Happy Belated Father's Day

Yes.. I know Father's Day had passed..
I just realize that I missed a post about father's day..
It's the 4th Father's Day since he had gone

The 4th Father;s Day I've gone through,
Without a Father being my my side..
I am indeed,
Missing you a lot

How good if you are here with me
then, now, and in the future...
If only you're by my side..

I actually went for a walk that day..
i saw a lot of families,
hanging out together
enjoying times with one another

I'm happy for them,
but at the same times
It reminds me of you

How good if we get to go to a shopping mall,
or even to the markets during the weekends,
TOGETHER...

It's the 4th years,
and I am not used to it
Or maybe,
I will never get used to it..

as one of my post previously, quoted from a movie..
永远不习惯。。

永远不习惯-
人对许多感觉都可以习惯
可以习惯一个人的优点和缺点
可以习惯坚强
甚至失恋也可以习惯
惟独和至亲的人 生离死别
是永远无法习惯的

Here is the Father's day gift that I'd prepared for my lovely Dad..
I know he will love this..


v(^_^)v
~luv & hugs~muakss
*¦Têññêê a.k.a.*¦¢µ±!e_Gîr£¦* a.k.a §ümlvlèr ¦*

Disappointed with bad news..

Sorry about the photos..
It is still with my friend and still haven't get it from him yet..

Well, I went to Ipoh again with my housemates..
watched movie, window shopped.. and yeah..
saw a few dresses and tops that I like..

here you are..do let me know how does it look ya..



I like this dress too.. but then the back were actually kind of expose..

I personally love this top..



hmmm...
had something that is kind of bothering me previously..
but i guess..
i have made the decision..
that it to give up..
i posted this in my FB status,
and ppl keep on asking me what is it,
and worried about me..
thanks for the care guys..
and dont worry about me..im alright..
yes..i m not lying..

maybe i am too afraid of falling again..
afraid that it will be too late if i dont give up now
am really scared..

Sigh..
Was kind of sad and disappointed today
received a call from Xiao Hui today
and she gave me a bad bad news..
well, it should be a good news for Kah Jun
but then will be a bad news for me..

As you guys know,
Ive invited KJ to be the guest performer for my Mass COmm Night on 28th July 2010
We had faced lots of things
i had spent lots of time and efforts for this
From, UTAR not allowing artists, till everything is settle now
agreement has been made and it's just that lil step..
I really don't feel like letting it go just like that..
They asked if we could make it on the 27th..
Need to discuss with the committees..
I really hope to make it..

They say, if they can't make it for my event this July,
then will accept the offer from a society,
that will be organizing a PC fair in UTAR Kampar,
Im not sure why is PC fair inviting,
but then , I really don't feel like giving it to them..

It's like, we spent so much time and efforts..
and suddenly everything goes to someone else's...
this feeling really sux.
was really disappointing..

So, about my trip to Ipoh today
We watched Karate Kid..
It's really nice..
and worth to watch..

I cried when I watched the the movie
and I was touched by what Jackie Chan said in the movie..
"Life knocked us down, but we can choose, whether or not, to get back up"

Tears filled my eyes, and I broke down...
this phrase really touched me..
It's time to get back up...
I chose to get back up..
so that I can overcome what Im facing now..
and will not 自暴自弃

it's time to get serious with my stuffs...
time to get serious in studies..

hmmm..
There's this song I would like to share here today..


and this is the lyrics..
Im sorry that i couldn't find the english translation for it..

Bu Zhi Shi Peng You 不只是朋友

你身边的女人总是美丽
ni shen bian de nv ren zhong shi mei li
你追逐的爱情总是游戏
ni zui zu de ai qing zhong shi you xi
在你的眼里
zai ni de yan li
我是你可以对饮言欢的朋友
wo shi ni ke yi dui yin yan huan de peng you
你从不吝啬催促我分享你的快乐
ni cong bu lin se cui cu wo fen xiang ni de kuai le

你开心的时候总是挥霍
ni kai xin de shi hou zhong shi hui huo
你失意的片刻总是沉默
ni shi yi de pian ke zhong shi cen mo
在你的眼里
zai ni de yan li
我是你可以依靠倾吐的朋友
wo shi ni ke yi yi kao qing tu de peng you
你从不忘记提醒我分担你的寂寞
ni cong bu wang ji ti xing wo fen dan ni de ji mo

你从不知道我想做的不只是朋友
ni cong bu zhi dao wo xiang zuo de bu zhi shi peng you
还想有那么一点点温柔的娇纵
hai xiang you na me yi dian dian wen rou de jiao zong
你从不知道我想做的不只是朋友
ni cong bu zhi dao wo xiang zuo de bu zhi shi peng you
还想有那么一点点自私的占有
hai xiang you na me yi dian dian zi si de zhan you

想做你不变的恋人
xiang zuo ni bu bian de lian ren
想做你一世的牵挂
xiang zuo ni yi shi de qian gua
想做你不只是朋友
xiang zuo ni bu zhi shi peng you

v(^_^)v
~luv & hugs~muakss
*¦Têññêê a.k.a.*¦¢µ±!e_Gîr£¦* a.k.a §ümlvlèr ¦*

First presentation

The past weekend was very tiring...
Was helping a friend of mine his work and prepating for my first presentation for this sem

Crisis Management,
one of the major papers of mine for this Year 2 Sem 2..
the name of the subject sounfs fun but then it was not as easy at it seems..
hmmmmm

First of all,
would like to apologize to my group mates..
Sin Wei, Pei Woon, and Tze Jinq...
which are also my buddies and ji mui in throughout my uni life here since Y1S1..

Sin Wei,
only get to know her in Y1S2,
was truly a great friend,
specially when we 8 together huh?hahah

Thanks guys for the supports and concern and also the forgiveness..
This first proposal of CM was mostly did by you guys,
and I as the 'leader'(buta kena from you all coz I was absent from last week's tutorial....
well, the presentation was not that bad actually
but we ourselves, were not quite satisfied and We think that we don't really deserve that high marks..
but anyhow,
thanks alot to our very cooperative classamtes that gave us suh high marks..

Hmmm...Lots of thinks to 'fan' and think of lately...
Some of them knew why..heheh
But I myself not sure to the answer or the things that is bothering me...
haha..don't care d la...
just let it be..
Follow the flow..

went to Ipoh with my friends few days back...and taken some pics..but the pics is not with me now..
I know i still owe you guys the photos of the buffet dinner I had at Syuen Hotal...
and now the pictures I took at Ipoh..hehe..

Will get back to you guys soon k?with the photos that I've promised..heheh...

and here you are...the song for today is
Waiting for you by Anson Hu, 胡彦斌



here's the lyrics in both Mandarin and Pin yin..

金色的舞鞋伴著音樂
Jin se de wu xie ban zhe yin yue
Golden dancing slippers accompanying the music

Baby, 你的眼睛是一彎深邃的湖水
Baby, Ni de yan jing shi yi wan shen sui de hu shui
Baby, Your eyes like a well of deep, unending lake water

Oh, 忽明忽滅
Oh, Hu ming hu mie
Oh, Suddenly bright, then suddenly dark

掩藏不可思議的美
Yan cang bu ke si yi de mei
Concealing an inconceivable beauty

讓我暈眩像在懸崖邊
Rang wo yun xuan xiang zai xuan yai bian
It made me feel dizzy... as though I were standing on the edge of a cliff

誰知一睜眼就不見
Shei zhi yi zheng yan jiu bu jian
How was I to know that, when I opened my eyes, it would all be gone?

Waiting for you
I'm waiting for you
Waiting for you... kiss me at tonight

為何你, Cinderella
Wei he ni, Cinderella
Oh, why, Cinderella?

留給我一望無際的思念
Liu gei wo yi wang wu ji de si nian
Why did you leave me with this longing, this endless longing?

Waiting for you
I'm waiting for you
Waiting for you... come here to my dream

牽著你不斷旋轉
Qian zhe ni bu duan xuan zhuan
I'll take your hand, twirl and spin us around endlessly...

一直到黑髮成了銀線
Yi zhi dao hei fa cheng le yin xian
Until our black hair fades into strands of silver

Waiting for you
Waiting for you
直到永遠
Zhi dao yong yuan
Until the end of time

source: in yin lyrics from AsianFanatics

v(^_^)v
~luv & hugs~muakss
*¦Têññêê a.k.a.*¦¢µ±!e_Gîr£¦* a.k.a §ümlvlèr ¦*

很想说

YES!!One step closer to the event already.
Hope everything will go on smoothly...heheh

Didn't feel quite well today,
but already recovered la..hehe

Mun Hon is backed from UK and I went over to Ipoh last night to have dinner with him and also my other cousins.
Had buffet dinner at Syuen Hotel,
promotion Rm 48++(if I'm not mistaken)..
and it's buy 3 free 1...
promotion till end of June if not mistaken..heheh

took some pictures of what I had there...
but then my memory card is not here with me...
so will upload again soon ok>hehe
and of course, the best thing of this buffet is
it offers JAPANESE cuisine..hehe...

and my all time favourite..
SAKE SASHIMI!!!!..
haha...
ate alot yesterday..

Oh Yeah..
World Cup fever is on for everyone right?
Last night went to watch England's match..
sigh.. disappointed..
hahah
I myself didn't know that I could crave for football that much..wakak

Hmmm...
guess I'm finally getting used to it..
will be having my first presentation and assignment deadline on Monday..
hope everything will be fine..
hope I can gain back my concentration and courage...

Song for today is 很想说 by li sheng jie...
oh yea...talk about li sheng jie,
Chao Tiong's duet with him was GREAT!!!

will link it again next blog...
so for today just enjoy 很想说 first k?
hmmmm...those who knew what happen will know why I like this song recently..haha...
;p



and here are the lyrics in both Chinese and pinyin and also translation


(You Are So Beautiful To Me)
在我眼里你永遠最美 連你一個微笑也都會讓我醉
zai wo yan li ni yong yuan zui mei lian ni yi ge wei xiao ye dou hui rang
wo zui
In my eyes you''ll always be the most beautiful, even just a smile from you sends me reeling

你所謂的幸福我想給 以為手不放開就是痴心絕對
ni suo wei de xing fu wo xiang gei yi wei shou bu fang kai jiu shi chi
xin jue dui
Your so-called happiness I want to give you I thought that holding on tight was a rash decision

太愚昧 難道 笑容沒了 距离有了 快樂也走了
tai yu mei nan dao xiao rong mei le ju li you le kuai le ye zou le
Too ignorant Could it be? Smiling expression gone, now there's distance between us, happiness has also left

還是 真心死了 彼此不信任了 終于懂了 真的
hai shi zhen xin si le bi ci bu xin ren le zhong yu dong le zhen de
Or did sincerity die? We don't trust each other anymore. I finally know that this is real..

很想說有你是幸福的 很想說我的心是你的
hen xiang shuo you ni shi xing fu de hen xiang shuo wo de xin shi ni de
I really want to say that you are happiness, that my heart is yours

很想說你真的誤解了 很想說你真的忘記了 My Love
hen xiang shuo ni zhen de wu jie le hen xiang shuo ni zhen de wang ji le My Love
I really want to say that you've misunderstood, that you've truly forgotten my love

笑容沒了 距离有了 快樂也走了
xiao rong mei le ju li you le kuai le ye zou le
Could it be? Smiling expression gone, now there's distance between us, happiness has also left

還是 真心死了 彼此不信任了 終于懂了 真的
hai shi zhen xin si le bi ci wo xing ren le zhong yu dong le zhen de
Or did sincerity die? We don't trust each other anymore. I finally know that this is real..

很想說有你是幸福的 很想說我的心是你的
hen xiang shuo you ni shi xing fu de hen xiang shuo wo de xin shi ni de
I really want to say that you are happiness, that my heart is yours
很想說你真的誤解了 很想說你真的忘記了
hen xiang shuo ni zhen de wu jie le hen xiang shuo ni zhe de wang ji le
I really want to say that you've misunderstood, that you've truly forgotten

很想說會好好疼你的 很想說愛你是自由的
hen xiang shuo hui hao hao teng ni de heng xiang shuo ai ni she zi you de
I really want to say that I'll love you dearly, that loving you is my choice

很想說你是否听見了 很想說你真的忘記了
hen xiang shuo ni shi fou ting jian le hen xiang shuo ni zhen de wang ji le
I really want to say that you didn't hear it, that you've truly forgotten

愛了 就有堅持理由 別說 我會留在路口
ai le jiu shi jian chi li you bie shuo wo hui liu zai lu kou
Having loved is remaining committed to reason Don't say anything - I will stay at the intersection

不會走 愛你會直到最后
bu hui zou ai ni hui zhi dao zui hou
I won't keep walking, loving you I will remain there forever

很想說有你是幸福的 很想說我的心是你的
hen xiang shuo you ni shi xing fu de hen xiang shuo wo de xin shi ni de
I really want to say that you are happiness, that my heart is yours

很想說你真的誤解了 很想說你真的忘記了
hen xiang shuo ni zhen de wu jie le hen xiang shuo ni zhe de wang ji le
I really want to say that you've misunderstood, that you've truly forgotten

很想說會好好疼你的 很想說愛你是自由的
hen xiang shuo hui hao hao teng ni de heng xiang shuo ai ni she zi you
de
I really want to say that I'll love you dearly, that loving you is my choice

很想說你是否听見了 很想說我們可不可以 复合
hen xiang shuo ni shi fou ting hian le hen xiang shuo wo men ke bu ke yi
fu he
I really want to say that you didn't hear it I really want to ask if we can be together again

v(^_^)v
~luv & hugs~muakss
*¦Têññêê a.k.a.*¦¢µ±!e_Gîr£¦* a.k.a §ümlvlèr ¦*

I'm Tired

Lately,
I don't know what is happening with me..
I am once again having imsomnia..
I can't sleep well each and every night

I'm tired..
so so tired..
but..

What happened to me?
I seriously don't know..
My emotion is getting unstable again

I am..
once again,
wearing a mask in front of people

I smile and joke in front of people
but when I;m back to my room,
when i'm alone

This feeling came back to me..
I;m really so tired..
I don't want to think

I am not thinking..
but why am I having imsomnia every night?
why I can't really get to rest in my mind?

我真的好累。。。

Je suis fatigué。。。

song for today is 假装(pretend) by Jolin


and the lyrics..

呼吸着一种孤独的味道
Hu xi zhe yi zhong gu du de wei dao
Breathing seems like a taste of loneliness

心跳在你沉默以后慢慢的被淡忘掉
Xin tiao zai ni chen mo yi hou man man de bei dan wang diao
After you turned silence, this heartbeat slowly dilutes and be forgotten

我笑了笑反正你看不到
Wo xiao le xiao fan zheng ni kan bu dao
I smiled and smiled, you would never see it anyway

我要的幸福
Wo yao de xing fu
The happiness that I wanted

遗落在你怀抱
Yi luo zai ni huai bao
Was lost in your embrace

当爱失了焦
Dang ai shi liao jiao
As love loses its passion

那些最初的美好
Na xie zui chu de mei hao
All those happiness from the past

早被你搁在一角
Zao bei ni ge zai yi jiao
You have long tucked them away in a corner

街上拥挤人潮
Jie shang yong ji ren chao
The street is filled with a wave of people

走着看着都是摧眠符号
Zou zhe kan zhe dou shi cui mian fu hao
As I walk along and look around, all I can see are the mesmerizing signs

记忆停不了
Ji yi ting bu liao
The memories are unstoppable

穿过读你的心跳
Chuan guo du ni de xin tiao
I am done feeling your heartbeat

穿过想你的味道
Chuan guo xiang ni de wei dao
I am done missing your existence

我只想不被打扰
Wo zhi xiang bu bei dao rao
I just don't want to be bothered

假装多好我只要
Jia zhuang duo hao wo zhi yao
It's good to pretend, I only want

只想要再拥有一秒
Zhi xiang yao zai yong you yi miao
I only want to once again have you for another second

去相信你的拥抱
Qu xiang xin ni de yong bao
To be able to trust your embrace

一直会让我依靠
Yi zhi hui rang wo yi kao
And always lets me depend on

继续等待 还心甘情愿的不想逃
Ji xu deng dai hai xin gan qing yuan de bu xiang tao
I am willing to continue to wait for you and not to ever run away

当爱失了焦
Dang ai shi liao jiao
As love loses its passion

那些最初的美好
Na xie zui chu de mei hao
All those happiness from the past

早被你搁在一角
Zao bei ni ge zai yi jiao
You have long tucked them away in a corner

街上拥挤人潮
Jie shang yong ji ren chao
The street is filled with a wave of people

走着看着都是摧眠符号
Zou zhe kan zhe dou shi cui mian fu hao
As I walk along and look around, all I can see are the mesmerizing signs

记忆停不了
Ji yi ting bu liao
The memories are unstoppable

穿过读你的心跳
Chuan guo du ni de xin tiao
I am done feeling your heartbeat

穿过想你的味道
Chuan guo xiang ni de wei dao
I am done missing your existence

我只想不被打扰
Wo zhi xiang bu bei dao rao
I just don't want to be bothered

假装多好我只要
Jia zhuang duo hao wo zhi yao
It's good to pretend, I only want

只想要再拥有一秒
Zhi xiang yao zai yong you yi miao
I only want to once again have you for another second

去相信你的拥抱
Qu xiang xin ni de yong bao
To be able to trust your embrace

一直会让我依靠
Yi zhi hui rang wo yi kao
And always lets me depend on

继续等待 还心甘情愿的不想逃
Ji xu deng dai hai xin gan qing yuan de bu xiang tao
I am willing to continue to wait for you and not to ever run away

假装多好依然是
Jia zhuang duo hao yi ran shi
It's good to pretend, yet it is still

依然是暧昧的tone调
Yi ran shi ai mei de tone diao
It is still an ambiguous melody

一个人无理取闹
Yi ge ren wu li qu nao
One person tries to deliberately provoke

两人世界的煎熬
Liang ren shi jie de jian ao
The torment of a world made for two

我被自己困在自己设下的圈套
Wo bei zi ji kun zai zi ji she xia de juan tao
I'm caught in a trap I made myself

像是驼鸟
Xiang shi tuo niao
Just like an ostrich

相信时间是唯一解药
Xiang xin shi jian shi wei yi jie yao
Believing that time is the only medicine

视而不见
Shi er bu jian
I'm blinded

傻到了无可救药
Sha dao le wu ke jiu yao
I'm helplessly foolish

其实早明了
Qi shi zao ming liao
For I long have realized

你的爱已随风飘
Ni de ai ji sui feng piao
That your love has gone with the wind

想要找 再也找不到
Xiang yao zhao zai ye zhao bu dao
No matter how much I look for it, I can never find it

假装多好我只要
Jia zhuang duo hao wo zhi yao
It's good to pretend, I only want

只想要再拥有一秒
Zhi xiang yao zai yong you yi miao
I only want to once again have you for another second

去相信你的拥抱
Qu xiang xin ni de yong bao
To be able to trust your embrace

还心甘情愿的不想逃
Hai xin gan qing yuan de bu xiang tao
I am willing to to continue to wait for you and not to ever run away

假装多好依然是
Jia zhuang duo hao yi ran shi
It's good to pretend, yet it is still

依然是暧昧的tone调
Yi ran shi ai mei de tone diao
It is still an ambiguous melody

一个人无理取闹
Yi ge ren wu li qu nao
One person tries to deliberately provoke

两人世界的煎熬
Liang ren shi jie de jian ao
The torment of a world made for two

我被自己困在自己设下的圈套
Wo bei zi ji kun zai zi ji she xia de juan tao
I'm caught in a trap I made myself

假装自己
Jia zhuang zi ji
Pretending that I,

已解开冰冷的手铐
Yi jie kai bing leng de shou kao
Have freed myself from this cold shackle

FYI, the lyrics and translation.. I got it from HERE

v(^_^)v
~luv & hugs~muakss
*¦Têññêê a.k.a.*¦¢µ±!e_Gîr£¦* a.k.a §ümlvlèr ¦*

对不起

最近心情都不是很好。。。
昨天总算知道我的appeal的成绩了。。。
haih...没希望了。。
心情真的很差。。
我的眼泪，又突然间掉下了。。
又再次，失控了。。。
我该怎么办呢？
我以为我已经开始面对事实了
可是，我才发现
原来
我真的还没准备去面对。
我真的需要很大的勇气去接受..
我会努力的。。

It's almost 2.30am le..
will go watch FIFA later...
haha..first time that siao with football...
maybe mix with friends and accompany them go watch too much ba..
summore later is ENG vs USA..
sure wan watch la..ENG wor..hahah

just now, someone told me something which I never expected it to happen..
I;m so sorry..
I really never expected this to happen..
I really do not mean to be too straight forward, as I know the truth hurts..
but then I just don't want you to misunderstand and give you false hope..
coz I know..having false hope don't feels great..
it actually hurts even more..
I;m really sorry...

Sometimes, being together as friends, is better than anything else..
Hope that you understand..
Pls allow me to apologize again..
Im sorry...
Hope that everything will turn out great for you...

Hey guys, I've changed the layout of my blog..how's it??
hmmm...it took me lots of times to get back my nuffnang here..but then I think it ran out of the suppose-to-be layout..hehe

going off soon le...the song for today is from Kelly Chen's
对不起，不是你。。


the lyrics in chinese..
大概真的不夠喜歡你　才任你　坐上客機
若我真的不要放走你　誰又怕　去擋飛機
但我真的想過嫁給你　才沒有　逐吋愛起
肯假裝　總會騙倒你　無奈我　自覺卑鄙

＊曾懷疑共你　很努力地
　扮談情　便有轉機
　然而時候到　該禮貌地
　放手　再拒絕你＊

誰當是玩遊戲　為你花過力氣
很可惜　最多似　好知己
我試過　在暗中　配合你
我試過　學放鬆　接受你
小火花　擦出了　燒不起
我愛你　未夠深　對不起

是我真的不夠喜歡你　純被愛　未免太悲
他應該　使我有心跳　陪住你　沒有驚喜

REPEAT＊

誰當是玩遊戲　為你花過力氣
很可惜　最多似　好知己
我退後　未夠早　對不起
我顧慮　亦太多　對不起
小火花　擦出了　燒不起
我對你　未夠狠　對不起

and the translation in english..

I’m Sorry, It’s Not You
Sung by Kelly Chen

Perhaps I don’t love you enough
To allow you to get aboard your flight
If I really didn’t need to let you go
Why would one be afraid to get in the way of the plane?
I had really thought about marrying you
That’s why I didn’t progress my loving
If I was willing to pretend
That would be enough to fool you
Helplessly I find that very despicable

I had once doubt how hard we had to try to be in love
There may have been a way to salvage this
But the time has arrived
I should politely let go and reject you once again

Who thinks of this as playing games?
I have put in effort for you
But unfortunately we are like good friends
I tried to surreptitiously complement you
I tried to lighten up and accept you
Small sparks arise but doesn’t burn
I love you
But not deep enough
Sorry

It is me that don’t love you enough
It’s rather sad just to be loved
He should make my heart beat
There is no surprise when I’m with you
I had once doubt how hard we had to try to be in love
There may have been a way to salvage this
But the time has arrived
I should politely let go and reject you once again
Who thinks of this as playing games?
I have put in effort for you
But unfortunately we are like good friends
I didn’t retreat early enough
I’m sorry
I consider too much
I’m sorry
Small sparks arises but doesn’t burn
I am not cruel enough to you
Sorry

source: chinese lyrics from chlyrics.net

and english translation from asian fanatics
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Lost of hope

Back in Kampar for almost 3 weeks le..
Thought that I had finally accepted the fact..
but then..sigh... so sad..
when my lecturer told me about my appeal result yesterday,
I couldn't help but tears flow down..
Didn't have good sleeps again this few days..sigh..

Went to class as usual just now..
and met Ugen..
Thanks Ugen for accompanying to my car and the advices you gave me
You were right, but then, I just need time...
Thanks again..

Oh yea.. on July 28 2010,
Mass Comm Society will be having a Dark Heaven Night and
we are in the process of getting Kah Jun to come perform here..
For those who is not familiar with him and wonder who's Kah Jun, here's a video of him from his latest 2010 EP

here you are, one of my fav in his album

三个字

But we are still lack of budgets and sponsors..
anyone know where can we get cash sponsors for the artistes??heheh

v(^_^)v
~luv & hugs~muakss
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It's been a few days since I came back to Kampar
This sem is not easy..aihh
today went out with Dada, Jess and Bernice..

had fun and chatted a lot..
It's been a long time since we last hang out together..
We chatted a lot of things

hmmm..
He had suddenly disappear for the whole day..
Was worried about him..msged him but he didn't reply..
Thought what happened..
but luckily you're alright

I start to wonder..
Why do I care?
Why do I worry about you?
I myself don't know why...

sigh...kind of emo now actually..
today had a nap and wake up with not very good mood..
don't know why..
Belinda they tried to ask if I were ok..
but I;ve always tried to avoid their questions..

song for today is Sam Lee's 原谅我没有说
Fell in love with this song the first time I heard it..



li bie hou qiu tian gan zou xia tian
kan zhe yu dian leng leng di zhui luo lu mian
gei die sui de xin yuan
shou ci yue hui de can ting yi xie ye
bei yi qi zai zhen kong de shi jie
zhong yu xiang ai yi bi fen kai yao yuan
na mian bo li xiang chao shi de lian

yuan liang wo mei you shuo
zui ai ni de shi wo
yu qu yu qiu you ba wen rou dang fu he
yuan liang wo mei you shuo
wo gei ni de bing bu duo
yong you guo que mei you ba wo

yu ting le jie jin tou ming de lan tian
xiang cong lai mei you na me yi ye
zhong yu xiang ai yi bi fen kai yao yuan
zhong yu zai jian bian cheng le huang yan

yuan liang wo mei you shuo
zui ai ni de shi wo
yu qu yu qiu you ba wen rou dang fu he
yuan liang wo mei you shuo
wo gei ni de bing bu duo
yong you guo que mei you ba wo

yong jue jiang lai bao guo cui ruo
yong zi you lai deng tong bu ji mo
wo nan guo cai xiao de
ni shuo de bu nan guo
shi qiang xing fang shou
qiang xing zheng tuo

yuan liang wo mei you shuo
zui ai ni de shi wo
yu qu yu qiu you ba wen rou dang fu he
yuan liang wo mei you shuo
wo gei ni de bing bu duo
yong you guo yi wei mei shen me

shou ci yue hui de can ting yi xie ye
bei yi qi zai zhen kong de shi jie
zhong yu xiang ai yi bi fen kai yao yuan
na mian bo li xiang chao shi de lian

v(^_^)v
~luv & hugs~muakss
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Y2S2

Im finally back in Kampar...
New sem starts d...
but will only attend my first class tomorrow..
sigh..lots of things need to be done

lots of things need to catch up..sigh..
I'm finally back in this place...
I need more courage to face my fear...

I need to stay strong...
today is a very tiring day..sigh..
guess i got to sleep now..
update again tomorrow la..

v(^_^)v
~luv & hugs~muakss
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