treasures the most here..

Guess,

this was the first time that I appreciate our loves so much..

I'm too afraid to loose you..

and I don't want to loose you as well..

hope that it was me who think too much..

I believe,

things will be fine..

sooonnn...

<3 you guys always..

Video for today, a very old song...
Don't Speak from No Doubt..


You and me
We used to be together
Everyday together always
I really feel
That I'm losing my best friend
I can't believe
This could be the end
It looks as though you're letting go
And if it's real
Well I don't want to know

Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me cause it hurts

Our memories
Well, they can be inviting
But some are altogether
Mighty frightening
As we die, both you and I
With my head in my hands
I sit and cry

Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts (no, no, no)
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me cause it hurts

It's all ending
I gotta stop pretending who we are...
You and me I can see us dying...are we?

Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts (no, no, no)
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me cause it hurts
Don't tell me cause it hurts!
I know what you're saying
So please stop explaining

Don't speak,
don't speak,
don't speak,
oh I know what you're thinking
And I don't need your reasons
I know you're good,
I know you're good,
I know you're real good
Oh, la la la la la la La la la la la la
Don't, Don't, uh-huh Hush, hush darlin'
Hush, hush darlin' Hush, hush
don't tell me tell me cause it hurts
Hush, hush darlin' Hush, hush darlin'
Hush, hush don't tell me tell me cause it hurts

v(^_^)v

~luv & hugs~muakss

*¦Têññêê a.k.a.*¦¢µ±!e_Gîr£¦* a.k.a §ümlvlèr ¦*

My splendid 2011 Birthday

Another had passed..

and I'm one year older again..

but this year's birthday was splendid and different from the previous years..

at least no more celebrating in mamak?

haha...

Well, this year was a bit special..

My friends and family celebrated my birthday on a vacation to Genting

thanks to Genting who offered me the free room or else we wouldn't have this plan at all

It was 4 days after our massive event and it was really tired..

but then we thought that we deserve some rest and relax..

so?? wnd HIAO Trip..

a 3D2N trip...

1st night in Genting

2nd night in KL

well, i drove down to 1U on the 14th and we took the bus up hill..

it was very cold there and damn nice..

it rained for awhile but luckily wasn't continuous and we managed to catch some rides outdoor

Celebration in Kampar...

Birthday Eve.. hhaha...

cake-giving ceremony?? haha.. tommy's birthday is just 2 days after mine...

oh yeah.. not forgetting my lovely birthday present by them (those in pictures) and also my classmates..

After makan, then westlake...

Breakfast in KL

Self shot in cable car

Look at the mists

Personally love this shot a lot

and this too...

While waiting for corkscrew

Sad.. I was only this TALL

in cable car, on the way down...

Dinner at Millennium Square KL

Bruch at somewhere nearby Wei's house...

First time try Dry Bah Kut Teh

v(^_^)v

~luv & hugs~muakss

*¦Têññêê a.k.a.*¦¢µ±!e_Gîr£¦* a.k.a §ümlvlèr ¦*