Heartache

Song of the day... 心痛2009 or in English, Heartache 2009... kinda emo today...don't ask me why... but i just love this song...



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Geting day trip + super wu liao stuufs

Today..ooops..i meant yesterday, was my 2nd time going to Genting for day trip..

Im actually kinda caught up with my assignments but then i guess i just need some time to rest and relax a bit before the it explodes in me..hehe

Well, today's main reason to go to Genting is actually to accompany my aunt.. She wanted to go, she called me and yea.I agreed..since she sponsor..wakaka..

so we went to the Old or should I say the Original casino at..erm... Resort hotel?? or Highland Hotel??not too sure though..

and Im so proud to say that I do look younger than my age...we went in to the casino few time..at least 3 times i guess... and each time I were about to enter, I sure kena stopped and asked for my IC..haha..and someone still say i 'tak layak' to say i look younger than my age wor..wakkaka.. ;p

well, since I said I went to the casino, I suppose you guys will be asking whether I won or lose..haha...happy to announce that..beginner's luck..I WON..ahaha...surprised..haaha...

stop playign after winning and then go jalan jalan while waiting for the van to depart at 5pm..

here are some of the photos taken there..
I just love the cool air...sigh.. don't feel like going back to Kampar, the Malaysia's dessert...sigh...

Now im back in Ipoh, my aunt's place..and will be going back to Kampar, early in the morning later...phheewww...to attend 8am de class...guai leh??ahhaa...

hmmm...so Genting day trip has been 'reported'..haha.. what is it that is so super wu liao??

haha...actually nothing special just that there's this 2 wu liao person... one is Tennee which is me of course..haha..and Nicholas a.k.a the bad guy..wakakka...

Both of us were actually chatting thru msn, and then he was away..I thought that it should time for me to go to bed and so I sent him a sms to say i wanted to sleep and stuffs like that..

then when he's back to msn, he msged me and i replied, when he replied to my sms at the same time..

then both of us were chatting thru msn and sms at the same time, chatting about different topics, and were just like nothing happens..haha... I've done so many wu liao things before..but this time it was really..speechless..haha....

even I myself dunno what to say..and we were tryign to explain that, Nicholas were chatting with Tennee thru sms and Bad Guy were chatting with AriesGal in msn... =.="

I know I am...erm..I mean WE ARE WU LIAO!!..waakkak

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First Individual Assignment

just back from class, just finished my 1st individual assignment and presentation..

if it were to be the other tutor, I think the report should be ok..just i agree that the introduction part lack of info..

but then there are a lot of info that i categorized under Lit Review should be placed under Intro part..hmmmm

that's what my tutor say...hmmm..sigh... I wasn't satisfied with my presentattion actually... but my friends said i did good, and it was better than the previous presentations...

sigh....anyway, it's over now..guess I should stop thinking and start working on the rest of my assignmrnts...

yea..I'll be going to genting tomoro with my aunt...hmmm...hope to relax awhile la..hehe....

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Life goes on

It's been a few days now..

guess I'm getting over it...

Well, I think I have to apologize to you...

I'm Sorry..

maybe it was too sudden for me,

I just do not know how to react??

I don't know..

but I sounded like it was your fault and all..

yea... sorry about that.. you know I don't mean that.. and I know it's not your fault..

well, I am actually still kind of don't know how I feel now..

If time can turn back, I would rather erase that dream in my memory, or don't want to
have that dram at all...

at least it won't make me realize how much I care about you, and how important you are to me.. It's been buried deep in Tennee without even realizing it myself, but the dream just brought everything back to picture, clearly

about what had happen,

it's your right not to tell me...

it's your personal stuffs right.. I am not blaming you..

plus, you don't have to tell me everything about you also...

or maybe it's not the right time for me to know?

or maybe you're busy with your stuffs and got no time to share the good news with me?

or, am I giving myself excuses to make myself feel better?

guess i shouldn't think about it d la...

I should.... just LET GO...

Someone will take over my place to take care of you(tho I din't)

Someone will take over my place to worry about you..

Someone will take over my place to care about you..

and I know.. I shouldn't be so stubborn anymore..

I shall just leave you alone..

maybe that's better for both you and I...

Still will wish you...Happy together.... hope this will be better than the previous one..

I know you sure have found the right and most suitable person for you...

I need not worry for that...

Take Care..my dear.. J...

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My Wish....

I never knew that I will feel this way...

I thought things will be cool as it seems to be..

Or maybe, I wouldn't want to find out the news in such a way?

Maybe it will be better if I know right from the person itself?

I was once told that I knew a lot of things compared to others..

Or is it because of this phrase that makes me cares so much?

Why do I still have this weird feelings??

but anyhow, I wish all the best for you...

Hope that things will be better compared to last time..

Hope that you've finally found the one...

Hope that you'll be happy..

Hope that everything will turn out great for you...

that's my wish..just that simple...


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Why?

It's 4 am now...
I'm suppose to be asleep like everyone else, but why am I still blogging at such hours??

Lately there's so much of a uni's leng zai leng lui group created in Facebook, where people upload the the photos of the students of a particular university..

UTAR also created such group also.titled UTAR帅哥美女

and my friends all keep uploading some other friend's photo..
I also follow la..haha..uploaded a few photos of my friend..and then kena goreng from them..wkaka

Mana tau, end up my photo kena upload pulak in UTAR帅哥美女 thanks to Bernice who 'bai ngo xiong toi'
haha..she ask me to send her my photo then she help me upload..

I don't want to send, end up she go 'curi' from my pictures uploaded in FB.. =.="

then i kenakan my friend again where they come up with another group of UTAR celebrity look alike...haha..

Finished another assignment today...few more to go until my finals...
I have been having nightmares lately..
Not to say scary as in horrors nightmares..
But scary as it is about life and death..
I've been having weird dreams for the past few nights..

and the dream I dreamt this noon really did disturbed me in a way and was kinda emo..
and the dream actually made me realize that,
I still care a lot for him.. and he is still important to me..
I am confused...
but then even as a friend, you are still an important friend of mine that I can't afford to lose..
a friend who have a place in my heart, no matter what... 你已经在我心中占领了某个位子... 你已经把我的心给占据了。。。一个刻骨铭心的座位。。。只有你才能对号入座。

I just found out something which I'm actually having dilemma of..
something which i wanted to know and don't hope to know as well..
not to say I am selfish or what, what I never knew that I would feel this way after knowing the truth..
It somehow.... hurts....
why does it still hurts?
why? why do I still feel the pain? Why do I still care?

song for the this post is by Nicky Lee...想太多


and also another song...which always best decribe my love life...


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Daddy

at my most depressed moments,

you are always there for me..

how i wish if you're still here with me,

to lend me your shoulder to lean on and to cry on when im depresed..

i miss you so muchh...

pls bless me and guide me..

help me pass through these tough tasks that i need to go through for the coming weeks..

I came across this video in FB...and I go search in youtube to get the embed code to paste it here...

It is a very meaningful video, where i actually watched till tears filled my eyes, as I do agree with what the person said in the Video...



In FB, the person who uploaded this video with the title, Dare to Fail, Success Will Come..do enjoy..

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Hell weeks

It's been so so so tiring...my BP is getting lower and lower, dark circle getting darker and darker...sigh...and i start to feel dizzy all around again..sad...

It's week 9 now.. assignment deadline on this Fri and also CRM midterm on this WEd..i need to rush the assignment by this Wed to consult our lecturer.

next week, week 10, CRM presentation.. then week 11 Comm theories Assignment deadline.. week 12, CRM report deadline and Media Planning deadline..WEek 13 presentation,and BRand Management deadline plus presentation..then finals..

OMG>..i am feelling so so so so so tired...i am so scared that i just can't be strong enough to go through all this...sigh..

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如果我变成回忆

如果我变成回忆。。。
is a very meaningful song...and a nice song indeed...
i was looking at the lyrics, and i thought of you.
another had passed..
and i dreamt of you the other night..
tho it was a nightmare, but then im glad that you were there to protect me.. even it's just a dream
I missed you...

I love this song a lot..I felt that its very meaningful..
我们不会知道下一刻会发生什么事
我们不会知道我们的快乐几时会结束的。。
如果我们突然间变成了回忆，可是我们还有很多话还来不及讲，很多事都还没有做的话。。。那就太迟
要珍惜我们所拥有的一切。。

here..i dedicate this song to you..ru guo wo bian cheng hui yi..


and here's the lyrics...enjoy..

累了 照慣例努力清醒著 也照慣例想妳了
Lei le Zhao guan li nu li qing xing zhe Ye zhao guan li xiang ni le
When I'm tired I keep trying hard to stay awake as usual I keep thinking of you as usual too
好怕一放心睡了 心跳在夢中不聽話的 就停止了
Hao pa yi fang xin shui le Xin tiao zai meng zhong bu ting hua de Jiu ting zhi le
I'm really scared that when my mind is at rest and I'm asleep In my dreams my heartbeat won't listen to me And just stop

聽著 呼吸像浪潮拍動著 越美麗越讓我忐忑
Ting zhe Hu xi xiang lang chao pai dong zhe Yue mei li yue rang wo tan te
Listen; The sound of breathing like waves splashing The more beautiful it gets, the more I feel uneasy
我還能珍惜什麼 如果我連自己的脈搏 都難掌握
Wo hai neng zhen xi shen me Ru guo wo lian zi ji de mai bo Dou nan zhang wo
What can I still cherish If I can barely control my own pulse?

如果我變成回憶 退出了這場生命
Ru guo wo bian cheng hui yi Tui chu le zhe chang sheng ming
If I became a memory - withdrew from this life
留下妳錯愕哭泣 我冰冷身體 擁抱不了妳
Liu xia ni cuo e ku qi Wo bing leng shen ti Yong bao bu liao ni
Leaving you startled and weeping My ice-cold body No longer able to embrace you
想到我讓深愛的妳 人海孤獨旅行
Xiang dao wo rang shen ai de ni Ren hai gu du lv xing
Thinking that I'll leave you, the one I love To travel among the sea of people alone
我會恨自己 如此狠心
Wo hui hen zi ji Ru ci hen xin
I will hate myself For being so heartless

如果我變成回憶 終於沒那麼幸運
Ru guo wo bian cheng hui yi Zhong yu mei na me xing yun
If I became a memory - finally not so lucky
沒機會白著頭髮 蹣跚牽著妳 看晚霞落盡
Mei ji hui bai zhe tou fa Pan shan qian zhe ni Kan wan xia luo jin
No chance Of us tottering while holding your hand Hair grown white Watching the sunset
漫長時光 總有一天 妳會傷心痊癒
Man chang shi guang Zong you yi tian Ni hui shang xin quan yu
In this very long period of time There'll be a day When your broken heart will heal
若有人可以 讓他陪妳 我不怪妳
Ruo you ren ke yi Rang ta pei ni Wo bu guai ni
If someone can [heal your wound] Let him stay accompany you I won't blame you

快樂 什麼時候會結束呢 哪一刻是最後一刻
Kuai le Shen me shi hou hui jie su ne Na yi ke shi zui hou yi ke
Happiness When will it end? When is the very end?
想把妳緊緊抱著 可知妳是我生命中的 最捨不得
Xiang ba ni jing jing bao zhe Ke zhi ni shi wo sheng ming zhong de Zui she bu de
I really want to embrace you tightly Know that you're the one in my life I can't bear to leave the most

如果我變成回憶 退出了這場生命
Ru guo wo bian cheng hui yi Tui chu le zhe chang sheng ming
If I became a memory - withdrew from this life
留下妳錯愕哭泣 我冰冷身體 擁抱不了妳
Liu xia ni cuo e ku qi Wo bing leng shen ti Yong bao bu liao ni
Leaving you startled and weeping, my ice-cold body no longer able to embrace you
想到我讓深愛的妳 人海孤獨旅行
Xiang dao wo rang shen ai de ni Ren hai gu du lv xing
Thinking that I'll leave you, the one I love To travel among the sea of people alone
我會恨自己 如此狠心
Wo hui hen zi ji Ru ci hen xin
I will hate myself For being so heartless

如果我變成回憶 終於沒那麼幸運
Ru guo wo bian cheng hui yi Zhong yu mei na me xing yun
If I became a memory - finally not so lucky
沒機會白著頭髮 蹣跚牽著妳 看晚霞落盡
Mei ji hui bai zhe tou fa Pan shan qian zhe ni Kan wan xia luo jin
No chance to Tottering while holding your hand Hair grown white Watching the sunset
漫長時光 總有一天 妳會傷心痊癒
Man chang shi guang Zong you yi tian Ni hui shang xin quan yu
In this very long period of time There'll be a day When your broken heart will heal
若有人可以 讓他陪妳 我不怪妳
Ruo you ren ke yi Rang ta pei ni Wo bu guai ni
If someone can [heal your wound], let him stay accompany you, I won't blame you

如果我變成回憶 最怕我太不爭氣
Ru guo wo bian cheng hui yi Zui pa wo tai be zheng qi
If I became a memory - I'm most afraid that I'll let myself down
頑固地賴在空氣 霸佔妳心裡 每一吋縫隙
Wan gu de lai zai kong qi Ba zhan ni xin li Mei yi cun feng xi
Stubbornly lingering in the air Dominating your heart Every part of it
連累依然愛我的妳 痛苦承受失去
Lian lei yi ran ai wo de ni Tong ku cheng shou shi qu
Making the you that still loves me, suffer painfully for this loss
這樣不公平 請妳盡力 把我忘記
Zhe yang bu gong ping Qing ni jin li Ba wo wang ji
This isn't fair Please try your best To forget me

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Blog neglected...

It's been more than a month now since I last updated my blog here.

Things are getting thougher and thougher now... and time are now getting lesser and lesser..

Handed in 2 assignments last week, but that's just the first part of it..

Having mid term this Sat, and a presentation next week, which I have not yet prepared for any of it. Sigh..

I'm getting lazier and lazier now. I have been so busy and yet lazy to even update my blog here.

Went back for a week hols during CNY, but it doesn't feel like CNY for me. Went for teh Armenian St. Herritage thingy..and took some pics there..hehe

but before that, I would like to show this pic...I personally like this pic a lot..heheh

here's the pic taken at the procession













I just randomly choose a few pics only...heheh....for more pics, do visit my page at Facebook

Went back to PG again last week to witness the Procession that is being held only 12 years once. Guess I won't be going back to PG so soon anymore..

Came back to Kampar on Monday( I should have come back on Tues instead!!) and had some nice food with Mabel before we start to suffer or lives here.

Went to Shinjuku on Monday with Mabel.. and here are the pics of the food that i've taken

I personally love this potato salad alot.. but it's a lil bit expensive la.. RM 7.90 for this..

This Tofu also taste good. You have to try it once it is served... served while it is hot..haha.. the outer layer of the tofu is first fried before it is served with the gravy..therefore it is still crunchy and nice..


This is my portion of mee, Kyusyu or Kyushu Ramen I don't remember...it's actually a set with drink and dessert, only cost RM 14.90 and the portion is very big..


k la...it took me days to upload this blog just to upload the photos..wakkaka...enjoy your day everyone, and wish me luck in tomorrow's exam k?hehahah
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